- Le Travaille 2005-02-05 21:11:42 (HE HE my french teacher would be so proud of the title) Well still depressed, and yeah. Went to work @ 7am. Grr...I was so tired, it was cool though. Well during my break my sup told me that Dav. was comming to work. I was "OMG WTF?" Well yeah, he came I was so happy. But I could tell him that...All day we were getting along pretty cool. U know fighting and then making up.=) Well, my mom came and she was 'Is THAT him?" It was funny....She thinks he is ok. Well he hugged me when I was leaving. I say HE hugged me, because, I was pulling away. I know I know RETART. But I cant let him know (at least not just yet). Well we are going to work together for about 1hr tommorow. He leaves @ 3pm and I come in @ work @ 2pm....i hope I dont flirt too much..Well, I am kinda sick. My friend got me sick on thursday. Ruben licked my orange juice bottle and then drank. I didnt care. he is my buddy, only then after I finished my juice he told me he was sick...WHAT A LOSER. ANYWAYZ I am depressed and sick, great can it get any better?
- Mills 2005-02-05 21:01:53 My friend, Ceci, saw that I was sad so she took me to the mall on friday. It was fun for once my parents wanted me to go, they even gave me their ATM card (YESSSSSSSSSSSS) it was SO great. They let me come home SO late....=) HAHAHAHA finally control..
- Backwards 2005-02-04 03:01:26 I got a date for backwards. It is my friend Justin..But I dont really like him THAT way...as u can tell form the past post (by the way I am still crying) Well I dont know what to do.....I need David....
- it hurts so much more.... 2005-02-04 02:58:47 He is gone the only guy I think I may heve loved I have lost. I dont mean HE IS LITERALLY gone but , I mean he is with another gurl, and it looks serious. I wish he cared more about me, i wish I could yell to him how much , how much I Love him, I wish I could yell @ his face "I LOVE U DAVID"....Everyday is torture for me, seeing him with her and not even noticing me. I am crying right now, and I cant stop....I cant I jsut found his profile in MYSPACE and he is with her...My god, I...am going through another break down. I wish someone was here. I hope, I can get over him. But every time I close my eyes, I see him. No matter how much I try, I see his face. Every detail, and his eyes, so green and penetrating ever looking into my soul. I cant say how much I love him for there is no word. i try to change his face for another. But it just wont work...... WHAT DO I DO? it hurts I cant stop crying....cant stop...
- People dont change things...things change people. 2005-02-02 00:23:29 Monday was really suky. In a way, Today my friend told me that she may be pregnant. I am scared, she is only 14! That gurl I dont know she is way too "OUT THERE" if u know what I mean. Dany has been going out with her boyfriend Carlos for 2years now I belive. But, yeah I bought her some pregancy tests and had her try it. They came out neagtive.....But we arnt sure yet. Well today Tracy ( my friend) called me, and we were talking about what happened on friday. She decided to three way call my x, David. He answered and he was all like " why were u being all weird on friday and today" I was "x-cause me why do you care?". This conversation went on for like a couple of minutes. He was giving me the whole " I care about you speech" even though I know he doesnt. Well, Tracy ended up telling him EVERYTHING. He was all like "Why didnt you tell me?". Then my mom called me, I clicked on them. Today @ school he just kept looking @ me. But he didnt tell me anything. Well what ever. Oh yeah! during sixth on monday,David was talking to me and this gurl, eyeballs, was getting all jelous. and she would be."DAVID" in a whiny voice. what a bitch! cant she take it that he would ALWAYS be mine? Well, I will let them flirt. When they get on my nerves I will go and make him mine.....like always
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