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Hyper
2002-02-06 14:37:11
All of a sudden I am feeling much better.(It's the sight of that Adam Jones pic on the desktop *_*)
I see Steven online, yet I don't care to talk to him at all. Sooo, I put on some of my Eurobeat, Tokyo Ghetto Pussy! What a great name for a band, don't you think???? ^_~ I should do a video to one of their songs, maybe Kiss Your Lips or To Another Galaxy. Just gotta think of it... -
More meaningless ranting by yours truly
2002-02-06 11:39:25
This is a somewhat happy rant, if you would pardon the oxymoron....
Ok...We start class a month ago, peachy keen. They give us the After Effects 5 book, but the macs only have 4.4 on them. no prob. We will get 5 in the comps in a week or so. 4 weeks pass, and now have 5.5 in the comps rather than 5, so our books are obsolete.
God I love my school... -
Time for a song
2002-02-06 10:31:48
I guess I'm going to have to go home and force myself to listen to Linkin Park, I have the chorus of the last song stuck in my head...
"Why I never walked away,
why I played myself this way,
now I see,
you're testing me,
it pushes me away..."
Either that or some Tool. Nothing like my 4 fav boys to put me in a good mood. Speaking of which, I have a GORGEOUS pic of Adam and Justin as my desktop at home. There, that gives me something to look forward too. -
Finding pleasure in my misery are you?
2002-02-06 09:29:06
I see that my journal has over 200 hits. I haven't been on this site for 2 weeks yet and people already find me amusing.
*PREEN* It must be my overwhelming charm and grace and beauty!!!! ^_______^
*Sees massive sweatdrops form over everyone's head*
ANYWAYS!!!! Boy does my life suck right now, I feel so torn and cold-hearted. I should have NEVER told Steven I was seeing Brad. NEVER. Cause now Steven, who I thought was ok with it, decided that he really hates me now and wants me dead...If you saw the wonderful IM script I posted last night, you would see that. Not that I'm totally in denial about this whole thing or anything, but I know how he thinks, and he is just upset that I am with someone else now when he was ready to get back with me. It's a horrible slap in the face to him, and I can see why I have hurt him so much. It hurts me too, just thinking about it.
I can feel my eyes starting to water up but I have to watch it since I am in class...I don't need to create a spectacle. I am stupid to have been hung up on Steven for so long, then turn around and leave him like this. Once again it is my hand that dealt the slap.
Ok, now that you all have had your needless dose of soap opera for the day, why don't you go and watch my videos??? -
Love Sucks/Woes of the Ex/Goodbye to the Prick
2002-02-06 00:33:55
Ang: you were once happy that i had found someone
Ang: then you turn around and get all prick on me
Steven: oh really ?!
Ang: yes really
Steven: oh mother fucken really
Ang: mother fucken really
Ang: when you had another girl, i didnt get all pissy like this
Ang: i didnt act immature and jealous like you are now
Steven: gee catch the flu , have people back stab you and you find out about it 2 weeks later while you have the flu , have some one that you though was inlove with you , and to top that she screws up a relationship.
Ang: it broke my heart, but i didnt stop trying
Ang: i still love you
anne_daquitaine: i will always love you
Steven: ang , i am going to fucking kill you
Ang: i dont care
Steven: i'm going to murder you.
Ang: put me out of this misery
Steven: keep your distance and stay away from me
Ang: i dont care
Ang: come and fucking kill me
Steven: i would be happy to but i'm home sick
Ang: it shows that you arent as strong as me
Ang: that you are weak enough to kill your problems then work them out
Steven: apprently not bitch
Steven: either i'm weaker or a hell of alot smarter to eliminate my problems before they get too big
Ang: we broke up in july, and remained good friends for this long
Steven: apprently i over looked you slut.
Ang: i endured you seeing other girls while my heart was still foolishly set on you
Steven: i should have went after you when i broke up i could have pleeded temp. insanity .
Ang: i will haunt you.
Ang: you still loved me
Ang: you couldnt kill me then
Ang: just as you cant kill me now
Ang: you know that you stop yourself
Steven: stop my self from what ?
Ang: coming after me
Ang: its empty threats
Steven: the only thing holding me back here is lack of transportation , distance , and personal condition
Ang: take your midol please
Ang: im going to bed
Steven: * wants to just choke her *
Ang: you couldnt look me in the eyes
Steven: i..
Steven: hate you
Ang: and you dont mean it.
Steven: once more in a full sentence
Ang: YOU DONT MEAN IT
Steven: I hate you ang.
Steven: leave me alone
Steven: good bye
And there we have it folks, the entertainment for the evening. IM care of Yahoo. This is what I have to deal with, I tell him that I'm seeing someone new, and he freaks out and pulls this shit. Damn. Issues.
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