JOURNAL: treeprincess (Sarah Ashworth)

  • What do you do with a broken Machine? do you try to fix it or do you just throw it away? 2002-04-10 21:47:55 Mavhine: i am so sorry to hear that she's doing this to you. i wish i had talked to you in aim... sorry. well we are here if you need an ear, but i think the best thing you need now is for her to listen to you and not her freinds of your cousin. ask her to listen to her heart. 
  • the road less traveled... is the one with all the cliffs and sharps turns... 2002-04-10 18:51:28 the one with all the tall grass, the poisonous insects, the bandits, the foul weather.

    it's the one with no end.

    the one that leads, wherever you wish to take it.

    and the only road that runs by happiness on its way to hell. 
  • ..........waiting waiting waiting... watching life pass me by... 2002-04-08 02:44:37 well i have "predesigned" everything for the new site. i made a new opener. new font style, new layout... just waiting for penguinhosting to get my webshell info back to me.

    also, i entered Hakura's "logo design contest" and i sent her my entry twice... about two weeks ago. hmmmmm... still no reply or added to the list. i know my email works. so what to do now. just wait.

    i emailed some staffers at A-Kon... trying to help persuade them into an AMV panel. trying to link them here and explain that "AMVs are good, we need more.. we craaaaaave them" without sounding the least bit crazy. -_^ still waiting to hear from them as well.

    lastly, i tried working on my Bloodlust MV... i got annoyed trying to match up the galloping horses and the swords to the sounds in my intro song... so i just closed the project. tried to get reinspired. drank a bacardi...

    now i've editted over a minute of "Invader Zim" with Mudvayne. shoot me before i lose my mind... and Dammit! where's the email i'm waiting for?! 
  • i love you... i always will. 2002-04-07 14:32:20 love untested is love assumed
    love that's been tried and dirtied
    love that's felt pain and loss
    love that's cried and bled
    love that's tested
    is true. 
  • ahh.. another boring day in my empty calendar... 2002-04-05 15:32:15 MC Wagner: it's "flagpole rag" he he... i listen to waaaaay too much police -_^

    Daily Rant: okay... i am trying to be spontaneous. It's in my nature. I see something i want, i go get it. Ps2... bought it, FFX... beat it, Monsters Inc at 1 am... saw it. you get the point.

    now i want to get the most important thing in my life: the other half of my soul. and every damn thing in the world is preventing this. Why can't i just hop on a plane and go where i want? I'll pay anything. I still have the money saved.. i can afford it if i forgo some other stuff... but damn... i still have to get permission from the government, get paperwork signed, pictures taken.. blah blah blah...

    *eh*

    kinda sucks when you have to PREPARE to be SPONTANEOUS... it's making me get bloodshot eyes and foam at the mouth (lovely image -_^). I just want to go, NOW. stupid time, stupid paperwork... stupid... everything. 
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