Kajino Rei wrote:A little off topic but:
You keep mentioning this, makes one think you have a problem with it.
I'm single, by choice.
It's further confirmation that I am indeed a social leper.
And it gets boring after like... a lot of years.
But, I, too, am a social leper by indirect choice. That is, me taking far too much time to think - for instance, about said weird music featuring inane sounds and how it affects me - and too little time to attempt any direct social contact.
This is a dimension of 'real music', for me. I would be fooling myself if I said my relationship with music is not affecting my social life and relationships with people.
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Actually, there is some degree to which 'real music' is possible, but there's way I know of to prove it's existence. That would be the Gurjieffian definition of 'Objective Art' -
Art which can, for instance, shatter rocks or turn water into ice merely by virtue of being artistic to an exceptional degree
Now, you tell me what that means.
But lesser variants of objective art, even if it's on a personal level, do exist and are proveable. Like for instance this art screwing up my head by its' virtue of being artistic
The Birds are using humanity in order to throw something terrifying at this green pig. And then what happens to us all later, that’s simply not important to them…