JOURNAL: artfreak13 (Nick J)

  • nothing else on my mynd 2002-06-12 12:47:20 Trash


    How did it start?
    Well, I dont know
    I just feel the craving
    I see the flesh and it smells fresh
    And it's just there for the taking
    These little girls they make me feel so god damn exhilarated
    I feel them up, I can't give it up
    The pain that I'm just erasing
    I tell my lies and I despise
    Every second I'm with you
    So I run away and you still stay
    So what the fuck is with you?

    Your feelings I can't help but rape them
    I'm sorry I don't feel the same
    My heart inside is constantly hating
    I'm sorry I just throw you away

    I don't know why I'm so fucking cold
    I dont know why it hurts me
    All I wanna do is get with you
    And make the pain go away
    Why do I have a conscience?
    All it does is fuck with me
    Why do I have this torment
    All I want to do is fuck it away

    I tell my lies and I despise
    Every second I'm with you
    So I run away and you still stay
    So what the fuck is with you?

    Your feelings I can't help but rape them
    I'm sorry I don't feel the same
    My heart inside is constantly hating
    I'm sorry I just throw you away
    I just throw you away
    I just throw you away
    I just throw you away
    I just throw you away  
  • one of my favorite korn songs 2002-06-11 15:32:54 Falling Away From Me


    Hey, I'm feeling tired
    My time, is gone today
    You flirt with suicide
    Sometimes, that's ok
    Hear what others say
    I'm here, standing hollow
    Falling away from me
    Falling away from me
    Day, is here fading
    That's when, I would say
    I flirt with suicide
    Sometimes kill the pain
    I can always say
    'It's gonna be better tomorrow'
    Falling away from me
    Falling away from me

    Beating me down
    Beating me, beating me
    Down, down
    Into the ground
    Screaming so sound
    Beating me, beating me
    Down, down
    Into the ground

    (falling away from me)
    It's spinning round and round
    (falling away from me)
    It's lost and can't be found
    (falling away from me)
    It's spinning round and round
    (falling away from me)
    So down
    Beating me down
    Beating me, beating me
    Down, down
    Into the ground
    Screaming so sound
    Beating me, beating me
    Down, down
    Into the ground

    Pressing me, they won't go away
    So I pray, go away
    It's falling away from me

    Beating me down
    Beating me, beating me
    Down, down
    Into the ground
    Screaming so sound
    Beating me, beating me
    Down, down
    Into the ground  
  • here to stay 2002-06-11 10:50:25 NEW KORN ALBUM IS OUT!!! YA
    too bad i wont be able to get it until this weekend

    as for the test this morning, i think i did good. but out of the three (only) questions, one completely blitzed me, so i should get something HIGHER THAN A D

    www.korn.com 
  • threw my job to the wind 2002-06-10 13:50:44 starting at 2 im gonna cram for the lit exam tues. forget earning money. my track record for the class is in the toilet, which will bring my gpa down alot 
  • almost done 2002-06-07 14:05:18 another 2 weeks until the summer classes are over... so i can take more summer classes!!!! as of right now im looking at another 2 more classes to take which will pretty much take up june and july. unfortunately that flushes any hopes of me earning a descent amount of money this summer

    plans this weekend are simple:
    the same regime of yard work at home. i should also be able to work more upon the setup of my site such as my bio, resume, and web graphics. who knows, i just might be able to start posting my artwork 
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