JOURNAL: artfreak13 (Nick J)

  • can't see the light 2002-04-10 18:41:10 help! im drowning in college assignments 
  • prohibit the freedom fighter 2002-04-07 14:07:05 who me?
    i've been busy
    working out my angst
    don't mean to sound crazy
    wondering how i feel
    about what is going on around me
    hate what i should have done
    what i could of become
    LIFE WITHOUT PHILOSOPHY

    still working through the pain
    about what other people forgot
    still crying through the pain
    about what other people do to each other
    still burning from the pain
    from what other people did to me

    shit away the memories
    of your best dreams


    PAIN, THATS WHAT I GET FROM LIFE WITHOUT PHILIOSOPHY
    PAIN: THATS WHAT I GET FROM LIFE WITHOUT PHILIOSOPHY
    PAIN; THATS WHAT I GET FROM LIFE WITHOUT PHILIOSOPHY
    PAIN- THATS WHAT I GET FROM LIFE WITHOUT PHILIOSOPHY
    PAIN/ THATS WHAT I GET FROM LIFE WITHOUT PHILIOSOPHY
    PAIN (THATS WHAT I GET FROM LIFE WITHOUT PHILIOSOPHY)

    -N.J. 
  • something noteworthy 2002-04-03 07:09:29 check out:

    http://www.big-big-truck.com/bebop/giftart/ednj.jpg

    made by me!!!

    it took roughly less than a couple of hours to get it done. scanned in the crinkled paper with cowboy bebop scribbled on it, then i altered it to create a more interesting background. afterwards i did a sketch of ed and scanned that in for coloring. the hardest part was trying to color in my drawing of edward in photoshop, though i have to admit it was an educational (fun) experience in experimenting with shadow

    all things considered i thought it came out well, though next time i will try to make to make a more professional job 
  • somebody someone - korn 2002-04-02 07:08:13 I can't stand to let you win
    I'm just watching you
    And I don't know what to do
    Feeling like a fool inside
    Feeling all that you hide
    Thought you my friend
    Seems it never ends

    I need somebody, someone
    Can somebody help me?
    All I need is some pain
    Not just for me

    Giving you with this and that
    Giving gave me nothing back
    It's all related to
    All the things I do
    Feeling like a fool inside
    Seeing all the things you tried
    I am nothing

    I need somebody, someone
    Can somebody help me?
    All I need is some pain
    Not just for me

    I look, a sign
    I need someone
    Inside, to help me out
    With what
    Im trying
    I'm crying
    I'm frying
    In a pile of
    Shit
    I'm dying
    I'm dying

    I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone
    I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone
    Someone  
  • "dig" - mudvayne 2002-03-31 18:57:31 I would love to beat the face,
    Of any mother fucker that's thinkin' they can change me,
    White knuckles grip pushing through for the gold,
    If you're wantin' a piece of me I broke the mother fuckin' mold,
    I'm drowning in your wake
    Shit rubbed in my face
    Teething on concrete
    Gums bleeding

    Dig bury me underneath
    Everything that I am rearranging
    Dig bury me underneath
    Everything that I was slowly changing

    I struggle in violated space,
    Sell out motherfuckers in the biz that try to fuck me,
    Hang from their T's rated P.G. insight,
    I ain't sellin' my soul when there's nothing to buy
    I'm livid in my space
    Pissing in my face
    Fuck you while you try
    To fuck me

    Dig bury me underneath
    Everything that I am rearranging
    Dig bury me underneath
    Everything that I was you ain't fuckin' changing me

    Let me help you tie the rope around your neck,
    Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge,
    Let me help you hold the glock against your head
    Let me help you tie the rope around your neck,
    Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge,
    Let me help you hold the glock up to your head,
    Let me help to chain the weights onto your legs
    Get on the plank fuck

    Dig bury me underneath
    Everything that I am rearranging
    Dig bury me underneath
    Everything that I was slowly changing
    Wish you were committing
    Suicide suckin' on a mother fuckin' tailpipe
    Dead man dangling from a tight rope
    Limbless in the middle of a channel bob away
     
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