- .....CRY....... 2005-01-31 01:59:55 Shit happens!.That is what it says on my back pack and it is true. On friday morning I saw, Well, lets say a person who hurt me badly and I thought he be gone forever. But it wasn't true, he found me and after all the years of not seeing each other the first words out of his mouth are "look at my little bitch hasn't she grown?"...Well the conversation wasn't pretty, to say the least. Well he said that he would be back. I am really scared and there is nothing I can do. Well later in the day it really got to me and I started to freak out. I started to cry in 6th period. I ran out (practically) after 6th. David caught up and was "are you ok?" and all "sweet" n'stuff. (What a hypocrit after blowing me off all week) I told him to back off nad what does he do? He hit me and leaves. I was OK WTF? right well after school I stayed for Kiwins, and then some chiks wanted to fight w/ me. But yeah, teach helped me. Well not "helped me" he just seperated us. NE wayz, a guy in kiwins (michel) helped me. He really got me laughing. So as you can tell my day really suked ass. To say the least...Well ALL week was pretty much the same... Hope monday is better.
- BABY 2005-01-31 01:42:41 Went to my friends baby shower today. It was cool, got to see all my friends and I kinda skipped work. =). But yeah after I went to eat with my friends, Cecilia and Erika. It was fun, we were going to leave. We were in the car and erika had left already. Then what happens? Some guyz come in and ceci hit a reverse and we go back. For what? nothing he just talked to me and I didnt like him. SO yeah, Well then after all the embarassment we went in the car. BUT WHAT HAPPENS? she takes a wrong turn and go into the airport. *lol* WE were all worried and ended up laughing. =)
- Am I old? 2005-01-20 12:40:23 Ok, people, They kepp telling me that @ work I look OLD! well I dont mean OLD OLD I mean like 23 old, come on I am 18..Wut ever. Well @ work they were being all mean to my x (David) They were telling him all this shit about me flirting w/ all these guys just to piss him off. In a way, I am happy he got pissed off 'cause that means he still likes me. But he went to see his new girlfriend, he never came to see me! but I guess I never had time for him.*cry* Oh well. Grr teacher g2g
- Tough Love 2005-01-19 02:42:24 tough love well yeah tha is how I feel about being with we worked tougether on thursday. It was ok, because I felt realxed and was myself, we worked pretty well. I showed him all I could ( we were busy). Well, we talked and got along well. Yay for me I restrained my self and DID NOT flirt with him. But even though I wanted to. But yeah, he learend quickly how to do all the work around, except hot to put the freaking tacos in the bag! Well yeah, We were cleaning and I got really hyper 'cause when I went on my break I had some coffee ( from Starbucks) and it got to me. I was all "YAY we are working and I love life" additude. Well we worked for a couple of hours together, it was fun. I dont know. I guess I relly love him still. It is weird I have never felt about any one this strongly. When I was with Armando, I could easily go withy other guys and flirt. I could see him with other girls and not really care. But, with David I just can't, I dont know! What has he done to me?
- THE BREAK UP W/ DAVID 2005-01-06 14:00:51 Hey Well how we broke up was stupid… we were all happy and together and then out of the blue he tell me he has to talk to me. I was OK what ever, and then he stated to stutter. And he told me how he had been arguing with his brother, about his ex Lesley. And how she came back so they can go out again. And well about right now he started to cry. I didn’t know what to do, well he said: “ I don’t know loops I love you, but I don’t know what to do.. do you want to be with me?” When he said that I was OK I guess he does not love me enough ‘cause he is saying this. We walked to his first period, then he said he was REALLY sorry I was wut ever. I left then I started to cry
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