JOURNAL: Wedding_Angel (ooo...guess ------you guessed yet------?)

  • 2005-09-05 08:45:18


    ok...


    votes in..


    who thinks i should be a doctor?

    who thinks i should be a film director?

    who thinks i should be an assassin?

    dam.

    im 18, and i dont know what i want to do with my life- before..i just used to say a " scientist of biological weapons and warfare"..


    but with what's happening today..

    i mean..

    its not so funny anymore... 
  • 2005-09-03 11:23:31 okey dokes...

    hello everyone..

    again..

    i guess in my last jpurnal entry i seemed a bit like a big-head, so for that i'm sorry.

    but- i am now officially really depressed about my grades-

    what can i do?


    hmm...

    well i went a bit schitzo on my mom yesterday- but that isnt anything new- i really need to sort out my temper- and my brother, my sweet brother, pulled a knife on my other sweet brother..

    my family are crazy..


    while i was away on holiday my perv brother, CEM sent a video of himself= doing..well..himself..if you get what i mean, to his girlfriends fone (he's 13)..but it didnt send, and then my otehr brother sent it to his phone- and i just so happened to look though...

    and well, im grossed out for life..

    dam those sleepless nights 
  • 2005-08-30 13:37:47 hello beautiful people..

    i am now back and ready to get into the amv stuff again...if only i didnt feel so depressed.

    want to know why? no?

    well. im gonna write it anyway.

    i'm an A grade english student..all the way through the yr ive been ahead of the class, the best of the rest- and what do i get in my eng lit as level? an F-IN' C why?

    who knows, but its got to be wrong, im A grade, not C

    i also got 2 AS IN PSYCHOLOGY AND BIOLOGY, AND a B IN CHEMISTRY.


    so...something is wrong and im gonna find out *cue mission impossible music*...im gonna stealth my way into the examination centre...i will find the mistake in my grades...and i'll be happy again...


    .....

    or maybe its a sign, that im not good at english and maybe i'll have to be a doctor after all...


    sigh..


    i hate my brain 
  • 2005-08-02 10:29:08 aww sammy..i wish you hate me too..

    im thinking maybe after you explain why you dont like people..you could explain why you do liek the other people..

    you know..

    to show your less bitchy side..

    well anyway, after that, i dont think there is much more to say..

    i am once again, stuck in my room, and i havent been outside ALL today..

    but nobody seems to care...

    i need to do something more drastic..

     
  • 2005-08-01 11:03:34 grr..

    another depressing day on the holiday from hell..

    i wish i was back at home..

    reading through journals i see sammy is trying to make more enemys but who can blame him? loads of people simply write in their journals "i'm fed up with all this bitching"...dont they realise that in saying that their bitching themselves..

    well..i dont know.. the only people i want to bitch about right now are the people i know and i KNOW I HATE.

    if people knew me in real life they'd know what a bitch i was.

    i once put a knife in my sisters pillow just to scare her- andi might do it again..

    but then again..theres a line between bitching..and just psychotic.. 
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