JOURNAL: Bahamut God (Eric Weiner)

  • Working on a video... 2005-09-26 07:00:43 Wow, it's been about 10 months since my last post... >_>

    I'm still making amvs, kind of. I'm working on one, a few minutes a week at the moment, though it's kind of stalled. I may cut it and turn it into a multi song cut video or something, because I really like parts of it but disslike the a lot. And the balck spaces are not really filling up.

    While I've not been working on amvs much, I am still watching a LOT of anime, more than ever before i think. I've just been busy, or maybe it's a lack of amv ideas, but I as of late the projects have had very little time spent towards them. I'm going to finish this amv though, in one form or the other... 
  • Uploaded a Video 2004-12-21 18:06:42 Wow, I put up a new video.

    I haven't done that in a long time.

    Please check it out!

    http://www.animemusicvideos.org/members/members_videoinfo.php?v=56972 
  • 3 months later... 2004-12-10 05:42:50 Well, I'm ignoring an essay again, it due, um, well with this teacher, it's due when ever I finish the dam thing, which is honestly not a good system for me. I'll do after school on friday for sure.

    Nothing really happened today. I've been going to sleep really late the last few weeks. If I don't have to get up, I sleep in till noon. Not so great, I should try to stop doing that.

    I love my GreenCine account, I finally found a way I can afford to watch R1 releases. I can start to feel I'm helping out, in my own way, sort of. At least it's a good way to get high quality footage for amvs. I have an idea to start a various dance video, and only add things as I find them from what every I'm watching. Let the damn thing take 3 years, but I'll only rip tiny clips at a time and see if they work. I often am watching an series, and think, wow, that would work great in a dance video, but I know I'll forget about it, as it's a 3 second clip for eps. 73 of inu-yasha, and the rest of the eps. sucked. This way, I just put the clip in right away. Since it's a dance video, I don't really need to develop a story, so as long as it's cool, it sticks. After I finish restart, I'll set that up.

    I just finished Uninhabited Planet Survive. It was pretty good, and tried to have an ending, but the fact that they split up kind of bummed me out. I really was hoping for something romantic to develop between the characters, and it never did. It had a good story, and a great plot, but really I was hoping it would try to develop the characters just a bit more, but it kind of leveled off near the middle. Kind of odd when you figure the character were all the same age as in Eva...

    Hmm, nearing the end of my second to last semester at El Camino. Doing pretty well, as long as I don't fuck up during finals. I only have two finals to take, but I'm good at shooting myself in the foot. My grade is only set in one class, I still have to work in the other three. For so few classes, I sure had to work hard this semester.

    It's going to get worse next semester, as I take all the classes I need to transfer. I have a less fat than I thought I would in my transcript, but I tried to do to much at the same time, and thus it took longer than it should have to get my things together and transfer. I'm getting out with an AA though, so at least I'll have something to show for it. Next my BS, I guess.

    Still not all the sure what I want to do, sadly, but I have a some ideas. I really want to be an editor, or something involved in post-production. Maybe not on movies, but on something video related. Of course, I'm starting to think I'm not as good at this as I think I am, but we'll see. I need to get on my horse and finish Restart before I can work on amvs again. I'm planing on getting the lead out over spring brake, I'll have nothing better to do.

    ...Except play videogames, watch anime, and sleep.

    ...And write journal entries.

    ...I'm a bad person.

    Sorry to bore you all, I could make this private, but it's no fun that way. ^_^'''

    Randomness: She hates you already. 
  • OMG!!!1!!! 2004-08-24 16:27:57 I just need one more review on close to home for it to show up on the top 10%.

    *sniff*

    Anyone? ...>_<

    (You should have already seen Trigun though, as I spoil the shit out of it.) 
  • On this epsode, of pimpen. 2004-06-21 02:17:39 Close to Home

    http://www.animemusicvideos.org/members/members_myprofile.php?user_id=20720

    ...My best work on the org. is pretty much getting ignored. My crappy boob video has like 100 time more views than my masterpeice. That makes me sad, very very sad.

    ...Not that I'll be angry if you see the boob video. ^_^''

    ....Wow I need to write something in here other than pimping.

    I'll get right on that.

    My best experience with a forum was a long running one called Anime Mega Store. (We actually never sold anything)

    There was close to no moderation there, just a few people around to help out, and they never had to do much. In the whole history of the forum, I think we only banned one person, and that was for trying to hack the forum. (at least, the owner of the forum was 99% sure he was trying to, and a lot of other people thought he was creepy anyway. Highjack threads were not uncommon Often rather than flame, we would simply highjack. We had stricter rules than here about personal attacks, but we never had to close down any threads. The more I look around, it seems we might have been in some kind of internet bubble, because I have not found any forums run like this one. (I'm hoping that can change) Over a period of 4 years, we had only 2 epic flame battles, one of which I can't remember the reason for. At our height we had over 6000 members, and have well over 700,000(!) posts. I believe our most posting member had close to 24,000(!!!!!!) posts before a giant crash. I think I had 4000. That's small compared to the members here, but we had nothing to offer but the forum it self. We spent most of our time talking like a chat room. All in one big "History thread" where it was not unusual to have 50 people all talk to each other at once. The threads would actually brake after 1000 posts were placed in them, and so we would start a new history thread at that point.

    I know this sounds way to chaotic, but it really was not. Most of the super creative stuff was kept with in the history thread. We had all kinds of fun traditions, like the first page of a history thread is filled with pictures. Near the end of one history thread, someone is bestowed the honer to start the next, and have to figure out something new and original to have as the first post. We could go though two History threads a night on really busy days/nights. You would write something in response, and hit refresh over and over to see who posted next and then respond again. There was someone there at all hours of the day and night to talk too. We even had official nobbe greeters who would bring fruit baskets as a welcoming.

    It's was great, I made some of my closest internet friends there. I have met many in person, even though we are scattered around the world. Many people are friends in person here, but we all have something very small (Amv's) to connect us. It tends to make you friends with someone just because you can't find anyone else with the same hobbies. The only thing that tied people together on that forum was anime, which even then was becoming more main stream.

    I'm going somewhere with this.

    We had one rule we don't have here. No cursing. As much as I like saying fuck, I think that a lot of hostilely could be removed if we could keep this out. I curse non-stop in person, but I use a tone where if you were not really paying attention, you would not even notice I was cursing. However, when you're writing, you can't really write with a tone, and thus even a causal fuck seems like a giant insult. I am not used to being told to "Shut the fuck up", on the internet, or in person. I don't take it well. Even if they add a silly :P face or something at the end, there is power there there that can cause someone to get really angry.

    However, with out the crutch of profanity, that forum was able to become one of the funniest places I have seen on the web. Everyone wants to be funny, and by making people avoid profanity, they have to think of more cleaver ways of achieving their goals. Just typing OMG RATFAG11!!!111!!!!!(one)!!!1 really did not work on anyone, and it was just ignored.

    Going back to the fact that it was chaotic. We have a forum to accomplish something here. We want to be able to discuss amvs and give/revive help on perfecting the art. So allowing people to be this creative and free this should not be the rule for every part of the forum. I think you should create a new "Member Bonding" forum (like general amv), where moderation is kept at a minimum except for profanity and porn (or violent porn).

    I think this forum is missing that feeling of community. Sure we all have the same hobby, but we don't know each other at all, unless you have meet them at a convention. I find it hard to get to know people while coldly answering questions about amvs. Only having this kind of forums also fosters a "elite" vs. everyone else mentality, as we have no way to understand the person. It's hard to hate someone you know well. Most of us have meet people we don't like on the internet in person at conventions before. Did any of that internet anger crap mater once you got to know them? Ever meet someone you like from the internet in person? Often you just like them more. With a few exceptions, only good will grows. Just try it and see what happens.

    It's just to much work for most people to flame others with out cursing. Eventually stupid threads are either ignored or highjacked into better threads.

    Sadly the forum has died. However it took two major crashes. A lot of people were lost as it came back with different urls. It was never on search engines, we had no clue how people found us. (you can't find it, go ahead, try) Even the survivors of that have trouble keeping together as the forum goes down every few months now. The Core members all have each other's aim and e-mails, so we have been able to keep in touch. (it's down right now, or I would have given a link to the lifeless shell it is today) It's still around, but most of the magic, and the members are gone now.

    This was not because of the way it was moderated though, but because people physically lost us during the two crashes. (They were down for well over a month)

    To restate, I think we should ban profanity and have some kind of light creative penalty for offenses. Maybe just a warning the fist few times, then you have write an opinion before you come back, though that's hard to enforce. I know, you have to answer 5 hard trivia questions, where they have to go look it up.

    Second idea is to create a "Member Bonding Area" You could have a introduce your self forum, and a shoot the breeze forum. This should be moderated lightly, but keep personal attacks out.

    I understand that because our egos are often riding on our amvs, personal attacks are always going to be some kind of problem here, but I think we can do a lot to cut it down.

    And if does not work, we can always remove it. But I think the new philosophy should be "try something, if it works, keep it, if not try something else."

    DAMN this took a long time to write. -_-

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    /Biggest post I ever made on the forum.  
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