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2005-06-13 20:15:39
In Sammy's journal, he writes:
"A one-trick-pony AmV author, is someone that has a fair amount of videos, but they really only have 1 good one , and most likely will never make another video to match its calibur.
Your gonna LYAO on who I put as No.1 on this list."
I think it's obvious he's going to list Koop as this editor. I could be wrong, but I think that'd fit what little I know of Sammy. It might surprise me if he lists himself, and that'd be true, but otherwise there's no surprise here, Sammy. Try again next year. Or not. -
2005-06-10 02:02:54
My mother may now have cancer. She has found what could be a malignant tumor. She was scheduled for a mammogram today, but she cancelled yesterday due to high fever and inability to sleep. It was rescheduled for the 29th... I hope that's not too long. I don't want to think too much about this, because we don't know if it's cancer yet. She had some sort of cancer tests prior to this, and they were inconclusive.
But I am going job hunting on Monday morning, come hell or high water. - 2005-06-08 02:21:52 Briefly: no, I have not accepted alcoholism. Never make "decisions" when you've been drinking. I'm not even that far into it yet. I drink maybe twice a week, but that's more than I'm comfortable with. I'm sober now, and I'm sticking with my decision to stop drinking. Unlike other times I may have said that, this time I'm going to seek help. I contacted a community counseling center and they put me on a waiting list. I'm not so far gone that I need rehab, but I do need medication for ADD and depression. They're all tied together.
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2005-06-07 01:21:53
Okay, I've accepted alcoholism. What a triumphant moment. There's no one or thing I *really* care about right now, so there's nothing to keep me from it. I drink when I'm bored, and that's always. I'd write my further analysis but you guys don't need to be bothered with it. It's very reasonable though, I should say.
The new Dream Theater album is fucking awesome... but it has that tone to it that I think will grow old in a month or two. Probably two. Oh well; it rocks. Farlo may be sending computer soon, and I'm sure I will make something very angry and such. Because I'm such an angry person. lol interet
Also my mom wrote her will, and she's been immobolized by serious breathing problems every time I wake her up. If I weren't conditioned to it, I wouldn't be able to sustain her cries and moans. It's really sad... and I can't comprehend the pain she's in. I wish there were something I could do... all I can do is not show emotion, and give her the meds she needs. As much stress as she's caused in my life, I don't want her to die. But it's a possibility the entire family is learning to deal with.
I'll be job-hunting as soon as possible. There a few places hiring that I'd like working at. I need my grandma to drive me out there, but my grandpa had surgery (ankle) tonight, so she wasn't available. I left her a message, and I hope she'll get back to me as soon as she's available.
Life's a bitch. I don't like bitches. -
2005-06-03 18:06:42
My mother is going to drive me insane.
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