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Review to my life..
2004-07-28 01:24:02
i dont know why am i writing all this stuff in my journal, but i think it might be interesting.
Well, yes, my parents ar divorced since i was 8, i dont wanna sound cocky, but i was rich before they got divorced, those were hard times for me, i became violent, rude, my grades went down and started eating a lot, obviously, in 6 months, i was fat, veery fat...
I think ive changed a lot in the last year, now im not violent with everyone anymore, i CAN accept my parents divorce, and now im very thin, but amazingly it took me almost 5 years to get over it.
I dont wanna be dramatic, parents divorces are not bad, but at the beggining theyre hard to understand... and im not the not the only one who passed through tat...
do u remember my friend " Diego " ??? well, his parents ar gettin divorced and hes acting exactly as i used to. ( incluiding the grades and the food )
At this point of my life, i can say that dont worry if your parents get divorced, after all, ( i dont wanna sound rude ) ITS NOT UR PROBLEM, its their problem, and im telling this just to help all that people who suffers the same i did, and believe me, u dont have to.
well, nowadays, im not rich anymore ¬¬, but i hang out with my friends, go to the movies, make AMV´s and talk about my life perfectly, why? because finally ive accepted everything about my life, and now i know how to enjoy it! ^_^
So, get up people!! enjoy your life!! ^_^
* After writing all this stuff *
I dont know why am i writing this personal things about my life, but actually, its the first time i do this, and i think its cool!!
but i think this will be the last time u hear something about my personal life, i think this is fair enough!
Well, have a good night, see ya´ all!! -
Stress and Confussion....
2004-07-27 01:00:11
I have nothing to do now, so i was remembering things about my life, ive only felt stressed once in my whole life, and u know what.. its horrible...
It all started with a joke, a joke i made to my friend Diego, he came to my house just to work in a school project, we were working and suddenly i saw his cellphone, so i thought: hmmm... what if i make a joke? but what kind of joke would i do? who am i going to fool? - At that moment, i just thought i one person, my ex-girlfriend ( she wasnt my girlfriend,but we were always together, we took our hands and practically kiss each other ) so i took his cellphone and send a message to her, the message was like this...
" Hey u pretty girl, i wanna do dirty things!"
At that moment i still loved her, but obviously id never speak like that, i just spoke like my friend would...
He came to my house the next day and i sent a similar message.
The next day we arrived to school, and a teacher told my friend that he had to go the " School Psychologyst " so he went there in the evening...
That same day, my ex-girlfriend ( which is still my friend ) told me about those messages and she told me that the school was informed about them, at that moment i was like o_O... After that i didnt sleep in the next week and i was worried about it 24/7...
During that week my friend ( diego ) was mad with me coz he wasnt allowed to be in the school for 2 days and my ex-girlfriend was very angry with me, i was very sad about it coz i still loved her in a certain way.
At the end if that horrible week, my mom and i went to the local Mall, when we were towards the entrance, we found Diego and his mom, so my mom started to talk with his mom, and Diego just look at me, and went out of the mall...
When we were gettin´ out of the mall, my exgirlfriend was just there, and she looked gorgeous, she looked at me and a tear went out of his face, i wanted to hug her, but i couldnt, she was mad with me and my mom was there :(
When my mom and i were in the car, i told her the whole story, she got angry with me, so the next day i apologyzed for all that stuff but only my exgirlfriend accepted me.
It took me 2 weeks to have my friends forgiveness, so when it happened, i finally sleeped well...
1 month after my relationship with my friend was not the same, but i went to visit my ex-girlfriend and we talked for several minutes, talking about us and we were happy until her mom arrived ¬_¬
4 months have passed since that, and im very happy nowadays, the thing is that im confused, i still loved her 1 month ago, but now im not sure about it, our relationship is very good, but now shes not the person i fell in love with 1 year ago, and besides that. now she loves another guy.
Ive been very confused the last month, now i dont love her, i think im falling in love with another girl i dont know much about...
My whole life is a real change, ive changed a lot in the last 5 years as a person, maybe tomorrow ill tell you more about it... now im tired, its midnight here... see ya´ -
Yay!
2004-07-23 11:16:34
yay!! ive downloaded 100 local vids !
but im in my mom´s work, so i wont be able to download more :( -
Yay !
2004-07-22 14:44:52
Ive downloaded 99 local videos ^_^
1 more to 100, yay !!
i love to watch AMV´s ^_^ -
EXORCISM !!!
2004-07-21 02:11:46
Damn, ive just watched a real exorcism on a National Channel...
Damn, i was like o_O... i dont wanna see tat again.. that was just.. terryfying..
I dont know i will be able to sleep today, u could see this girl screaming and with scarves in the neck... obviously, they pass this studd at midnight ( not for kids ) but it was really shocking though...
If you have to choose between watching an exorcism and not to...
Watch it, just to know what i feel and believe you wont see another again...
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