JOURNAL: lazyboy211 (Parker Suarez)

  • FUCK YOUR GOD! 2005-05-28 03:24:00 this is judith by a perfect circle
    You're such an inspiration for the ways
    That I'll never ever choose to be
    Oh so many ways for me to show you
    How the savior has abandoned you
    Fuck your God
    Your Lord and your Christ
    He did this
    Took all you had and
    Left you this way
    Still you pray, you never stray
    Never taste of the fruit
    You never thought to question why

    It's not like you killed someone
    It's not like you drove a hateful spear into his side
    Praise the one who left you
    Broken down and paralyzed
    He did it all for you
    He did it all for you

    Oh so many many ways for me to show you
    How your dogma has abandoned you
    Pray to your Christ, to your god
    Never taste of the fruit
    Never stray, never break
    Never---choke on a lie
    Even though he's the one who did this to you
    You never thought to question why

    Not like you killed someone
    It's Not like you drove a spiteful spear into his side
    Talk to Jesus Christ
    As if he knows the reasons why
    He did it all for you
    Did it all for you
    He did it all for you..
     
  • bother 2005-05-28 03:05:43 heres a song i love and you need to download. its called Bother by Stone Sour (created by lead singer corey and drummer joey from slipknot).

    Wish I was too dead to cry
    My self-affliction fades
    Stones to throw at my creator
    Masochists to which I cater
    You don't need to bother;
    I don't need to be
    I'll keep slipping farther
    But once I hold on,
    I won't let go 'til it bleeds

    Wish I was too dead to care
    If indeed I cared at all
    Never had a voice to protest
    So you fed me shit to digest
    I wish I had a reason;
    My flaws are open season
    For this, I gave up trying
    One good turn deserves my dying

    You don't need to bother;
    I don't need to be
    I'll keep slipping farther
    But once I hold on,
    I won't let go 'til it bleeds

    [Solo: Corey]

    Wish I'd died instead of lived
    A zombie hides my face
    Shell forgotten
    With its memories
    Diaries left
    With cryptic entries

    And you don't need to bother;
    I don't need to be
    I'll keep slipping farther
    But once I hold on,
    I won't let go 'til it bleeds

    You don't need to bother;
    I don't need to be
    I'll keep slipping farther
    But once I hold on:
    I'll never live down my deceit
     
  • tearing me away 2005-05-28 02:44:52 heres a poem i wrote one time when i was angry. its basically a anger poem against God. please comment.

    You say you love me
    You say you'll never let me go
    yet you let me fall
    and tear my soul
    you kill me inside
    tearing me away
    why do you kill me
    why do you hate me
    fuck you for being around
    just die on your cursed cross
    buring in flames i laugh at you
    i enjoy it, finally i kill you
    while satan and his demons take over
    you stand laughing,tearing my soul
    my hate and anger cant be measured
    but they can be known
    to everyone and everything
    i fucking hate you
    thank you that you died on Calvary
    for that tree burns with your bullshit
    please let me kill you
    because you killed me softly
    dont tear me away for my soul remains
    in my hate and fear tearing me away.
     
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