JOURNAL: D. Shimare (Dralore Shimare)

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  • Frightening dream.... 2001-10-02 07:26:01 Woke up... Do you know how scary it is to be in a dream you cant get out of and have people tell you your beloved pet has died?
    Of course, then I went out to see my rabbit (still in my dream) to see if it was really dead and it wasnt. And I tried to feed it a cracker and as it hopped up to me one of its ears fell off and it dropped dead. And I screamed. But no, still not awake. No, not for a while yet. First we changed the time from afternoon to late afternoon/evening and we start into Walmart.
    Now in my dream Walmart, for some reason, is giving free medical exams to check for disease. Im there with my best friend and a few other people I know from school. Soon as we walk through the door I notice this middle/old aged lady stumbling toward a doctor. But before she reaches him, before she even gets all the way through the second door, she drops dead. Two people in coats and face masks walk up and drag her body away.
    Now Im getting really scared in my dream, but my body is so tired I cant get out of it. So we end up walking to the back of the store, we're just chatting. While were at the back, this person calls over the intercom for my best friend to use the courtesy phone thing.
    "Yeah. Yeah. Well its a different color but its not happening like that so Im not sure if Ive really got it or not."
    o.o
    So finally the dream fades and I wake up from the torture of seeing people drop dead in front of me in my dream. Some big deadly disease called 'Syph117' or something. o.0;

    So anyway, Im really freaked out. But im going to go to school, take both my tests of the day and pray that I dont have some kinda freaky panic attack in the middle of classes. 
  • No commentary... still? 2001-10-01 16:09:13 Ok, so on my first version I managed to get 2 opinions. Then I edited it and made it better. And no one is commenting. Way over half the people who have visited that page have downloaded it (97 hits, 72 downloads) and I have to wonder, can they not manage to watch the video or do they not care?

    Seems to me the reasons are about equal. Leaving opinions is like signing a guestbook. People just dont give a fuck (scuse my french). And then again, many people are (technically) computer illiterate. I know the kind, computer illiterates are those who can run things but cant install programs or fix problems to save their life.

    Sorta gets me down that no one is leaving comments anymore. I like making AMV and all, but I like to share it with others too and get feedback. Not getting feedback is depressing... 
  • Why the hell... 2001-10-01 07:11:20 do people read my stuff? Are they just as bored as I am?

    Anyway, its 7 something AM and Ive got school. High school. The great lovely academy/prison for students ages 14-18. The place where they give you as many pointless unnecessary repetitive projects as they possibly can.

    For some reason I woke up at 6 something this morning. Forgot to turn off my alarm, used the snooze button instead. So surprised was I when the alarm went off and signaled to me that 'go get some clothes and get dressed'... Most people use their alarm to wake up. I use it to get me off the computer.

    I finished a full body profile picture last night of Firia Ul Copt, nude. Artistic nudity, but nudity none-the-less. This of course means that I cant ink the picture in school. o.o; I tried to read a Ranma 1/2 comic once and just quickly flip by a few pages with nudity but some kids saw that too. No way am I trying to ink a picture. So that leaves me with nothing but trying to plan out my next video with a few crappy drawings to resemble clips I wanna put in. Go me.

    Anyway, if I dont finish getting ready soon, my car pool driver is gonna have a fit cause Ill be late running out to her car. Later. 
  • My brain is going...going... gone. 2001-09-30 22:49:42 Ive started collecting clips for my next video. It would be a whole lot easier if Premiere didn't freeze up on me every time I try and scroll through the bin of files.

    Anyway.. the reason for the title is because I had this whole journal entry already typed out, but then I went and hit refresh for some reason. o.o; I told you. My mind is going. x.x

    Going to bed now.
    Have a nice day/night/afternoon/morning. What day is it and when is Daylight Savings Time? 
  • Artificial Intelligence is no match for Real Stupidity 2001-09-30 16:46:09 I got a crappy review finally. I ranted about it at 3 in the morning and got it off my back. They have no clue how much work goes into these things.

    "Get another program if its acting up" he said. Idiot. If I could find something that I could handle as easily as Premiere then I would use it. As it is, I need Premiere even if it is buggy and I wanna kick the hell out of it. Er, that is, I need it for the 30 days I can have it. *sniff* 24 days now. I still have another song I wanna put to Inu-Yasha too... :p

    *sigh* And since I can never leave projects unfinished or semi-unperfected, I edited my video. Again. I took out a shot, put in a new one, replaced the brook shot at the beginning with a better one. A MUCH better one that I didnt know I had. Took out the pan of Inu-Yasha sittin by Kagome and the fire. The far shot. I put in a couple fades too to get better transitions. Now...Im sure Im done. >.< I gotta be. Im so tired its not even funny. x.x Must not..stay up till 5 AM to work on video... Must not... (and the crappy review guy gave me a 6 on effort..Ah, if only he knew...)...

    Anyway, gotta thank my pal elf from space for giving me the idea to put a moon shot in to replace the fire pan. ^^

    Saavik: He surprised me.
    Spock: What surprised you?
    Saavik: He's so --- human.
    Spock: Well, nobody is perfect.
    - Wrath of Khan 
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