- Well, the summer is over. 2004-08-22 21:10:49 I have gone to one of each of my classes. My gf has moved out and gone back to her dorms. But guess what? She is going to be here every weekend. Well, I think I have killed all my ghosts from my past. AKA an ex-gf that still haunts me. I do not care for her but I am more afraid of her father. Yeah, he made a part of my life hell. But now that I am through with that I can now let my gf have every bit of my heart and mind. I am so glad that this is over with. I am thinking more and more about marrage everything like that. Yeah, at 19 I am going to get married to my gf. I will most likely be 22 or 23 when we actually get married. But I am ready for it. I do not know if she will stay here tonight but I would not mind one bit. I love her and she loves me. We have talked about it and decided that we are going to but I am so ready. Wait till college is over with. Dang it. Why do we have so much longer to wait?
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Work and working it
2004-08-08 22:02:20
I spend all the time at work. 7 AM to 4 PM or so. Usually by then my gf is at work when I get home. So after she gets off of work at 12ish. We have little time to talk and do things before bed. That makes for one of two things. A very frustrated me or a very tired me.
We are getting by but it will have to do for another week because come school starting she will leave to live in the dorms. Yeah right!!! She will be here most of the time.
Just something I have noticed. All of American TV just gets worse!!! I have been home for 6 hrs or so and can think of nothing else to do. I am tired of the nothingness.
Well, I cannot wait till my gf gets home. It is just getting later and later. Comedy central is the same old shit. I just want something new.
That is why I AMV! -
Summer School ends!!!
2004-08-02 23:04:05
Well, my summer classes are coming to a close. I am sorry that my gf will be leaving soon but she will be going to live in the dorms. I know that she will be over here more than at her dorm.
My job is going pretty well. I think my gf will actually be joining me at my job in a few months. She does not like Target.
This past weekend I was able to go down to Warner Robins to see my grandparents, cousins, and BROTHER AND SISTER. I love them to death. I was able to see them after a few months of them being gone. I am so glad. I will introduce them to my gf on Thursday. I am so happy. I have not told anyone but she is going to be my wife one day. We have talked it over and are planning to get married. She is the one. The only one for me. I am so glad that we have found each other.
Well, we are not going to go off and get married for another few years so we have plenty of time. We are going to go look at engagement rings Thursday. I have some time to save for it. I am looking to spend about 2500 to 3000. I know that is a lot but I think she will like it. -
3 AM wonder what I will write?
2004-07-17 03:24:23
I am laying in bed alone right now because my gf is going to her father's house for the weekend. Another fun time skiing but I get to work all day tomorrow and I mean 13 hours of all day. Fun stuff.
I am writing this now becaues I am tired but cannot fall asleep. Well since last time I talked to yall I went shopping. I went to Victoria's Secret and bought my gf a silk night gown that is really short. And it has a slit that goes up to the top of her hip bone. I am working a lot lately. Shoot I had close to 40 hrs last week and will get some overtime this week. I am insane and I know this. I have to be at work in 3 hrs and I am typing in bed.
The reason that I even have my computer in bed with me is because I watched Inuyasha: The Movie 3. Holy shit was that a nice one. I just finished downloading it today and then proceded to watching it. I cannot wait till it is on DVD. I am also looking forward to watching the 4th one but I will have to wait about a year because it does not come out till Dec. I am almost through with the series. I am waiting on a few more fansubs.
I am not going to edit this for spelling and typos and I am warning you that i have just closed my eyes.
Work has been fun lately. We have 1000+ cheerleaders for a summer camp that is going thru UGA and I am serving them at that dining hall. I have been put on permanent Grill Duty. I like it because it makes the time go by faster. I made 500+ hamburgers and about 300 grill cheese sandwiches. I get to do the exact same thing tonight. I am going to kill someone if I ever see another grilled cheese sandwich again.
You are probably thinking that Hey 1000 Cheerleaders is a good thing. I would. Like to disagree. They are like all in middle school. I am in college. I have a gf. I am not a pedifile. I think that covers everything. So I am pretty much ignoring them because they are about as smart as the cow that we made the hamburgers out of. Well time to go to sleep.
Cya -
She Loves ME!!!!!!
2004-07-09 21:50:07
My gf and I finally have said what we have felt for about a month now. We love each other. I guess that is what happens when you spend every waking moment with someone for over 6 months and for the past two months you have been seeing them 24/7.
Last night I was in a very pissy mood because of work and things were not going so well at home. I took a little of it out on my gf. We then were laying in bed and talking. I told her how I had expected her to know what I was thinking and that was wrong. I expected her to know that I wanted to be with her forever. She had said something earlier that set me off. She told me that she did not want to be my mistake and that is why she is so worried about going to far and will not go beyond a point. (Not saying this is a bad thing) But we have been living together for almost 2 months and are still virgins. I took the mistake part to mean that she did not believe we would be together in the end.
Yeah, I was in a mood. Twisted that one around in my head. I told her what was going on in my mind and how I really did want to be together with her till the end of time. I laid there and finally asked her if she believed that ppl choose who they love or just fall in love with someone. She said that she thinks we choose and I sat there for a min and then told her that I choose her. She replied "And I you."
We laid there for the longest time. I know that it is a long time away but I am going to start saving now. I am going to marry her. She told me that she would wait for me because she is a year older than me and I am taking a major that now requires 5 years of school to finish. I am going to try and get it done as fast as possible. But after a few years I will ask her to marry me. I have had one long relationship in the past. That one had some fatal flaws that I refused at the time to see. This one is flawless. I have now met my one and only love of my life.
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