JOURNAL: treeprincess (Sarah Ashworth)

  • I am a man of constant sorrow... I've seen trouble all my days... 2002-01-16 02:18:12 why am i so depressed?

    why is it that i let the dumbest things get to me?

    why can't i stop crying and just tell myself that i don't care?

    why can't i just forget the past and live with today?

    why can't i ever be happy?

    why can't i lie to myself?

    WHY?!?!?!?!?!?! 
  • got to doodling again... 2002-01-15 11:04:51 I added some freehand shtuff i did tonight to my site. I'm going to redo the whole layout so bear with me while i play around with it. -_^

    www.beautynbrains.cjb.net

    if you take any bets on what color i finally stick with, lemme in on you winnings, i need to pay for school! ^_^

     
  • Couldn't Sleep... ZZZZzzzzzzZZZZZzzzzZZZZzzzz... 2002-01-15 06:27:38 I stayed up playing with the new scanner and photoshop. I have a coupla entries for the Logo contest now and i've FINALLY added some new pictures of myself to my site. They only picture available was about 5 years old! ^_^

    For the curious...
    http://www.angelfire.com/anime2/kamehameha2/newpics.html


    yeah... i need a new web host. I'm kind of emabarassed to own kamehameha and kamehameha2. but hey, I signed up 5 years ago! lol, it's a subtle reminder that we all had to start somewhere. Like my first amv i made back then.

    Brak's "Don't Touch Me" and clips from Goten and Trunks' tournament fight.

    okay... you can stop laughing now! -_^ 
  • ahhh... new years resolutions... 2002-01-14 18:18:24 i've been following a new regime for two weeks now.
    1.) save all of my money and put it aside so that i can go to school in august.
    2.) exercise like a madman to get back in shape like i was in the corps. ^_^

    it's been two weeks and i'm already where i want to be physically (i can do 80 pushups again and look good in a bikini.-_^) Not to mention that I've saved every penny and only paid for bills and food. It's amazing how many ways i've found to enjoy my spare time without spending any money. I've finished downloading all of Kare Kano and have almost finished watching the series. LOVE IT! Frank and I are two tapes away from completing Lum (Urusei Yatsura) and I have totally dedicated my energy towards two AMV projects.

    First, I have finally written out and planned my entire Eva/Aenema MV and will start video editting today. I have also started mapping out ideas for a Perfect Blue video that will most likely stand out and stray from anything I've done before. Already, I have a great feeling about this year!
     
  • well, I'm going to Austin today. 2002-01-09 13:15:22 Need to get out of this town. I can't wait until i can finally live there and hell, even Ushicon seems so much better because i'll be in Austin. ^_^ Just 22 more days til Ushicon. but, eh, who's counting?

    I've started collecting my thoughts for my Eva Aenema MV. I want it to be the best i've ever created. But first i want to plan out each scene and THEN locate all of the footage on the DVDs. while watching the series again i noticed one thing: There is so much beautiful footage in the series that no one ever used in an AMV. Good. -_^  
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