- Gravitation 2004-01-17 15:30:22 .. Book four doesnt come out til Febuary, but thats okay I got Wish Book 2 instead. Ill just have to have ten dollars by then, right? Maybe Ill have a job. Im watching the series and it angers me.. they make Shuichi SUCH an idiot. Oh well. If I were Eiri I wouldnt have allowed him to act like that, but I guess Eiri thinks its fun to beat up on his boyfriend and get no complaints, hes just THAT type of guy huh? hehe =P
- On another note 2004-01-17 11:28:45 Mike IMed me.. hes doing crappy he says.. I feel bad I want to make him feel better but over aim its difficult, it was weird talking to him again, at least Im clearer on a few matters. But one thing is, Im mad at him, and Amanda, Im getting tired of asking people how they are and getting "crappy" or "depressed" as a reasponce, but at least they are honest and after Mike says life is crappy he explains.. but Amanda just leaves it there, if your gonna tell me life sucks, explain. Either that or pretend your joyous 'cuz I dont want to be stressing over your suicidal ass.. I know thats mean, but I feel like I'd be greying if it weren't for the fact I dyed my hair. Moms working starting Monday, that means that I get Fantasia and Sleeping Beauty, yes Im 16 and obsessing over Disney movies, but they happened to release my favorite Disneys at once. I loved Sleeping Beauty as a child and Fantasia was always my fav when I went to my grandma's house. I'm getting Garvitation 4 today too. It was kind of funny now that I think of it.. Im sitting in my room, telling myself I hate having all these cans laying around, and bitching that I needed ten dollars because Gravitation was coming out soon, well after ten minutes or so I put two and two together and went "DUH!" so today Im recycling a million cans to get ten dollars for Gravitation 4. Im so happy Im keeping up, I couldnt even keep up wit Chobits and that came out like every 3 monthes, Gravitations coming out once a week and I have books 1, 2, and 3 and Im getting 4 today. Im getting a job soon too, I need money to buy the anime when that comes out, plus I still have a need to satisfy my Cjobits obsession and get the full manga and box set with the action figure. Cant wait ^_^
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Suicide
2004-01-15 17:35:55
I feel loved, not really, a friend attepted suicide, couldn't tell me, nothing is any of my buisness anymore. She stressed out my friend massively, and that freind she stressed out is 15 , and she has an offer to go live with some 24 year old suse in Washington, not only that but her mother says fine if she can get the money. How much more of a drama can my life get?! Much more, I actually liked a guy (woah, right?) and he liked me but he's kinda not all there all the time, he had a flip out in the kitchen and thought that the house was going to get him, his mother sent him away. So I dont get to talk to him anymore. Im getting hit on by 2 college boys I dont want. Cant get them to go away.Im 16 for morals sake! Am I missing anymore stress? Yes I am. We have no money to top it off, no ones working, this house is operating off of like 300 dollar a month. Just what everyone needs right? And Im in the middle trying to stay sane and not scream at my emotionally unstable suicidal friends, yes plural, theres two of um!Right now I'd thank the stranger that bursts into this house with a shotgun, shoots me and leaves. Oh well I worked on a vid. Finished it Im gonna seeif I can get it up.
There is a happy note, a while ago I was being stalked by this freak of nature named Jeff, he beat his ex, almost killed a friend of mine, well he's been kicked out of school. I dont have to deal with his annoying ass evry morning anymore. He pisses me off. I hate me like right now :( - Life.. its out to get me. 2003-10-09 22:21:45 Help me!!! Agh! High School is great love it, and I want to go to Europe with my Art history class, but I feel so self centered wanting that right now. My mom is stressing massivly, shes got cancer and needs to go to Florida to get it taken care of and all Im thinking about is ways to finacially get to Florida and Europe without completely killing our funds. I have 1,000$ in bonds, and the trips 1,995$ so all I need is 995$. but my mom wont let me have to 300$ out of bonds to secure my place in the trip agh!! I want I want I want but I cant have and Im a self-centered bitch. I am worried dont get me wrong, but its in her leg, and they'll take it out and its all set, its just work, we need subs as she does daycare, and we have no money now. I hate my life. I curse who ever did this to me. I seriously want to cry... I have to write like 6 critiques and a magaziine story to pass 11th grade so Im gonna shut up and do that rather then complain and yell at myself publicly.
- uploaded 2003-09-02 21:45:49 Okay so I figured out how to upload videos onto this site, great yeah? Well I have to videos up, between the two of them I have 75 hits, not a single comment!! I know Ive been lazy I need to go throuh and do comments Its just not a good tme for me, I know how it feels now, so tomarrow Im gonna have to, go through and comment on all that I downloaded. So if your one of those people of whoms video I downloaded be joyful your getting a reveiw tommow, if I can get to all of them ((in an ideal world I can but this world is not ideal)) So peacers ^_^
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