- I'm back once more.... 2004-11-08 12:59:27 Well, as I stated before... here I am, bored, now in Web Page Design.... but still wondering why I'm doing this? Oh well, I have even more shit here on my back now... it just keeps piling up?! x.o? I don't get it, why does all this have to happen to me all at once... okay well I bet your wondering what 'all this' is... welll I'll tell I guess. I was first of all in love (or so called) with this one girl... I mean I still feel strongly about her... but she just doesn't even bother for me anymore? V.v It used to be that we were friends... actually we first started being good friends in this class I'm in now... just last year, anyhooters... we became quiet good friends by the end of the year, then over the summer it, after a period of time, became more... but then like all summers do... it came to an end, and with the end of summer, soon followed the end of use communicating period... V.V; Well I was all about her the whole summer, I hate to admit it, but I was leashed and trained! X.x; still I guess something like her friends became more important than me, and well as I was told by another, "You two were pulled apart, and she was changed, maybe forever...." well that just burst my bubble, let me tell you! Yet, I said if that was the way she wanted it, then that was fine, even though I hated it, like I said, 'I was leashed and trained' and I would of done anything for her. Well anyways, after that everything went downhill. My mom, got a stalker after her, so now she won't sleep easly at night, dads gone out on the road at weeks at a time, they are thinking of divorce, mom wants to move to Montana where we can change our names, Identities, ect. I've lost two good friends, for no real apparent reason, and well I have ppl who won't quit bugging me, and won't except me as I am! Not only that, but I have someone I might actually like, but I never get to see her, and she probably has no interest in me anyways! XS I'm right now needing a extra dose of any and all drugs! X.x;;; Well, I feel a little better right now... so I'm off once more... if you want me as a buddy just add, peace all! *Poofies into a cloud of black mist*
- Here it begins again.... 2004-10-27 11:50:05 Well I'm sitting here in a computer class and I'm bored as hell... I don't know really why I am even doing this.... I probably just need to get some shit off my back.... I'm currently single.. and well I like it... but... then some other comes into play... I don't really know her.. but that still doesn't mean that I can't like her.... but maybe it does?... I'm not one to know... so far though the good part of the day is getting like 20 Hershey Kisses and umm.... 2 cups of cappochino!! @.@! I'm on a hyper run... it tis a great thing.... I'm getting ready to be making movies... so I'm going to try to get a music video running... I'll keep this thing up to date... as much as I can... This is the lonely warrior signing off! *disappears into a cloud of darkness*
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