JOURNAL: teknoboy (James Winfield)

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  • ripped apart 2002-08-12 19:35:45 ohhh wow, i got really ripped apart by Stephen(ping_me) in his review for a video of mine, but hey i guess i asked for it :). No harm done...

    School is coming soon, i move up to my apartment sometime after the 18th and im not really sure when would be best, probably the 20th but who knows.


    got my ram in friday waiting for the motherboard to get here so i can rebuild my machine.

    not too much going on...


    --james 
  • ressurection is coming... 2002-08-08 01:13:29 Soon my new motherboard, processor and ram will be here so i can rebuild my system MWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA......

    soon my darling ^_^........

    not too much happening

    --james 
  • i forgot something... im such an ass... 2002-08-06 00:25:57 HEY MATHEW *KNOCK* *KNOCK* *KNOCK*, where did you go. You freakin' got away from me today, running off so i can't wish you a happy birthday. well you'll get it when i see you next. I really low on cash, just about 10 dollars to my name so i can't really get you anything, but dude i love you, still best friends -- YOU, STEVE, AND MYSELF.

    HAPPY B-DAY MATT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


    this should have been in my earlier post, sorry about that.

    --james 
  • Saturday sucked and my computer got creamed... 2002-08-05 21:00:10 Thursday went and saw "Road to Perdition", excellent movie with TomHanks (not a big fan of his but i really liked this movie.

    Friday went and saw "Signs" with Mel Gibson (not a bad movie but pretty typical of the sci-fi genre).

    Saturday all was good but then a storm came, a really bad one. Lightning struck the house and fried our cable lined (got that fixed today) and hit my poor computer which hadn't done anything thing, sitting there and being all innocent. Well it go fried ;_;. Luckily the hard-drives except doom, but i lost everything on them, so my new video project is gone, i have to start over or do something else. I'm gonna buy a new processor and motherboard soon, i had to get a new modem, good thing about having muliple computers -- if one dies then i can move stuff to the other, but one problem the other one is really slow (450 MHZ) but it does work. My room is a mess right now, it was clean ^_^.

    Sunday i got up early and went to up near Altoona, PA to visit a friend of mine that i haven't seen for like 6 months cause he got married and went into the army through ROTC after he grauated from college last december. It was good to see him and his wife (LAst time i saw them was their wedding) his family and some friends of his i met and became friends with while he was still at my college. Spent like the whole day there and then came home and watched the rest of Steam Detectives (not the best anime i've seen -- almost like watching dbz (all action no plot) but opposite (all plot very little action) --).

    Also thanks Jennifer for the e-card you sent me, gave me a smile ^_^. I really appreciate it. Many HUGS to you.

    I need to get going another storm has come, can't afford to lose this computer also.
    --James 
  • i just feel pissed off a lot lately.... 2002-08-03 01:45:06 Everything that happens around me, in some wierd way, seems to piss me off. My oldest sister and I got into a fight, i won because i had the better point of the argument. Winning doesn't really matter since we haven't spoken since the fight which happened last night (Thursday night).

    Also i feel as if my friends really don't want to be my friends anymore. Its really stupid for me to feel this way but its almost like everything they do seems to leave me out of the picture. They seem to be in their own little world, like a sorry James you can't come in. Its been like that for a while and im the only one who noticed. I know im a jerk, im trying to change that, i don't like knowing that some people out there actually have a reason to dislike me. Tonight at the mall waiting for "Signs" to start, i snapped. In a very low voice as not to cause a scene, i went off. After the movie i went off again, the really bad thing was that i was driving. I apologize about the seat steve, i thought you fell asleep and wasn't listening to me when i was trying to seek answers, i acted irrationally, i don't usually do hat, but this whole exclusion thing REALLY bugs me. >_<!!!!!!!!!!!

    I'm glad we got to talk, i know there isn't any quick answers, but i don't know how im gonna be the next few days... sad, depressed, angry at myself for my irrationality, etc. WOW i have problems....

    Anyways Matt, we not gonna let you hide on your Birthday on Monday, If you do then we'll do something for you another day, so you better just give up ^_^.

    im tired, i need to do some reading to calm myself... almost done with the Assamite Clan Novel... next i have to buy Ravnos

    I apologize to everyone i've hurt while in this mood, it feels like a period... how strange... maybe too much stress around me.

    Goodnight
    --James 
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