JOURNAL:
artfreak13 (Nick J)
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nothing else on my mynd
2002-06-12 12:47:20
Trash
How did it start?
Well, I dont know
I just feel the craving
I see the flesh and it smells fresh
And it's just there for the taking
These little girls they make me feel so god damn exhilarated
I feel them up, I can't give it up
The pain that I'm just erasing
I tell my lies and I despise
Every second I'm with you
So I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?
Your feelings I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry I just throw you away
I don't know why I'm so fucking cold
I dont know why it hurts me
All I wanna do is get with you
And make the pain go away
Why do I have a conscience?
All it does is fuck with me
Why do I have this torment
All I want to do is fuck it away
I tell my lies and I despise
Every second I'm with you
So I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?
Your feelings I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry I just throw you away
I just throw you away
I just throw you away
I just throw you away
I just throw you away
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one of my favorite korn songs
2002-06-11 15:32:54
Falling Away From Me
Hey, I'm feeling tired
My time, is gone today
You flirt with suicide
Sometimes, that's ok
Hear what others say
I'm here, standing hollow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me
Day, is here fading
That's when, I would say
I flirt with suicide
Sometimes kill the pain
I can always say
'It's gonna be better tomorrow'
Falling away from me
Falling away from me
Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming so sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
It's lost and can't be found
(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
So down
Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming so sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Pressing me, they won't go away
So I pray, go away
It's falling away from me
Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming so sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
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here to stay
2002-06-11 10:50:25
NEW KORN ALBUM IS OUT!!! YA
too bad i wont be able to get it until this weekend
as for the test this morning, i think i did good. but out of the three (only) questions, one completely blitzed me, so i should get something HIGHER THAN A D
www.korn.com
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threw my job to the wind
2002-06-10 13:50:44
starting at 2 im gonna cram for the lit exam tues. forget earning money. my track record for the class is in the toilet, which will bring my gpa down alot
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almost done
2002-06-07 14:05:18
another 2 weeks until the summer classes are over... so i can take more summer classes!!!! as of right now im looking at another 2 more classes to take which will pretty much take up june and july. unfortunately that flushes any hopes of me earning a descent amount of money this summer
plans this weekend are simple:
the same regime of yard work at home. i should also be able to work more upon the setup of my site such as my bio, resume, and web graphics. who knows, i just might be able to start posting my artwork
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