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yo yo yo
2004-09-29 19:42:36
Here. A little sympathy for you to waste on me
I know you're faking it but that's okay
And I don't want to drag it out
Don't want to bring you down
I never wanted it to end this way
Even if I wanted to
I don't think that I'd get to you
There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again
Here. A little jealousy
I hope you think of me
Hope you wonder where I sleep at night (sleep at night)
Cause I feel like I'm inside out
You got me upside down
Maybe I was holding on too tight
Even if I wanted to
I don't think that I'd get to you
There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again
So don't just say goodbye to me
Just turn your back away and leave
And if you're lucky I will be your last regret, your only friend
The two of us we dream like one
The two of us, the two of us
The two of us take breath like one
The two of us, the two of us
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I guess that this is over now
I guess it's called the falling out
But everyday I'm learning how to make it through this life I'm in
Even if I wanted to
I don't think that I'd get to you
There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again
So don't just say goodbye to me
Just turn your back away and leave
And if you're lucky I will be your last regret, your only friend
That pretty much sums up my life right now
-Later
Doc
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fuck fuck fuckity fuck
2004-09-27 18:04:48
i'd like to start out by stating that i'm not in the best of moods. people who know me can probably guess that from the fact that i cursed. Anyway, I've essentially got to shell out 225 dollars to get the "tutoring" i need to make up a class i got denied credit for way back in tenth grade. It sucks......i made 80 dollars saturday, but spent roughly 45 at the fair on sunday, so now i'm down to 30 dollars....ish. i've got to save up my money to pay for the tutoring, fix my car, and start saving to support myself through college. (aside from the profession i'm adding to my repetoire that most of my close friends know about.......ask me and i'll tell you......)If it wasnt for the fact that the one college i'm really favoring is way over by ohio (i live in northeastern pennsylvania) I'd keep my roofing job along with college and shit, but i'm not commuting cross state for that.....i'll find something like that over there, using this job as a reference. Played soccer in gym class today, and owned as usual, knocking in 5. It felt good, considering the only kids that ever play soccer in gym class are mostly soccer players, including the goaltender i murdered^_^...happiness surrounded me. I attribute the change from my usual two goals a game up to 5 to the fact that i went out and got new shoes last night. i've been playing in my etnies, which are shit for playing sports, especailly ones thta involving your legs. Now that i've got generic brand kala's, i kicked much ass. The weekend was okay, opening up a new prospect for me (BTW.....prospect is code for girl i may hook up with in the near future)I'm not gonna get into that though.....i tend to not brag about relationships or whatever else i do with girls. The vid is going pretty roughly, since i'm making sure to get it just right.
-Later
Doc
"Are you gonna live your life wondering, standing in the back, looking around." -
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2004-09-23 18:55:52
I'm so fucking tired. I've been doing nothing but lifting and carrying shit for the past 2 days, with 7 hours sleep total. This is bullshit. At least i patched things up between me and my friend....for the most part at lest. "I'm referring to this friend in yesterdays entry.)My guidance counselor is trying ot make my life a living hell. My mom is flipping out over school work from two years ago. My principals are telling me i cant graduate. I'll see you all around
-Later
Doc
Fuck quotes for now -
My creed is a void of nothingness led by my fanciful dreams of success
2004-09-22 21:53:01
I fucked up.
I fucked up big time.
I dont know what i'm gonna do.
I'm really sorry.
I never meant for any of this to happen.
I was just trying to be there for you.
I'll leave you be now.
I'm sorry
-Later
Doc
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The results
2004-09-20 18:13:08
Ok, the final results are as follows
Accidentally in love=3
Bed of Roses=7
somebody told me=4
Wanted dead or alive=3
Favor house atlantic=5
Thats all.......It looks like i better put that song on repeat so i can get me some inspiration.
-Later
Doc
Oh, Miaka, Will recently reminded me that i told you id make an inuyasha/yellowcard video.....when he said it i kind of flashed back and said, "Holy shit youre right. God dammit." so i'll get that going with this BOR video.....i promise....for real this time....lol
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