Well, I go to ACen every year (for the last six years), and while I'm typically in the artist's alley or dealer's room, I did make sure to attend the AMV showing the year that my video made it into the contest. I did see some editors at an AMV panel, but I couldn't talk to them. I'm fine with people once I'm introduced properly, but I'm ridiculously nervous and shy about approaching someone in the first place.
Another year, I showed up to an AMV show about halfway through and stayed 'til the end, hoping I would catch a bunch of editors on the way out. I only know a select few of you by appearance, but I recognized Koop, so I figured I was in the right place. I was introduced to some people briefly (sorry, I don't remember who; it was years ago), but I tagged along with Kit and the group for part of the day. Kit loaned me some stuff at one point, but aside from getting it from him and giving it back a different year, that's the last contact I had with any of you. I've only submitted one other video to the contest, and it didn't make it in, so I didn't go to the showing. I haven't been to a contest showing in a couple of years.
Hm... how do I put this? I don't want to sound negative, because it isn't really. It's probably best to say that I'm better in text than in person. I'm a very awkward person by nature, and I think the relationship that I have with the community and its members is best kept at a distance. If I ever make something contest-worthy again, you might see me at an ACen showing. Just keep your sights on the edge seats of a row for the shifty-eyed blonde who looks like she's about to leap out of her chair and run.
- Jen