- I can't feel my hands anymore, it's alright, sleep still 2002-12-22 09:49:26 he grabbed my thumb and led me away from the accident. there was no point in watching anymore, still i was reluctant to move. "we have to go find the others" he said. he never looked straight at me. we walked in the grass, around the shack and down to the stream. for some reason, i had never walked down there before. we went into a contrete tunnel, dark but warm. a part of a noise was leaking from the ceiling. now there was that musik again. he sat down and heard me do the same. "finally we are no one" he said.
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Hey hey!
2002-12-20 09:20:52
Today was my last day of graveyard, and I must say, I won't miss it at all. I'm still not on day shift, I work Swing now, but at least I'll wake up when the sun rises instead of sets now *dances* Graveyard made me really depressed, I just couldn't get used to it. Nicole could really tell ^^;;; yeah...it was stupid. *hugs*
alrighty! All of my videos are up for download that I have on the website. I still have some I've yet to put up, but they'll eventually make their way into public eyes. Not to mention the one I'm working on right now, the one I made Nicole, the NES Project video, and my AWA9 project....man, not being depressed fucking ownz.
Factor_9 will appear in my AWA9 project :D
So everyone who reads this, I'll be alright, and I can't wait til Feburary, when I see Nicole again :)
ja! -
I miss her more than I've ever missed anything my whole life...why can't life go the way I want it to...just one time...
2002-12-17 10:09:39
Sorry...I'm very down right now, bad night at work, and I just couldn't cheer up. Hopefully I can sleep. I haven't cried in a while...I never really cry...why do I want to right now?
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"Dreams" - Cranberries
Oh, my life is changing everyday,
In every possible way.
And oh, my dreams, it's never quiet as it seems,
Never quiet as it seems.
I know I've felt like this before, but now I'm feeling it even more,
Because it came from you.
And then I open up and see the person falling here is me,
A different way to be.
Ah, la da ah...
La...
I want more imposible to ignore,
Imposible to ignore.
And they'll come true, impossible not to do,
Impossible not to do.
And now I tell you openly, you have my heart so don't hurt me.
You're what I couldn't find.
A totally amazing mind, so understanding and so kind;
You're everything to me.
Oh, my life,
Is changing every day,
In every possible way.
And oh, my dreams,
It's never quiet as it seems,
'Cause you're a dream to me,
Dream to me.
Ah, da, da da da, da, la... -
Creative spelling ROX
2002-12-16 10:03:48
yes, I'm getting off Graveyard soon and going on the shift before! SWING SHIFT! WEEEEHEHEEEEE.
I can't wait for Nicole to see the video I made for her :) *hugs* sorry, I'm just a little excited.
DDR tomorrow, excellent.
Anyway, I sleep now...I'm very tired -_- -
Growing up, looking for a place to live...
2002-12-11 09:54:53
Whoa, something strange happened yesterday. I finished a video I'm going to release! *GASP!!!!* Sorry for not releasing one since Sakura Con 01. It's not that I've been dead, just very depressed until recently :) It won't be released til Christmas, because it's actually a gift for Nicole. It's just something I made for her, started it a month ago and finally finished it. I hope she likes it ^^ and I hope all that download it get a lift from it's message.
So I went to work feeling great last night, because Nicole was extremely happy and it couldn't help but to rub off on me ^^ She was really excited over something happening with DDR today. I couldn't help but to think of how much I love her at that moment and how I couldn't imagine a day without her....anyway, sorry i'm being all sappy ^^;; I've just never felt like this before.
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