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Does anyone like, ever read this?
2003-05-14 00:33:14
I just wondered if anyone has ever read my journal anyway. I mean, it shows hits up there, but I have to wonder if people don't just click and then leave, you know?
You know, I was watching Lord of the Rings again (the extended version right, with the 4 CDs and I never watch the second 2...) and if you watch the part where they're sending Boromir down the river in the boat. Anyway, if you watch Aragorn he's fastening on Boromir's bracers (also known as 'those leather wrist things'). Think I'm kidding? I'm not. Think I'm a little obsessive now? Yeah. That'd probably be an understatement right.
Oh, and now that I have the DVD, I can draw that shot of Aragorn's eyes. When he's sitting and Boromir picks up the hilt of the shattered sword. Aragorn looks up when Boromir enters and thats just such a beautiful shot, cause his eyes are just so... I dont know. Beautiful doesn't describe it, it's like an understatement. So I guess there isn't a word to describe just how damnably pretty his eyes are in that shot when he just glances up. Wonderful. And I have to make a pastel picture of it, because it screams DRAW/PAINT/PASTEL MEEEE! *_*
Ummm...Yeah, so I guess I'll stop blathering now. ^^; -
I am back...
2003-04-30 20:16:52
And time makes a difference.
Since my last journal entry I'd just like to state that my life has been a living hell. And for once school/I wasn't making it that way. My mom got a fiancee, who put me down, and put her down, except she was so drugged up on anti-depressants that she didn't realize that it was happening. Until she ended up in the hospital's mental ward for three days. Why did that happen? Because of her fiancee. He just kept putting everyone down and down and down some more. Including me. So, when I left for the summer he took everything out on my mom and she ended up in the mental ward. And, consequently, is now in debt thanks to hospital bills her insurance company wouldn't pay. She's still out of work.
Finally got rid of said fiancee a little over a month and a half ago. shithead. There aren't words adequate enough to express my hate towards him. When I tell my mother what happened while she was THERE, she can't remember because she was so drugged up because of her depression, which HE was causing. So basically he lived off of us the whole time he was here and put us down continuously. I've been having fun...
At any rate, I've begun making AMVs again. Yay. ^^ This time nothing shall stop me... Because I'm going to avoid looking at people's comments and just be happy with what I've done. -.- I obviously take criticism very badly... Most of it is just a downer. It's like "Yay! I finished something!.. Oh hey, this guy hates it... I hate myself/my work/my life, I wanna die." ... You think I'm kidding....--;
Anyway, hello all! I posted my ED! video which I made so so long ago. :) It's amusing to me. Just because. -
My life...as no one knows it...
2002-02-10 22:59:26
I did get a cat. She's black and white with large hazel eyes, long fur, and she's cute as hell. I named her Ed. (So what if I have a slight obsession with Ed from Cowboy Bebop.)
-My life as I know it-
I go to school every day. I give my cat eardrops because she was a stray and she ended up with an ear infection. I try and start new anime music videos and try and get help from people I know online so I can finish them. And then people say they stink and I cant find any enjoyment in making the video. So I quit. I scrap it. I try again.
I no longer find enjoyment in making anime music videos. I dislike the consistant unobjective personal opinions people give me when I finally finish a video. I now find video editing a living hell. I'd just like to say "thank you" to those who have discouraged me along the way. Jerks. I'm going to work against you and make another one.
Next up: a parody that I haven't gotten around to yet. Also, a video to some non-vocal music. Or rather, some non-vocal stuff that isn't the techno hamsterdance music. -
Getting lax....
2001-12-29 08:41:21
Yeah, not writing in my journal as much as I should. Mum got herself a lil black puppy and named it Pepper. I swear, someone gave that dog sugar. x.x She's VERY hyper. Its like she's got a permanent sugar fix. ^^; (run,leap,bound,play).
Anyway, I myself am getting a kitten/cat. Not sure which yet. Later. -
ARRRRGGHHH!!!! >>.<<
2001-12-14 17:51:51
This isnt right. Got my vids taken down without elf tellin me she was gonna do that. >P She coulda at least WARNED me! >.< So now I have no hosting, and I have to find a way to rip videos off of a CD with my POS programs. Im seriously annoyed.
To top it all off, one of my pictures of Filia, drawn as artistic nudity (aka nothin is showin but you know she's nude), has ended up on a page of very disgusting hentai and thats NOT what it where it was EVER meant to be! >.< Of course I would never have known if elf hadnt sent me the link. Thanks elf. Yeah. Right. >.< Thanks for taking down the vids without warning me too.
Im angry. Very angry. I think Ill go sulk or something. >P
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