JOURNAL: KaiserNeko (Scott Frerichs)

  • There is no title. 2003-02-23 21:40:34 There is no title.
    By Scott Frerichs

    Log 1:
    What is normal? What is medium? What is the ‘General Area’?

    There are none.

    Existence is made up of all we see around us, and some things we don’t. As long as it exists, it’s moving. Whether it is alive or dead, it’s moving. Things are changing, evolving. Things move slower, things move faster. But never the same.

    Becoming an adult is as simple as it is hard as it is easy as it is frustrating as it is cold as it is hot as it is… it. We never become adults because there is no such thing as adult, really. It’s just a word. When do we consider ourselves to be adult? Some people say it’s when we’ve lived 18-21 years on this planet. Some would say it’s a rarity to be called an adult while being younger.

    But is it a rarity?

    The boundaries only exist in our minds.

    So therefore there is no boundary in the physical realm.

    But aren’t our thoughts physical?

    Don’t they run through the nerves of our brain?

    If the boundaries do not exist, then are we free to be adult when we want?

    Don’t we already see people acting childish far beyond their pre-set years of blooming into adulthood?

    People consider the most human instinct is to want. We want to eat, we want to sleep, and we want to let our anger out. We want friendship, we want love, and we want sex. We want to learn, we want to explore. Our curiosity has no boundaries unless those above us set those boundaries. But are they above us? Must our wants be stopped by another force? Or maybe by our own blocker. Are we our own worst enemy?

    Humans are confused by their emotions since they are born. They soon come to understand these emotions, but more often then not, cannot control them well. Our emotions change and fit our personalities as we create them. Some things set our emotions off faster than others, or maybe a different emotion is engaged. These emotions affect us. They help us learn, depending on how we approach.

    Our wants drive us. How far do they drive? As far as we’ve taught them to push. There is no limit in this world. We can do anything. Sometimes the short span of life we have is cut even shorter. But maybe we can expand that too. With the ideas of yesterday, today and tomorrow constantly being worked upon, it is possible to extend our lives infinitely? To expand ourselves?

    How fast can we do these things? Are there ever limits? Is there ever a real time? Things change and evolve. Once this happens, the certainty is compromised. I could be an adult right now. Or I could be a child. But, then again, these are just words.

    Log: 2
    If there is no solid, then what is truth? Is the truth fact or is it what we want to believe? By law of the universe, we cannot have solid truth. Things change too much. Things are always uncertain. Nothing is truth. Everything is a lie, and vice versa. Everything is true on the most technical level. Everything has a shred of truth. That’s how it is.

    Though truth is merely a word. Nothing more. There is no solid truth, so there is no solid lie. Lies are not horrible. They are just our existence. Lies are always called dirty words, but we live by them without worry because it's only the more blatant lies, the ones we CALL lies, that bother us. Which is how it should be.

    It is only for us to find out which are the lies to live with and the lies to fight. Society should never allow itself to accept the lies that hurt us, but we must accept the fact that it's all a lie.
     
  • Jeeze, this is getting tiring... 2002-08-14 04:21:34 I need a host. Any host shall do. I've got over 40 videos I want to share with the world but I'm stuck with WinMX... Oh, well. Back to the drawing board. 
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