I related to this paragraph more than you can know. Somewhere around October of last year I fell into a trap of obsessing over viewer counts. I would refresh youtube analytics something like 5 times a day. I'm doing better now but I think everyone has the issue of their ego getting too attached to something they originally made for fun. It's an issue we all probably have to some extent.lloyd9988 wrote: ↑Fri Feb 19, 2021 8:50 pmYet, as more new AMVs are made and released, the more I always find out that editors just care about their own viewer counter on YouTube or the amount of comments they can get. So I continually feel disheartened when I see a good opportunity such as making and sharing AMVs in the hopes of making friends or building a community just fall by the way-side just because I feel that editors only care about their own videos and the view count on their own videos instead of just investing more of their time and honest attention onto the videos that other editors make.
My reason for creating AMVs is sort of embarrassing. There's the usual abstract reasons (I love music, I love anime, I want a way to express myself creatively), but really what got me AMVing in 2020 was pretty concrete. I have a playlist of music I listen to while in an altered state (one of life's finest pleasures). At some point I realized I needed to split the playlist into "video" and "no video", since it was too disruptive to have videos coming on for only half the songs. The natural progression was to start imagining AMV concepts for songs that didn't have a good video.
Given this simple reason, it's amazing that even I got ego-trapped into obsessing over views.