JOURNAL:
Devolution
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meh, controvesial or not.............
2002-04-11 21:44:54
DD: it doesn't really matter WHAT kind of AMVs you host on my site. Controversial or not, they're still AMVs. so have fun uploading(when the new drive is in, there won't be anymore limit on video size or the number of videos you need hosted).
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yahoo!
2002-04-11 21:19:48
i transfered the FTP site to the new daemon today and i can now regulate the use of download accelerators, monitor download speeds, and so much more. the download speeds have been improved(watched one person download at 1.5MB/s) so i hope that fixes all the complaints people had with the site. and tomorrow...............i get my new 20gig drive. yay! more space for me, and more space for everyone hosted on my site.
yay again.
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burn premiere burn.......
2002-04-10 14:45:49
this morning i was happy. i sorted out most of my problems and started a new vid(i know i still have to fix my distance vid but i have trouble finding motivation). i liked my new vid, it was coming along nicely until my friend decided to send me a message on MSN. here what happened: he pressed enter, the message arrived at my cable modem, my mutant computer looks at it, processes the message and the stupid little announcement sound, and then says "hey, just for the fun of it, i'm gonna cause PREMIERE TO CRASH!". meanwhile i was working hard on the vid(hadn't saved for at least 3 hours), when suddenly, a sound pops through my speakers and premiere disappears, to be replaced by my ugly desktop and my friend's MSN chat window flashing happily with the newly retrieved message. i screamed. ALL THAT WORK! GONE! nothing in this world could contain my fury! i lashed out at the friend for all i was worth, cursing his name and blaming the crash on HIM AND HIS STUPID MESSAGE! in reality i knew that my retarded computer was to blame(make a note: burn computer after video is finished)and that his message was simply the catalyst that set off the explosion. looking back i reacted a little harshly. sorry to the friend.
meh.....that's it.
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more worries, less depression.............
2002-04-09 17:10:59
after much thought, i decided that the evil raving that i planned to put in this journal should be written for the public to read. meh. i'm less depressed than i was in my last post, but a hell of a lot more worried. if i can't find work and money by the end of the week, i'll end up homeless(damned landlord). the world seems intent on crashing down around me, and i can't seem to do anything about it. if i disappear and don't come back on saturday, i'll more than likely kicked out my the apartment.
damn...........
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depressed and worried.......
2002-04-07 12:28:55
Almost everything that was going right in my life has just today decided "hey let's make Chris's life shit!". the only things still going right are my videos and Blayre. everything else has spontaeneously gone to hell. i am officially unemployed, broke and headed for a brick wall. i try to find comfort in anime and music but i'm not having any luck. the world seems determined to destroy me one way or another, and i may have to accept my inevitable destruction if i can't find something to get me going again. shit........
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