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evil_yohko
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Hi.
2003-10-25 00:05:32
Sometimes I feel like my soul is wandering...just wandering. I will stare at my bedroom walls for hours, lifeless, soul and mind obviously somewhere somewhere else. It's as if I no longer exist, as if someone has stolen my soul.
I can feel my demon playing with me. I can feel it eating at me, toying with me. It knows it's more powerful, it just enjoys seeing me suffer, trying to fight it. Every night the same 3 male demons come to where I live. They harrass me, physically and mentally. I am pretty sure they work the devil, but I cannot tell. I just stand there and take whatever they throw at me. It's unreal, but I take it. At those times I wish my demon side would come out, but it refuses. I hope somebody....anybody would come save me from their brutal touch, but no one ever comes.....
((This may sound like a sad attempt at poetry, but it's not. And it may also sound like a pathetic plee for help, but my character isn't that type of girl.))
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