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I'm back!!! sort of
2004-08-21 15:00:02
9 days since last post. seems like forever when your grounded, with nothing to do. Anyway, school starts on the 30th, but fortunately its my senior year, and i'll have really lenient classes.(my school is notorious for teachers not caring senior year) That aside, The teams first game is on labor day, so i get to go out friday morning, and hopefully stay gone all weekend. I need to get out of my house so bad it isnt funny. I got grounded because my parents dont listen when i talk. Let me clarify....
i told them i'd be home sometime on monday, and left. Apparently they thought i said sunday, and got all pissed when they went to pickk me up and i was nowhere to be found. So i get home aboout 7 on monday, like i said, and theyre all uber pissed at me, and i get grounded. La de fucking da. So i'll have no major things to post about until school starts, basically. Dont expect me to put anohter one up till then.
-Later
Doc
"Everything is gonna be alright. Be strong, beleive."
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People who feel this bad should not be alive.....
2004-08-12 16:04:24
Before i continue my once again belated entry, i'm gonna start by explaining why i went so long this time. I feel like shit. really really bad. I'm so fucking....blah. I would lay down....but the excess blood going to my head might cause it to explode....but enough about that.
Ok. Crime scene shit going down at brens. Ahh, i'm just gonna get all sacreligious here and just tell the ending, cause this occurred almost a month ago, and the minds a little hazy....basically, we decided to go out and see what was going on, crazy shit happpened(nothing too bad) and it turns out that it was a drug bust that went bad, and people got hurt, and people got away. I swear this wouldve been more fun to hear if i had actually gotten around to it sooner, cause i wouldve remembered all the crazy shit and wouldve thrown in a few of my classic one-liners. oh well. I've spent the last.....however long it was since my last post......still just doing the same stuff. Working out for soccer season(games start in a couple of weeks) and hanging out with bren and will and joe....and my new best friend....Amanda!!! Shes like my long lost twin sister...as i've probably mentioned before. We are totally on the same wavelength. After not seeing each other since 9th grade, we hit it off really well.......got right back into the swing of things. Good times. Well...i guess i'll go now. just wanted to make sure y'all didnt think i was dead...lol.
-Later
Doc
"why do you sing that high?"-will
"because i felt like it. why? was i off?"-me
"no...just.....just high. stick to your lower shelf bro." -bren
'my bad."-me
"no problem....just dont ever listen to coheed and cambria again."-bren
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DRUG BUST!!!!!
2004-08-05 15:49:41
Wow. I've yet again gone a while between entries, but on accident. I actuall did post saturday night/sunday morning, but the comp died, and it didnt go through. This past week was probably the most fun i've had in a while. Everything is starting to fall into place. The band has gotten back into a groove, and we are all producing a lot of really good music, and it wont be long before we record(barring any major setbacks) I've found my long lost sister! Ok, so she isnt really my sister, but weve been hanging out for 4 days and we know exactly what the other one is thinking, and finish each others sentences. Were like the same person, but of a different gender! Good times. But, back to the title......
So, we were all hanging out friday, down at the carnival that was in town, where i found Amanda, whom i havent seen since 9th grade, so i'm like, hey! Me, her, and bren talked for a bit, and then she told us that she didnt have to be home til 12, but her ride was gone at 11. She doesnt really get out much, so we figured whta the heall, chill with us for a while. shortly thereafter, we went down to this pool place over by bartonsville, and hung out there for a bit, and then we took her home, and went home ourselves.(You can tell i'm rushing through this to get to the good part^_^)
Saturday: We had made plans with Mandy(Mandy=Amanda =Lemur....keep that in mind) the night before, to pick her up around ten-ish. So we pick her up and go out for a bit(i've already forgotten what all we did...lol....^_^') eventually we ended up at brens house for a bit, played some hockey(she pretty good for a rookie) and dropped her off at work. After this, we pick up will, and do our normal stuff, minus the mall, which we figure we could do tommorrow. Around 8, i tell bren that we gotta go down to the crossings(its like a mini-mall) And he asks why, i tell him cause i told amanda wed come down and see her before she got off, to break up the monotony of closing, so we go down there. We get there, buy a pound of candy, and then head over to where she works(ecko) we say hi, hang out for a bit, and shes like, hey, why dont i call my parents and tell them i'll hang out with you guys for a bit? I say why not, bren says its cool, so we take off back to brens. Were there for a bit, then take her back home.
Sunday: The big day. Amanda worked the morning shift(who the fuck schedules to open the night after closing?) and told us to swing by her place later. We pick her up again, meet her dad, and go out to the mall. For whatever reason, the place closes at 6. We walk in, bren and will use the bathroom, ad while theyre in there, the person over the intercom thing says"the mall is now closed" Dammit. So we leave, and go to burger king, where mandy throws fries in my mouth from across the table(i caught three^_^)After that we drive to the big, big movie theatre to see the white castle movie. We just happened to get the line with the ticket person who sucked, and said that we needed id to see an r movie. I've nevr been asked once in my life. Which is rather convienint, since i'm not 17. So we see bourne supremacy instead(it sucked TT_TT) Me and amanda decide to leave partway through to go get food, since the movie tanked anyway. after getting back, we were so hopped up on sugar, that when the movie ended, we chased eachother outside the theatere and played tag in the patking lot. Good times, man. So we go home(brens) and see a crime scene investigation crew(if youve ever seen csi, you know what i mean) outside one of the houses by brendans. Fan fucking tastic.
oops. master of timing i am...i hear thunder and lightning. time to log off. Finish this later!
-Later
doc
Owl traps:kills owls dead
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Quiz time #2!
2004-07-27 00:46:21
well, first and foremost i'd like to say hiyo to everyone, now that my 15-day hiatus has come to an end.(*_*)
I've spent the last couple of weeks rather occupied, and so i havent gotten the chance to use my computer. i've been working a bit(as part of my job i had to dig a hole. a really big fuckng hole. This thing was in the shape of a T and could have easily fit at least 5 bodies comfortably. and by comfortably i mean not touching. And by bodies i mean big people. not children) And ::sigh:: working out and training for hockey/the upcoming soccer season. But, all that aside, i decided to steal yet another quiz from miaka's journal. So here goes Quiz #2.....
Name?
Chris. Or Doc. Your pick.
Happy with it?
I'm not unhappy with either of them. i like my name just fine.
Named after someone?
Nope
Ready for a long survey?
If i wasnt, you wouldnt be reading this.
Screen name?
g0d0fire on aol
Would you name your child after you?
Probably not
What would you name your children?
I dont know. Ask me in ten years
If you were born a member of the oppostie sex, what would your name be?
i have no idea.
If you could wsitch names with a friend, who would it be?
As i stated before, i am quite happy with my current title.
Are there any mispronunciations/typos peple consistently make with your name?
Yeah. In my last name, the "qu" makes a "k" sound, just to clear that up
would you drop your last name if you became famous?
I dont see why i would. A names a name. And if i did, you guys wouldnt recognize the name on the back of my jersey^_^
Basics:
Gender
Male
Straight/gay/bi?
Straight
Single?
Yessir
Want to be?
Hockey player.
Birthdate?
November 7, 1987
Age?
16
Age you act?
That varies with everybody
Age you wish you were?
I do think itd be nice to stay this age
Height?
5'10"
Eye color?
green
Happy with it?
Yes.
Hair color?
Black
Happy with it?
Yes again
handness?
Right handed
Living arrangement?
What exactly does that mean.....?
Your family?
Mom, Dad, Grandmother, 4 younger brothers(in this house)
Pets?
No
Job?
Contracting work (the stuff you see people doing when houses are being built)
Piercings?
None
tattoos?
Nope
Obsessions?
Hockey
Addictions?
......Can i say hockey again?
Speak another language?
french
Favorite quote?
"What we do in life echoes in eternity"
"Confucsious say baseball is wrong! Man with four balls cannot walk!"
Web page?
I have no time for one
Deep thoughts:
do you live in the moment?
Very much so. I am spasmodic almost to a fault.
do you consider yourself tolerant of others?
very
Do you have any secrets
Yeah, a few.
Do you hate yourself?
I've been angry with myself, but never hated me. I'm a good person!
Do you like your handwriting?
No. I write very messily
do you have any bad habits?
My inability to focus if i'm not interested or preoccupied
What is the compliment you get from most people?
You're really good at that(usually pertaining to hockey)
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?
The Chris Esquerra story?
what's your biggest fear?
Failure(not just like, oh i failed a test, like being a failure in life)
Can you sing?
Yes.
do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?
No. I cant stand it when people do that.
Are you a loner?
Never. I've moved so many times i've mastered adaptability
What are your number one priorities in life?
Its almost contradictory to have more than one "#1" priority, so mine is to fulfill my dream to play hockey....it is, after all, my one defining trait, i believe.
If you were another person, would you be freinds with you?
Yeah, i think so. I think i'm a likeable person. I do tend to get along with everybody
Are you a daredevil?
Yeah. I'll try most anything as many times as it takes for me to realize its bad/painful
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?
well, secretly, i have an enourmous insecurity in my ability to actually achieve my goals in life. i hate that
Are you passive or aggressive?
Would you believe that i was told by a psychiatrist that i'm passive-aggressive?(I'm not crazy, i got into a fight and i needed a psychiatric evalutaion before i could go back to school)
Have you got a journal
No. No i dont. This is all a lie
What is your greatest strength and weakness
my strength is my loyalty to my friends and what i believe in, and my willingness to defend them(thats how that fight came about)
My weakness is that i take a while to really open up and trust people. I feel like the only person i can rely on is myself sometimes
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
I dont know....i feel pretty complete for the most part.
There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity. You can only drink out of one. Which one would you drink of?
i actually stared at the screen for about 5 minutes trying to decide on this one. I would probably pick creativity, since i am also a writer, and it would help a bit^_^
How do you vent?
As ashamed as i am to say it, i hit things. Normally via kicking a soccer ball or slamming a puck into a net
do you think you are emotionally strong?
Yes. I'm pretty unbreakable
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?
I'm sure that there is something, i just cant think of it right now
do you think life has been good so far?
No. I think life hit me with a car than put it in reverse. asshole
What is the most important lesson you learned in life?
"If at first you dont succeed, try, try again"
What do you like most about your body?
My legs. Years of sports has them realy sculpted
What is your least favorite part of your body?
Various parts. My body is covered in scars. Thats what i dont like.
Do you think you are good looking?
Yeah.
Are you confident?
If you think about it, the question before this kind of reflets this. Yes. i'm actually overconfident sometimes. I am very sure of my abilities.(oops, getting into the self-confident zone)
What is the fictional charachter youre most like?
A mix between Vash the stampede,(trigun) Shinji Ikari(Neon genesis Evangelion) and Tidus(FFX) You know, the charachters didnt have last names in 10.....wierd.....
Do people know how you feel?
Youd think with how open i am in my journal that they would, but i get misinterpreted a lot
Are you percieved wrongly?
As i just said, yes. quite often
Do you:
Smoke?
No
Do drugs?
no
Read the newspaper
Only the sports section
Pray?
Never
go to church?
Never. I Dont believe in god, per se, long story. If you bug me enough, i may put in a journal entry about it
Talk to strangers who im you?
Yeah. anybody can become a friend
Sleep with stuffed animals?
Nope
take walks in the rain?
Yeah. Its really soothing, and kinda romantic if its light rain^_^
Talk to people even though you hate them?
If you get me mad enough to make me hate you, talking will not come to mind if i see you
Drive?
Yes
Like to drive fast?
Yeah.
Would or have you ever:
Liked your voice?
Yeah...i guess so.....
hurt yourself?
Not intentionally. Unless doing stupid stuff you know is going to hurt counts
Been out of the country?
Yeah, up to the homeland of hockey, Canada!
Eaten something that makes other people sick?
French fries dipped in chocolate milkshake.
Had sex?
Yeah
been unfaithful?
Yeah(it was retaliatory, and done with the intention of pissing her off, just a reminder for people to not fuck with me^_^)
Been in love?
Yes
Done drugs?
No
Gone skinny dipping?
Close, but no
Had a medical emergency?
Numerous times
Had a surgery
Yes.
Ran away from home.
No.
Played strip poker?
Yes
Gotten beat up?
Not real bad, just some bruises
Beaten someone up?
oh yeah
Been picked on?
I never really was, come to think of it...
Been on stage
i love karaoke!
Been dancing?
Yes
Slept outdoors?
Yes
Thought about suicide?
Never
Pulled an all nighter?
Yes, many times
If so, what is your record?
3 days(as soon as you get past that first night, its really easy)
Gone one day with out food?
Yes. It was hell
Talked on the phone all night?
yes
Slept together with the opposite sex without having sex first?
Yes.
Slept all day?
I 'm up with the sun
Killed someone?
No. Thats a disturbing question....
Made out with a stranger?
Yes
Had sex with a stranger
That depends on your definiton of stranger.....
Thought you were going crazy?
Yup
Kissed the same sex?
Yes. (Long story)
Done anything sexual with the same sex?
Hell no
Been betrayed?
Hence my difficulty trusting people
Had a dream that came true?
No
Broken the law?
Plenty of times.
Met a famous person?
Yes
Killed an animal on accident?
Not that i know of...
On purpose?
only if bugs count
Had sex?
I already answered this...
With more than 1 person?
yes
Threesome?
yet another funny story. Its quite simple really....no....wait, its actually long and complicated, but yes i have.
orgy?
no
Whip cream?
That is an incredibly open ended question. Whipped cream goes really good on pumpkin pie. Remember that!
Bondage?
No
Whips?
No.....
Blindfolded?
No
Tied someone up/been tied up?
Yes, a few times
Stolen anything?
i took a pack of gum from the supermarket when i was little
Been on radio/tv
Yes
Been in a mosh pit?
Yes
Had a nervous breakdown?
once
Considered a religious vocation?
Never
Been criticized about your sexual performance?
not yet
Bungee jumped?
no
Had a dream that kept coming back?
just one
clothes
Shoes?
Etnies
Clothing?
Koho and ccm.....lol and wal mart....lmao
cologne/perfume
does axe count?
What are you normally wearing to school/work?
Summer: shorts and a t-shirt
Winter: Jeans with a long sleeve shirt and a t shirt over that
How about parties?
same thing...i've never really been to a formal party
Hats?
In the winter i wear a beanie
Judge other people by their clothing?
No. Except i once saw a guy in the mall wearing a do-rag, and a bullet-proof vest, and golf pants. creepy shit, dude.
Wear make up?
heh, no.
Favorite place to shop
Schulkyll valley sports(the only place for my hockey needs) Waldenbooks and FYE in that order(the othere two are my manga/anime headquarters)
Favorite article of clothing?
My t-shirts with sexual innuendos on them...yes....lol
Are you trendy?
I wear soccer socks casually, if that counts for anything
Would you rather wear a uniform to school?
No.
Beliefs:(this sounds fun)
Believe in life on other planets?
Yes
Miracles?
No
Astrology?
Not really
Magic?
No
God?
Not at all
Satan?
Nope
Santa?
Did you ever hear about the dyslexic devil worshipper who sold his soul to santa?
Ghosts?
Yes
Luck?
Yes
Love at first sight?
No
Yin and Yang
Yes
Witches
if your stereotyping wiccans, than yes, other thatn that, no
Easter bunny?
This is just getting stupid
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?
I'm sure theres a way...
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of everyrainbow?
No
Do you wish on stars?
No
Deep theological questions:(this cant be good....)
Do you believe in the traditional view of heaven and hell?
No
Do you think God has a gender?
I dont htink theres a god to have a gender
Do you think science counteracts religion?
Evolution. All i'm gonna say
do you believe in organized religion?
no
Where do you think we go when we die?
I believe that we continue to be reincarnated until our "soul" earns the right to return to the planet(very loosely based from hinduism)
Amigos
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?
Yes
Who is your best friend?
Will, bren, joe, the usual troop i talk about
Who is the one person that knows the most about you?
Actually, it might be liz, her and the aforementioned group
What is the best advice anyone has ever given you?
Trust your instincts
Your favorite inside joke?
GREEN! THE WALL IS GREEN!
Hey man, we're together!
UNDERGROUND MONKEY!!!!!!!
Thing your picked on most about?
My friends razz me about my whole hockey thing. sometimes(they get kinds sick of me finding really wierd ways to turn something into hockey, like when i got will to play hockey with his tennis rackets as sticks^_^)
Longest known friend?
Will
Newest?
Jesse
Shyest?
Bren, at times
Closest?
Yet again, the group.
Wierdest?
Brendan, without a doubt
Smartest?
Brendan, but not by too much over me^_^
Ditziest?
Liz
Friends you miss being close to the most?
Not sure, i dont really grow apart from friends
Last person you talked ot online?
My friend Rich
Who do you talk to the most online?
Either liz, Kat, or Miaka
Who are you on the phone with most?
Bren and will, making plans
Who do you trust most?
Bren and will. These guys are my closest of close friends.
Who listens to your problems?
Liz, whenever i actually get the nerve to talk to somebody about them
Who do you fight most with?
Will, without a doubt
Whos the nicest?
Probably casey. Hes a really good person.
Most outgoing?
probably me, out of our little group
Best singer?
We are all pretty even, but since i'm the bands singer, i'm gonna say me^_^
Whos on your shit-list?
Un-nameable names
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?
yeah......awkward moments right there.....
Whos your second family?
Brendans
do you always feel understood?
not always, but enough
Whos the loudest friend?
Probably me
do you trust others easily?
No
I know this isnt finished but i have to go, so i promise to finish it soon
-Later
Doc
(a quote will be supplied when its over!^_^)
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Workday blues part 2
2004-07-11 14:48:05
ok, so bren comes runnign over to the van, jumping and screaming like he drank the water in mexico, when joe asks him whats wrong. He stutters a bit, then screams:
"BEEEEEEEEEES!"
"Dude, that sucks."-me*backs away slightly*
"bren! Take your pants off! Its the only way!"-Joe (Surprisingly, he was dead serious)
"WHAT!"-bren
so bren starts taking his pants off, while still hopping up and down on one leg, almost falling over like twelve times. i swear i almost pissed my pants with laughter.
Bren finally gets his pants all the way off, when his dad comes over to us.
"what the hell are you guys doing?"
"Bren got stung by a bee."-me
"SIX TIMES!!!"-Bren
so dallas(brens dad) told us to check the pants for the bee, but we couldnt find it, but bren still didnt watn to put his pants back on. So here we are, standing on the side of the road, trying to figure out how we can get brendan to work in something other than his boxers.
"I've got it! A kilt!"-me
"What did you just say?"-joe
"Do me a favor and stop talking."-will
"No, wait. i know what he means guys."-bren
Bren grabs his flannel shirt, and wraps it around his waist just like you would if it was around his body, and buttoned it up.
"doc, youre a genius!"-will
"Yeah, well, i am, arent i?"
so we get back to work, and the rest of the day was pretty un-eventful, except for when bren had to climb up a ladder to give shingle s to the workers.....oh that was great, there was a garage sale goin on right underneath him wiht plenty of old ladies, who saw it fit to comment on the "pants-less young man" above them. Good times, man.
I'm sure i'll put up another one later...i just wanted to finish this one to get it out of the way.
-Later
Doc
"if i press this button...."-will
"then i will kill you, cause i havent saved in about an hour."-me
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