- Don't You Just Hate Reminiscing About Someone? 2004-11-11 18:18:51 My boyfriend and I decided to break up last Friday. It was a decision that we both made. He's going into the Marines...We have our other reasons. My feelins for him was decreasing about a mth and a week into our relationship. We only dated for a mth and 2 weeks. So the break up wasn't harsh at all. I didn't miss him or anything. But then...you think about the little things. Like what we talked bout and what we use to do. You start to reminisce. It pretty much sucked. But I was okay. I didn't see him at skool for 3 days and I was so happy cause then I can get fully over him faster. Then today happened. I saw him every period..basically all day. Then I start to miss him. When he came up to me to say Hi and to give me a hug...I couldn't even look at him. It was hard and awkward. Then my feelings for him rushed back again. Grr. Then I just thought about the negative things we had when we were dating. I sorta miss him...although I told myself I wasn't. I hate reminiscing bout people. LOL! But w/e ya know...
- No Matter What...I'm Here For You As You Are Here For Me 2004-11-09 22:27:19 It's a bit hard to have a best friend that lives far from you. I have one...that lives in Atlanta. He's a great friend and we call eachother Hubby and Wifey. He is taken by his gerlfriend though. Just things have been goin on in his life and I feel like crap that I can't be there to hold his hand and tell him that everything is going to be alright. I love him very much and he's a great person. I just hate to see him so down all the time. I just wanna do sumthin for him so bad, but I can't cause of distance. He tries to be there for me as much as he can. He tries so hard to cheer me up when i'm down/depressed or just havin a bad day and it works. Somehow he makes me smile no matter what. I have feelins for him in another way too..but I'm happy bout him and his gerl. We've talked bout dating..but long distance is never any good. We both know that we'd be so happy together. We love eachother very much, but we have to accept the fact that we can't be together...it would be so much better if we were to live closer. As long as he's happy with his gerl then Im fine. I just feel so down that I'm his best friend and I can't be there for him physically. I worry about him a lot.
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