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Hoy there!
2004-10-25 19:42:32
I'm in the process of an AMV first(to the best of my knowledge, this has never been done before) i'm making an AMV using my bands music! Its been right in front of me the whole time. 20 songs worth of clues sitting on my hard drive and in my head, and i just now stumble upon this. Its one of the most perfect ways to get our music available on a widespread scale. its the perfect plan!
In other news, a very subtle profile update, and two new songs written.
-Later
Doc -
how depressing
2004-10-25 13:11:48
first off.....i recently became aware of how uncharachteristicaly upset and semi-suicidal i sounded in my last update. I'm sure you all understand, shit happens, and you just dont feel like the happy is coming around. all that aside, last night really fucking sucked. Just added on. A few of my friends were in a car chrash, getting blindsided on the driver side by some van. tom is okay, with a sore shoulder, and some cuts, Devin got transferred from one hospital to the other last night, i have no idea what happened to trish, and tyler died. goddammit. Can you imagine life ending that way? Your just hanging out with some freinds, and next thing you know, your dead. Think of all the things left unfinished in your life. what if you got into some stupid and pointless argument with a friend of yours, or one of your parents, and never got to say sorry (or anything, for that matter)to them again. It really sucks. All the littel things in your life suddenly become so much more important when you think about what it would be like if it all ended right then and there. i knew about the crash when i posted last night, but had no idea what had happened, i didnt find out till after i had posted(hence the title of said entry) tyler didnt deserve to die. He was a good kid, and a genuinely nice guy, for the most part. Bad things happen to good people for no reason. Just another event on my long list of reasons to not beleive in a god that watches over and "protects" us. Tyler was very religious. He prayed everyday, went to church, all that good christian shit. God really ad a funny way of showign gratitude for his religious dedication. I'm almost glad i stayed home from school today, cause i fetl like shit as it was, i didnt need to deal with all this today too. Live every moment like its your last, cause you never know when your last will come. It might be long into your life, or it could be tommorrow. Anything can happen at anytime. You might even die while reading this, or before you read this. (of course, if you read that it implies that youve made it thus far) try not to leave things unfinished, and try to be nice to everybody you meet. Do your best to make each and every day count. You never know when youll run out of cances.
-Later
Doc
Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everyone's here
Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next
What happens next
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before
Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
Tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before
Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened before
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Hockey is owned by me yet again.......the record extends!!!
2004-10-15 20:38:42
Before i forget.....
we played hockey in gym class yesterday. i didnt wanna play goalie(i was still a little unsure of my recovery) so i played center. I knew i was back on when i spun arond the guy right off the face off, lift deked the next defender, and got the goalie crossed up like a pretzel, scoring the first goal of the game in about 10 seconds. The game eventually went on to a 8-1 win, with me netting 8 goals. I was back in top form as an offensive force to be reckoned with.(the win was made that much sweeter due to the fact that the other team had 3 hockey players as oppposed to my teams 1.....which would be me...FYI) In part 2 of my triumphant return, i played goalie against the freshman. The problem with that was, these kids are good, cause i had the girls from chorus on my team. THEY DONT DO ANYTHING!!!! It was a tough game, but taking a rest from goaltending seemed to rejuvenate me, and i stepped up to the shutout, with 46 saves. Thats more than a shot a minute. and it wasnt like "lets roll the ball towards teh net" shots, these were" pass it across the goal, then while ihes moving drop it back and slam it on net"kind of shots. and then you had the guys who walked across threatining to one side then dumping it to some guy on the other side. i hide to make like 10 barrel saves. it was sick. we won 2-0, so i was happy. (9-3-2 with 6 shutouts) We should be playing hockey on monday, so i get to se how a weekends worth of rest wil affect my skills. Now on to todays events.......
After school they had the Homecoming dance. This is typically an activity night where i can play hockey for 3 hours, but it was a dance this year. just as good, if you enjoy partying. I'm not gonna go into detail(~_^) but it was good times. i mostly hung out with matt and robbie, and when i wasnt with them i was either dancing with ashley, talking to serenity, or telling meagan how much of a loser her boyfriend was(not a ploy to get her...he really is a loser......he goes to a dance to make a statesment on how pointless they are....hes one of those annoying "oh i have a mohawk i'm punk rock i hate everything" type of guys.) And now he doesnt like me, cause i hang out with meagan and he thinks i'm trying to break them up so i can have her. i told meagan to tell him thats not my intentions, but he wont listen to her. But if he gives me one more dirty look or "accidentally" bumps into me again, i'm going to beat the living shit out of him. Fortunately, he stoppped about halfway through the dance. Meagan was sitting on the ground and wanted him to help her up. Not lift, help, as in she would start standing, and he would use his strength to pull her up. Just to make sure you all know exactly what i mean. He couldnt, and she fell back. She asks me to help her, and i just outright pick her up, and set her back down. After seeing how much stronger than him i was, he seemed a bit intimidated, and left me be. Meagans not even a big person. Shes like 5 feet nothing and doesnt feel like she breaks 100 pounds, but my estimate may be off a bit. Aside from that, it was pretty good. Lots of fun times. Thats it for now.
-Later
Doc
"Why are you here?"-Jeremy
"I'm a soccer player at heart."-me
"You may be a soccer player at heart, but your name isnt on the roster. They're gonna killyou for being in here when your not suppposed to be.:-jeremy
"who is they?"-the administrators taking attendance of all the athletes. Did you already forget that they do that?"-Jeremy
"Oh shit. Exit, stage left. See you guys around!"-me
(me and jeremy approximately 4 minutes before the pep rally today) -
Penny arcade rocks my socks!!!(to shamelessly rip off one of my friends one-liners, theirein adding to my own extensive collection)
2004-10-13 20:22:41
http://www.penny-arcade.com/view.php3?date=2004-08-04
Read it.
Read it now.
Webcomics kick ass....especially this comic, and particularly this strip.
-Later
Doc
www.penny-arcade.com if you like this one, and www.nuklearpower.com if you ever played final fantasy and want to see a sprite comic using its sprites.....its funny as hell -
Soccer is my sport again...........now to see if my goaltending has been revived yet........
2004-10-13 20:10:34
OK. So, we played soccer again today. I owned. It was Jeremy vs. me, when you get right down to it today, as it usually is. Iwas playing forward, but i was terribly un-confident in my teams ability to stop the ball(they couldnt) so i spent the whole game running up and down the field. Our soccer fields are 110 yards long. that measn that using half the field, i would have to make a 100 yard sprint to break up an offensive rush on defense, and then root my way back up the field towards the opposing net. if you add in the distance i travel while running sideways(not perpendicular to the field.....sideways, as in side-step.....you heard me....side stepping) and along the field(now i'im running perpendicular) its a good 130 yards i'm covering every play. Its good to know i'm still able to to that for 45 minutes, even though i'm not in shape. i felt pretty confident on defense against jeremy, even though hes exponentially better than me....if i give him space. I play on the body when i play defense(that comes from my years as a hockey player) so he doesnt have room to run.....since his speed is his best attribute(Matt, this guy is so fast i dont know if even you could catch him.....i can sprint between 15-20 mph and he still wastes me)so i was able to stick him a lot and get away with the ball. my best play was when i shot the ball on net, and the goalie blocked it, but it got knocked back towards me, as i'm stepping in for the rebound, i see kieth way by the far post. i fake a shot, in-stepping towards the middle, and crossing the ball. It drops about 2 feet in front of him(for some reason he didnt move and waited for the ball to come to him....i hate it when people dont go to)jeremy runs in, picks it off before it bounces to keith, and just turns and runs. i jog toward the midfield, just to make my self available. i proceed to chase him down after he ole's three defenders(i hate gym class soccer...i can only rely on myself)after he beats the last man(technically, there was still 7 people left, but they were that group that stands there and twiddles their thumbs all class) so i take off at top speed, and slide tackle him. Yes it was from behind, but it was also from the side. i slid in from his blind spot, and swept the ball to the outside. Happiness surrounded me. on offense i scored one goal(picked it out of the air from a cross, did a cool littel deke in the air around a defender, and launched it over the goalie, hitting the upper 90 tucked just between the crossbar and far post.....it dropped perfectly, a littel bit closer to the posts than i was aiming, but not by too much. Good to know i still got the bend)and 2 assists....one of them should have been my goal, but some people are theiving littel bastards like that......i struck it flat so it lifted off the ground and just rocketed up wards, like it was wired to the far top shelf(in case you hadnt notices, far top corner is my favorite place to shoot.....its the hardest to save for a goalie and to block for a defender...if you come in on the corner of the 18 and launch it to there youll get it in 8 out of 10 times)but this really tall black kid FROM MY TEAM!!!!! jumped and hit it with his head, sending the ball into the air, so i waited for it, and just before the ball touched the ground, this time i didnt aim it so well, shooting for the ground instead of the air, and it was going wide, but kieth was there and re directed it in. Good times. I hope that this slump was universal, and is now gone from all sports, so i gotta try out goaltending tommorrow. Yesterday we played hockey, but i didnt want to put a spot on my record so far this year (8-3-2 with 5 shutouts) so i played center. needless to say, i couldnt score, and i didnt even get an assist. i was able to do some of my stickwork, but i just wasnt seeing or feeling the puck. I broke my stick just before the game ended, i was so angry. not that i'm an angry person, i slammed the blade of it(composed of this crazy durable foam like material) after breaking the goalies ankles with my "tornado deke"(yes, i have a spin move n every single sport...basketball and football included)and missing my backhand on 3 feet of open net. Thats half the goal, for those of you that dont know that hockey nets are 6'4'. i missed. With my backhand, undoubtedly my best shot. i didnt even pull it up too high or shank it deep into the goalie. i missed wide. i didnt put enough snap on the pull, and it just rolled past the post. granted i ran into the corner and made a good dump pass thorugh my legs that led in an eventual goal, but i still failed miserably. But, like i always say, i like to remind myself of the siamese twin whose brother is gay, has a date sleeping over, and they share teh same ass. It always puts a smile on my face to know that that guy is definitely having a worse day than me.
-Later
Doc
"So with 6.4 seconds left, we get a PK."-Kyu
"2-2 with 6.4 and a PK left? You guys beat PV(Pleasant Valley...our districts sports powerhouse......they have yet to have less than 15 wins in a season since i joined....btw...our seasons are 20 games long)"-me
"No. Tello missed it!"-Jeremy
"Andreas fuckin shanked the Kick?!?!?!?"-me
"Yeah. i wanted to kill him right there. We lost in overtime 3-2."-Kyu
"At least since he missed i'm still tied with him for leading scorer."-Jeremy
"Shut the fuck up. Team before self asshole::laughs::"-me
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