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by Kazutaka » Sun Oct 05, 2003 1:39 pm
I would prefer to be married, being single just sucks to me. As a pisces I do not like being alone, I really need companionship. The whole dating game is a joke (maybe because of the town I live in). I think I have a better chance of finding intelligence running my SETI program than I do dating in this town.
My ex did not seem to have a problem hooking up with someone else, moved out of my house and within 2 days went on YAHOO, emailed someone and was in bed with them, a month later making plans to move in and spend the rest of their lives in psuedo-bliss. WTF??? Is it really that easy, the first person you email that seems to like you and you have found your perfect match??? Am I insane or just missing something?
I have yet to even meet some one who interests me. Im starting to wonder if something is wrong with me.
I mean I just want the simple things, someone who shares similar interest, someone who is HONEST and WILL NOT LIE to me, someone to be there for me when Im down. Am I asking a lot?? I am the most loyal person you will ever meet, I have done some really STUPID things for people and all I get in return ...... is a revolving door that people walk into and out of my life???
WTF????? Why does life have to be so damn difficult.
Dont mind me, I dont mean to be down but I am going through a VERY LONELY phase right now........
"Light in the absence of eyes illuminates nothing. Visible forms are not inherent in the world but are granted by the act of seeing. Events contain no meaning in themselves only the meaning that the mind imposes on them...yet the world endures,...whether or not the mind exists..."