Dreams
- XenoDrake
- Joined: Mon Mar 04, 2002 1:05 am
ah yes, dreams, goals. wantings for the future. well, in my case, you have to want a future first before you can want anything for it. but, in my opinion, dreams dont always have to be a progress to greatness. i actualy want nothing more then to just vanish from every page in history, to restet everything to be as if i was never their. then i would be truly free. i wouldent need anything, nor would i be chained to any desires.
kinda morbid, but in truth, i have put years of thought into this. and although im not sucidal, as im sure thats what it must look like, i just want true and apsolute freedom, from everything. that includes my wants and my needs. i to am only 19 years aged. i know, that at one time in my life, i want to be something people would look up to, someone people would like to be with. it just dosent matter to me any more. i am content to just exsist and if thats all i ever do, than i will be happy.
~XenoDrake
kinda morbid, but in truth, i have put years of thought into this. and although im not sucidal, as im sure thats what it must look like, i just want true and apsolute freedom, from everything. that includes my wants and my needs. i to am only 19 years aged. i know, that at one time in my life, i want to be something people would look up to, someone people would like to be with. it just dosent matter to me any more. i am content to just exsist and if thats all i ever do, than i will be happy.
~XenoDrake
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- SQ
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- Joined: Fri Nov 08, 2002 8:11 pm
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Voice Actor, singer, Photographer for National Geographic, freelance writer of fantasy and/or sci-fi.
Any of those are good.
Ah yes, and above all.... Video Editor.
Any of those are good.
Ah yes, and above all.... Video Editor.
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- )v(ajin Koji
- Joined: Thu May 15, 2003 11:22 am
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- Gaikotsu
- Joined: Tue Jul 30, 2002 12:07 am
- Location: 2 miles past the end of the Earth, (local joke)
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Don't worry. Unless you do something truly great and memorable, (invent something that becomes commonplace, write a popular novel, etc.), you'll get your wish. We actually talked about this in one of my philosophy classes, and I at least reached the conclusion that unless you do something to explicitly prove you exist, (see above), then in 100 years or so, it will be as if you never existed at all. Even as a memory, you will have ceased to be, and you will have vanished from the pages of history.XenoDrake wrote:i actualy want nothing more then to just vanish from every page in history, to restet everything to be as if i was never their.
~XenoDrake
Anyway, my dream? I want to be a writer by profession. I have the basic storyline for a rather lengthy fantasy saga, I just need the time to sit down and work on it. I need to be in a particular mindset to write things like that, and it's been eluding me lately.
Who knows what fires burn in the souls of others, or what burdens weigh upon their hearts?
- Farmboybob
- Joined: Tue May 28, 2002 6:29 pm
- Location: Raleigh, NC
My dream is something I have actually been interested in for some time but didn't realise how much I liked it until this year. I really want to be an astronomer. I just love the stars and the astronomy class I'm taking this year made me realize how much I like it.
Also, I've actually kinda always wanted a job involving explosives. Not like a demolition man but more of a scientist testing new mixes of chemicals trying to make the next big bomb. I think that would be cool, or at least something else involved with science. Like a microbiologist.
On a side note, a whole bunch of you want to become writers of some sort. That's interesting.
Also, I've actually kinda always wanted a job involving explosives. Not like a demolition man but more of a scientist testing new mixes of chemicals trying to make the next big bomb. I think that would be cool, or at least something else involved with science. Like a microbiologist.
On a side note, a whole bunch of you want to become writers of some sort. That's interesting.
- Trident
- Joined: Sun Aug 31, 2003 4:19 pm
- Location: First line of defense against the Canadians
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I want to rule the world.
Seriously, though, I would like to insert myself into the history books. I don't know if I have the talent to write (though I enjoy it)--I may try to break into the realm of poetry, but it's hard to make a name for yourself in that. Maybe I'll be a great theologian or something.
Ideally, I'd love to be a chronic slacker who sits around and does little to nothing all day and yet gets a sizeable paycheck for something I did long ago. I'd also settle for being a housewife/author. I'm lazy.
Seriously, though, I would like to insert myself into the history books. I don't know if I have the talent to write (though I enjoy it)--I may try to break into the realm of poetry, but it's hard to make a name for yourself in that. Maybe I'll be a great theologian or something.
Ideally, I'd love to be a chronic slacker who sits around and does little to nothing all day and yet gets a sizeable paycheck for something I did long ago. I'd also settle for being a housewife/author. I'm lazy.
"The dice of love are madness and turmoil."--Anakreon
- Savia
- Chocolate teapot
- Joined: Wed Apr 02, 2003 3:40 pm
- Location: Reading, UK
If you think author = lazy, beware. Even writing casually is exhausting.Trident wrote:I want to rule the world.
Seriously, though, I would like to insert myself into the history books. I don't know if I have the talent to write (though I enjoy it)--I may try to break into the realm of poetry, but it's hard to make a name for yourself in that. Maybe I'll be a great theologian or something.
Ideally, I'd love to be a chronic slacker who sits around and does little to nothing all day and yet gets a sizeable paycheck for something I did long ago. I'd also settle for being a housewife/author. I'm lazy.
I'll add my name to the would-be authors.
"A creator needs only one enthusiast to justify him." - Man Ray
"Restrictions breed creativity." - Mark Rosewater
A Freudian slip is where you say one thing, but mean your mother.
"Restrictions breed creativity." - Mark Rosewater
A Freudian slip is where you say one thing, but mean your mother.
- Trident
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- Flint the Dwarf
- Joined: Wed Jan 16, 2002 6:58 pm
- Location: Ashland, WI
Well... about that whole "home" thing. I don't much want a home, but I suppose I'll have one just in case. No, seriously, I'm going to be traveling a lot but I will still need a home. Provided I get this whole college dealy sorted out. -_-
Kusoyaro: We don't need a leader. We need to SHUT UP. Make what you want to make, don't make you what you don't want to make. If neither of those applies to you, then you need to SHUT UP MORE.
- chaoticstormbringer
- Joined: Fri Feb 28, 2003 1:21 am