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finaly i can rest
2005-03-12 00:50:09
well i got done with that one thing i needed to get done with so i can have my hearts desire, transltion- i told my family i want to visit my friend (slave_4_anime), only my bro knows what she is like and that i love her , my mom would freak if she knew how much i cared bout her and that i plan to visit her, sometimes i wonder "am i realty worthy of this love" then i say to my self "dude love is a gift only given to those who are worthy" and i dont meen to say unworthy poeple cant be the object of others love im just sayin you need to be worthy yourself to truly love another. i hope my journal is read and that those who read it get something out of it, cuz i try to bear my soul here,so if any yall would like to talk pm me or slave_4_anime she get you in contact with me, warning tho dont piss her off she will tear you a new one. we have been thru alot in our lives but in very different ways and so we could haelp just bout anyone, thus is my invitation, please dont hurt if you dont have to you can choose to be happy i know this .
much love ryan-chan,,,(aether)
- it comes down to this 2005-03-10 02:48:00 i hate it when something i want is so near at hand but only one thing remains to be done, and the thing is is that it is so simple , ill just have to get my courage up and do it, ill tell my parent im gonna go see slave_4_anime, i dont know when i haope soon if yall have any advic let me know PLEASE i need any i can get, much love AEther
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must apoligize to yall
2005-03-06 03:16:25
and to my self i havent written in a whlie, i have been spaeking alot with someone i met on this site,who knew i would find someone so perfect for me just cuz i liked their journal and poetry, now im in love for the first time ever i mean i have loved people before but not like this.it rocks so hard she is like my other half, too bad she lives far away from me,thing is that if i have learned one lesson on love from anime is that love aint easy but it is worth it so i wish yall luck, be yourselves, and dont be afraid to know what you realy and i mean REALY want. any how much love
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tax return
2005-02-23 04:23:33
what to do with it ? i dont know i wil problably just save it to pay for a trip to an anime convention of if it is big enough ill use some to buy some anime stuff, im thinking wall scrolls and posters i dont think ill get any plushies as my dogs would end up with them. work is getting to go on latter and latter im used to late night but the is getting bad.
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my biggest pet peve
2005-02-21 04:38:04
i dislike quite stongly passive agression i so anoys me , maybe because im a natraly passive person or as i fell it is just chidish to not say what you mean , the are usualy tasteful ways of doing things but sometime ya have to step on toes and hurt feelings, any how iam excited to go to ananime convention and as soo as i can get raw footage im giong to use my "killer rig" for one of the many things it cAn do. sigh i wish i could talk to Slave 4 anime tonight she is real coll and a nice person and she seemed interested in what i had t say and i am interested in her in general ive also found that i love dance music more than ever, it just matches me so well right now espesialy when im happy.
much love to yall,
Ęther
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