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(must....control....urge....to kill.....)
2002-11-19 21:21:36
In an attempt to START FROM SCRATCH, I was advised to reinstall windows 98se. All that accomplished was wiping my drivers archive, thus denying me access to the internet, projects, EVERYTHING!!! I'll probobly send it to best buy for a FOURTH time!!!! At least THEY didn't screw it up THIS badly......................................................................................
Im tired.....so very tired of these demented setbacks/fiasco's. I feel mentally, as well as physically drained which, given my stamina in both catagories, says alot. This also applies for my psycology, which has been taxed beyond the breaking point by this saga.................................................
I feel, almost impotent creatively, since it may very well be 2003 before I can even BEGIN to work on a new project, or even finish the partials I have already......................................................................................................
I lack motivation to do any form of classwork, as well as personal work and activities, since this is always hanging on my mind........................................
I don't really know how to close out this entry, so I will leave it at that........ - ................................ 2002-11-18 18:12:59 well kids, the restore cd's are %@$#! They turned out to be notrhing more than the typical RECOVERY CD's provied when i got the BEAST. That WOULD be great, if not for the fact that i no longer USE windows ME, have a capture card, and have upgraded!!! Also, the pc always flips out when the captured card is installed, and it will completely shut down whenever i turn it on!!! I am spiralling people!!! FRIGGIN SPIRALLING!!! keep a candle, or flamethrower lit for me peeps.
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still here....kinda....
2002-11-10 13:14:03
For the past 8 months, I have been virtually cursed with computer problems of nearly every known type and variation. This has kept me from even capturing video for projects long since developed. Just yesterday, i reinstalled my capture card, and SURPRISE!!!, its F-ed up big-time. It has gotten to the point where i physically ache, from not being able to get my ideas out there. I have migranes from the sheer impotence left to me by this occursed pc.
July:
family pc crashed, taking with it nearly 97% of my mangascans (beast not yet online, 20 amv's, and countless other files of great worth.
personal and family issues keep me from bearing AMV fruit
August:
Sent pc to Best Buy for reformatting of HDD for Win98se (previously used ME)$60
September 10: Get pc back, and get it online. Began reinstalling all my stuff.
September 15: Got pc back up to speed. Everything was perfect.
September 16: HDD crashes, taking EVERYTHING with it.
September 27: Best Buy replaced HDD, but gives me the WRONG one. $60
October 10: Best Buy gives me Correct HDD. $60
oct10-nov 8: Try again and again to bring pc back up to speed. realized that Christmas memory gift is incompatable, virtally nullifying my Christmas gift of last year.
November 9: bought and installed new memory. reinstall capture card. Slow as $#%#%. UNACCEPTABLE IN EVERY WAY!!!
if your a praying person, please pray that my sanity returns, or at least that something goes RIGHT for once...
JOURNAL: Mastashake (Ian Roddy)
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