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while i remember this.....
2004-11-15 14:30:01
My average vid rating between all of my vids is 3.21.......i guess that means i' a pretty decent video maker, right?
-Later
Doc
i sit here clutching useless lists
and keys for doors that don't exist
i crack my teeth on pearls
i tear into the history
just show me what it means to me in this world
'cause i am due for a miracle
i'm waiting for a sign
i'll stare straight into the sun
and i won't close my eyes
'til i understand or go blind
i see the parts but not the whole
i study saints and scholars both
no perfect plan unfurls
do i trust my heart or just my mind
why is truth so hard to find in this world
yeah in this world
'cause i am due for a miracle
i'm waiting for a sign
i'll stare straight into the sun
and i won't close my eyes
'til i understand or go blind
i know that there's a point I've missed
a shrine or stone i haven't kissed
a scar that never graced my wrist
a mirror that hasn't met my fist
but i can't help feeling like i'm
due for a miracle
i'm waiting for a sign
i'll stare straight into the sun
and i won't close my eyes
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ACC CHAMPIONS!!!!
2004-11-14 15:58:07
Okay, so i'm not in the marching band. I had very little part in the bands success. My only contribution was helping Will with drumming(he plays snare drum in our band) and being the guinea pig for brendan to submit his music to (brendan plays baritone, and wrote some concert band pieces over the summer, which i was subjected to very often, which The band director, Mr. Searfoss, decided to use as the marching bands show music) So My school is in Group 2, at least, they have been ever since the school split. We used to be just Pocono Mountain High school, but the district got over crowded and now there are two high schools.....East and West.(I attend west) When the schools were together, they had a really long winning streak in group 4 (the groups are broken down by size) and when they split West went to group 2 and East to 3. The split happened 2 years ago....my sophomore year. Middle Township has won the group 2 title for the past seven years, but this year we kicked their asses. We won best drum major, and best music. Brendan's songs were judged as the best musical pieces that wre at the competition. That is fucking awsome. That had to be the greatest moment of his musical career thus far. All of our bands representatives jumped on him in celebration when they announced that we won the tournament and the award for best music. It was great. he worked his ass off, took out most of his free time, and stayed up a few nights to meet deadlines writing those four songs. I was so proud that it all paid off for him and the rest of the band. I was freezing my ass off, but that didnt matter, they played a great show, and came out on top.
-Later
Doc - wow 2004-11-11 12:08:43 Damn zeph, talk about your frequent updates....lmao
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Hey Zeph....
2004-11-11 11:38:27
just thought i'd let you know........your spirit is one to be admired......Good luck with that.
-Later
Doc -
The explanation youve al been waiting for.....
2004-11-11 11:37:19
Ok. So my "quote" from my last entry was a carefull crafted clifhanger, as i'm sure youve come to expect from me. What does he mean? what happened? All will be answered. Basically, This girl i've been hanging out with a lot lately told me she had feelings for me. (I'm pretty sure that i've gone over all this, i'm just giving a quick recap, if you find a plothole, then ask me about it) Thing is, she had a boyfriend. I was prety sure it was just a crush, so i let it ride. Not my best idea. After a while she started liking me more, so plan "Make her not like me anymore" went into action. Yeah, i know i said different stuff earlier, but thats because i have clasmates that read this i couldnt run the risk of this getting back to her till it wsa all over. I played the overbearing guy role for a bit, sort of leading her on that i liked her a lot, but in such a manner that it would seem more offensive than attractive. It all lead up to me telling her that i loved her, leaving her with very little to say, until she hugged me, and said,
"But i dont like you like that anymore."
::Triumphant fist pump into the air::
My plan was a success, but now its time for the hardest part of it.......telling her about it. I'm not quite sure how to break it to her that i've been slightly manipulative and misleading in recent weeks. i"m sure she'll understande, its just a question of how long she'll be angry before she understands. I'd take bets, but she can be pretty unpredictalbe at times, so i'm just gonna let it go for a bit. I just hope that this doesnt blow up in my face.....but this approach has yet to fail me, and i dont plan on it screwing me over now.
in other news......
So i ripped a couple of inches of skin off of my hand in gym class yesterday. my right hand was a bloody wreck. Its healing up, because the skin didtn totally come off, so much as it peeled away, so i just had to reset it in place and apply pressure till the blood stopped flowing and the skin started to re-attatch itself. It'll heal, but in the meantime, my right thumb is slightly non-opposable. I still scored 4 goals in that hockey game.......3 of which occurred after my injury.
-Later
Doc
Your eyes tell the stories of a day you wish you could
Recall the moments that once have
Retrack the footsteps that brought us to this favor
I wouldn't ask this of you
Good eye, sniper
Here I'll shoot, you run
The words you scribbled on the walls
With the loss of friends you didn't have
I'll call you when the time is right
Are you in or are you out?
For them all to know the end of us all
Run quick, they're behind us
Didn't think we'd ever make it
This close to safety in one piece
Now you wanna kill me in the act of what could maybe
Save us from sleep and what we are
Good eye, sniper
Now I shoot, you run
The words you scribbled on the walls
With the loss of friends you didn't have
I'll call you when the time is right
Are you in or are you out?
For them all to know the end of us all
Bye bye beautiful
Don't bother to write
Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars
Face step, let down.
Face step, step down.
The words you scribbled on the walls
With the loss of friends you didn't have
I'll call you when the time is right
Are you in or are you out?
For them all to know
Bye bye beautiful
Don't bother to write
Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars
Face step, let down.
Face step, step down.
Bye bye beautiful
Don't bother to write
Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars
Face step, let down.
Face step, step down.
(Favor House Atlantic by Coheed and Cambria.....pretty good song)
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