The Vent Thread

[MycathatesyouAMV]

Well I haven't posted in here for a while like I normally do. So just posting for the sake of posting to get some frustration out. k;rufjweopirjwerjwlfjsalkfdj

[TritioAFB]

Not being able to visit a Nightclub for a while...

Spoiler :

[Animated]

Long story short: 2 weeks ago, I found out that my girlfriend of two and a half years was cheating on my for the last 2 months. Really shocked me since she was my first one... she left her skype open on my pc and I kept reading through their conversations how much she was in love with that third person, and how much she wanted to sleep by his side. Ouch. We had to break up after that, no matter how much she kept telling me (crying) how much she loves me and that all of that was a huge mistake of hers.

Anyway.

Some days later, I try to flirt with her really cute friend. Turns out she's a fanatic Christian and even thinks premarital sex is a sin. Okay.

What else... Amvnews has shown each and every AKROSS video, except from mine, even though it won an Akross award. I don't find a reason why. Also... Yesterday my brother informed me that something went wrong with my car and there's a gas leak that needs to be fixed. Seems like it's in perfect condition only when I drive it...

Life sucks when you're single.

[Kimberly]

Long story short: 2 weeks ago, I found out that my girlfriend of two and a half years was cheating on my for the last 2 months. Really shocked me since she was my first one... she left her skype open on my pc and I kept reading through their conversations how much she was in love with that third person, and how much she wanted to sleep by his side. Ouch. We had to break up after that, no matter how much she kept telling me (crying) how much she loves me and that all of that was a huge mistake of hers.

Anyway.

Some days later, I try to flirt with her really cute friend. Turns out she's a fanatic Christian and even thinks premarital sex is a sin. Okay.

What else... Amvnews has shown each and every AKROSS video, except from mine, even though it won an Akross award. I don't find a reason why. Also... Yesterday my brother informed me that something went wrong with my car and there's a gas leak that needs to be fixed. Seems like it's in perfect condition only when I drive it...

Life sucks when you're single.

-hug-

[Rice]

Long story short: 2 weeks ago, I found out that my girlfriend of two and a half years was cheating on my for the last 2 months. Really shocked me since she was my first one... she left her skype open on my pc and I kept reading through their conversations how much she was in love with that third person, and how much she wanted to sleep by his side. Ouch. We had to break up after that, no matter how much she kept telling me (crying) how much she loves me and that all of that was a huge mistake of hers.

Anyway.

Some days later, I try to flirt with her really cute friend. Turns out she's a fanatic Christian and even thinks premarital sex is a sin. Okay.

What else... Amvnews has shown each and every AKROSS video, except from mine, even though it won an Akross award. I don't find a reason why. Also... Yesterday my brother informed me that something went wrong with my car and there's a gas leak that needs to be fixed. Seems like it's in perfect condition only when I drive it...

Life sucks when you're single.

my amv was posted after a billion others, so dw

[catgod]

Long story short: 2 weeks ago, I found out that my girlfriend of two and a half years was cheating on my for the last 2 months. Really shocked me since she was my first one... she left her skype open on my pc and I kept reading through their conversations how much she was in love with that third person, and how much she wanted to sleep by his side. Ouch. We had to break up after that, no matter how much she kept telling me (crying) how much she loves me and that all of that was a huge mistake of hers.

Anyway.

Some days later, I try to flirt with her really cute friend. Turns out she's a fanatic Christian and even thinks premarital sex is a sin. Okay.

What else... Amvnews has shown each and every AKROSS video, except from mine, even though it won an Akross award. I don't find a reason why. Also... Yesterday my brother informed me that something went wrong with my car and there's a gas leak that needs to be fixed. Seems like it's in perfect condition only when I drive it...

Life sucks when you're single.

my amv was posted after a billion others, so dw

talk about getting your heart trampled on ):
take a break, eat some good food and watch this video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WyA6ucsD2Bc
things will start looking up, just takes awhile

[Animated]

take a break, eat some good food and watch this video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WyA6ucsD2Bc

Haha, that was awesome. It... kinda depicts what we went through before the big apocalypse, her talking even less to me, saying she has a new cool friend, and spending nights out partying with him... not responding to my messages... lol, that video surprised me

Also, thanks for the hug Time for lunch now, reading "Rice" made me hungry :3

[Ileia]

Aww, Animated that sucks.






What I'm trying to say is - throw her out a window (figuratively >_>). You're done with her and you're better off now than being with someone who doesn't appreciate you.

[Mkid]

What I'm trying to say is - throw her out a window (figuratively >_>).

Or literally. i don't judge. I'd probably would want to (will do)

Animated. it sucks. Its def gonna take a while to get over her. But know when one door closes another one opens < -- - cliche. honestly i this is one cliche i will have to stand by. you're a good looking bro you'll find someone else. don't rush it just take time to recover from the betrayal of someone you trusted for 2 years. When you think you're over her and this whole thing. forgive her. < - - cliche. its the best thing you can do, it gets rid of a lot of anger, frustration. feel better

and about the car thing. its okay. new york as gotten so much snow my rear bumper fell off. so im driving around new york withtout a bumper lol. things happen to cars. the important thing is that you're safe.

[dreamawake]

My depression is at an all time low. Failed a suicide attempt about 3 weeks ago. Sam's death is weighing heavy on my soul, as well as other things. I feel at rock bottom and have no idea how to climb out of this hole I've dug myself into. Gonna start going back to counseling next week to see if it can be of any help, though I've been down these roads before many times and they never have. Between all the mental stress and the chronic physical pain I'm going through at this point I'm really worried I'm just going to get completely fed up and blow my brains out with a buckshot. Also, girl that i've been interested in who's dicked me around for 2 years got back in touch with me, we made plans for a date, and she did what she always does, flaked out when I needed her most. I can't fucking win.