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because tonight
2004-04-19 02:32:15
i wish i had the days. if i could control them, it would be easier. but that's not the case now or ever. so i guess i'm stuck to the edges.
the seconds, the minutes, the hours. they wait and pass. wait and pass. they are so completely disposable. the best of them become memories.
today i was in pain. i had breakfast across the street, and then went back to bed. i didn't too much at all. i needed to rest. and i played with my dogs. i watched the new queer as folk. watched alias.
tomorrow it's back to work. woo hoo -
take on me
2004-04-16 14:36:23
which cowboy bebop character are you? TAKE THE QUIZ!
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I'm edward.
i knew it. HEHEHE
I think this is one of the better quizilla quizes yet
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shut up and drive
2004-04-16 14:21:30
i think i'll start using songs for entry titles to fit the mood of the day. so this one is by the deftones.
i KNEW al wouldn't get the dvd done by yesterday. call it intuition, but after being a film student, i know the most miniscule can mess up a whole operation. for example....i had used a 16mm arri with a mag. i was all set up and ready to roll, when....snap! i didn't have the film core for the mag to spin the damn reel. so i had to use a 100ft and spin it back to the original fater it was done. in the end, i had to pay a 100 bucks for a new core because the in house(fuck them) didn't believe i didn't get a core in the first place. i hate big productions when i'm by myself. it's sooo much fucking work. actually, i'm a bolex person....scratch that. i'm a dv person.
anyhow today i'm not as tired but i'm still sort of. i have another 12 hour day to go but i didn't work yesterday because i had to buy stuff, and just needed the time off. there was no way i was going to work 4 12-hour days. i don't like my job that much and don't need the money that badly. i'll just be eating cheap this month, which is fine by me. no more 8 buck lunches. love that ramen....
so went to target in...novato? god what a far off place. it was a lot bigger than the one near my house but they had lots of stuff. i got the basics, as usual. after being in college i realized how important the basics really are. you know, you take advantage when you have an abundance of basics living with the folks and then...you fend for yourself like a little animal. oh the drama -
goodnight stars
2004-04-15 13:17:25
i'm getting rid of old email accounts this month. they are some of the first ones i created, and the reason is because i have my own website email, a business email, an ebay email, and a forum user email. soo...all the personal and old ones i'd rather trash, to sort of lose connection with those in the past as well. i emailed to people i keep contact with and all those that forward as a sign of communication can just sod off. it's a fruitless effort, when there's no emotional ties left or needed.
yeah, mental spring cleaning. that's what it's all about.
today i do laundry and write out my life's plan. i'm considering starting an IRA account before the year's out.
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ugh
2004-04-14 12:31:02
super tired. went home and couldn't sleep because the dogs needed play time. bernie's been acting up and i don't really know what to do with him. he's been a little scared since we took him to get his shots. he was handled a little rough because he got too aggressive with the vet. he's a small 12 lb pom who has a big dog personality. or complex.
i really should have coffee but i don't want to crash at noon. i think i'll just grab some tea.
haven't started the beat sheet or treatment at all. i really don't know when i'll have time but i'm putting aside the amv to complete it.
ugh, i still have allergies
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