damn lesbians...Koopiskeva wrote:I make em for the hawt chicks.
wait...your a guy... keep forgetting that...
I guess it's okay then...
But you're not....Ashton wrote:I realized yesterday that I have never won a single award EVER! I find this amazing, and I decided that now is my time. This isn't difficult, everyone, I was only nominated for ONE award. So I am asking you all too please vote for me for "Best New Creator", out of pitty, out of respect, out of anything that will compell you to vote for me. Because, Gosh darnit, I think I deserve at least this! So I ask for your vote now! Please vote for me in "Best New Creator".
Yea, well you've been around for only very short time so don't get so impatient for recognition. I myself have been making music videos for over 16 years now and never felt the need to win an award. The fact that people enjoyed my videos and gave me compliments over all those years was all I ever needed. I didn't win a thing untill about a year and a half ago and I'm 37 years old! So my point don't be in such a hurry or feel you must WIN something in order to get recognition. Hec, some indivuduals here who have never won a thing have more recognition for thier work then some who have won. I thing some would even be shocked to find out how much thier vides are really liked.Ashton wrote:
I would agree under most normal circumstances... but really, none of my videos got nominated. -_-
I'm only pissed about the nominations because I didn't get a single one of the nominations I wanted. In that respect I agree with jbone, this particular award is kind of... odd. (at least it's not "Most Improved" though -_-) The only reason I want it so bad is because I have NEVER won an award. And I wanted a VCA from the moment I stepped into the comunity, which was actually even longer ago than a year ago (the math is funky because I'm still working on videos I started working on two augusts ago.)
Anyway, the point was, I just wanted to let you know that I want that award. It's my own shameless advertisement, and let that be that.
Well... whatever motivates you to make videos... I guess. At least you're being honest.Ashton wrote:You are not me.Leanan wrote:I think you are taking this way too hard on yourself. If you know you made a great video and others have seen it and told you the same, shouldn't that be enough?Ashton wrote:point I was trying to make: that video was created SPECIFICLY for the "Best First Video" category. I wanted more than anything when I came into this comunity to earn that award. I even went out and advertised to people to nominate it. Friends, family, whoever would create an account (I refuse to box stuff, or create a whole bunch of accounts or anything, I was getting honest votes, in a sort of in-honest way) but lo, and behold, I didn't even get nominated in that category. It's just a very humiliating thing to have something that I worked so hard on seemingly trashed, and in some instances to videos I thought OBVIOUSLY inferior. I guess it can all just be seen as artistic difference. As style. It just seems to me like there should be some universal goal... like... the scenes fit together... or... the timing is right. Maybe I'm exagerating, but it feels like that sometimes. And it's hard to deal with as an artist.
I don't mind begging, I just want some freaking recognition. But hey, even if I don't get the award, I'm still going to be at AX with my vids, and fanime, and elsewhere I'm sure. I apreciate those of you that took this seriously, and I'm saddened by those that took it any other way.
I don't know. That's just my thoughts.
I have a bloodthirsty desire to win everything I attempt. If I don't win, there was no point in having played the game. That is just how I think.
Everyone can't be the best at everything.Ashton wrote:You are not me.Leanan wrote:I think you are taking this way too hard on yourself. If you know you made a great video and others have seen it and told you the same, shouldn't that be enough?Ashton wrote:point I was trying to make: that video was created SPECIFICLY for the "Best First Video" category. I wanted more than anything when I came into this comunity to earn that award. I even went out and advertised to people to nominate it. Friends, family, whoever would create an account (I refuse to box stuff, or create a whole bunch of accounts or anything, I was getting honest votes, in a sort of in-honest way) but lo, and behold, I didn't even get nominated in that category. It's just a very humiliating thing to have something that I worked so hard on seemingly trashed, and in some instances to videos I thought OBVIOUSLY inferior. I guess it can all just be seen as artistic difference. As style. It just seems to me like there should be some universal goal... like... the scenes fit together... or... the timing is right. Maybe I'm exagerating, but it feels like that sometimes. And it's hard to deal with as an artist.
I don't mind begging, I just want some freaking recognition. But hey, even if I don't get the award, I'm still going to be at AX with my vids, and fanime, and elsewhere I'm sure. I apreciate those of you that took this seriously, and I'm saddened by those that took it any other way.
I don't know. That's just my thoughts.
I have a bloodthirsty desire to win everything I attempt. If I don't win, there was no point in having played the game. That is just how I think.