- Warm Bed, Warm Blanket, and a Special Someone 2001-12-04 09:38:44 Last night was just one of those nights where I wanted to crawl into a warm bed and just snuggle with that special someone. Just one of those moments in time where I /really/ wanted with someone.
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...You're My Sweet Charade
2001-12-03 09:54:56
La la la, sitting at work, hungry as hell. I hope my first two classes go by quickly because I /really/ do not want to be here right now. Oh the stomach is rumbling ever more now....need......food......
I hope your exam goes well today, becca-chan. Just remember to crack open that book 10 minutes before class and you'll do great ~_^
Well, it seems, just as I had already predicted, that my videos didn't place. Oh well, I guess most of my disappointment was in the fact that a video that I really do not like won, but seeing as how that on wasn't even in my catagory, it really doesn't matter. I just hope the creator's head doesn't get too much bigger than it already is, and that this creator does go off ho ha'ing about how they won another award. Heh, I guess in a way, I'm jealous, but I'm only human after all. There's always the next contest though, and I'm only getting better in my editing. There's no way I could possibly revert back to as bad as I used to be. Nothing could ever be as bad as /that/ one. -
Slutty Slutty Journal ~_^
2001-12-02 17:25:31
Heh, exactly one month and counting, becca-chan. I can't wait to see you ^_^ Lord knows I still have sooo many cd's to make before I get there :P I guess that i should get off my lazy ass and start making them.
One piece of "sorry" news though, becca-chan. It doesn't look like i'll have all of Ayashi no Ceres for as i had promised, but I think I have a good idea of something else to make up for that ~_^ - Where Have They Gone? They're Right Here...Just Keep You're Eyes Open For Them 2001-12-02 10:28:34 Treeprincess, I know exactly how you feel. I am myself only stasrting to come to realize to love the life that I have now and to love all my friends, family, and even darn roommates(even sometimes I really get stretched ~_^) while they are still here. I've made bonds with special friends that will last forever, and I am never really alone because I am always in their hearts and thoughts as they are always in mine.
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To the Light
2001-12-01 15:16:55
Confrontation leads to acceptance and acceptance leads to understanding.
My ind is already shot to hell with being nervous about the Mindwarp contest. I know I really don't stand a chance of actually winning, but just the knowing that my work is in a real contest right makes me all jittery. I guess I'm just a jittery person right now. Listening to some good music always makes me feel at ease though.
Can you feel it
I didn't mean it
Can I see you
What are we doin'
I think I love you
But I ain't sayin' nothin' you don't know
Maybe I should consider making a video to Goo Goo Dolls- Hate This Place. It's always been one of my favorite songs. Maybe I'll get around to doing that oneday, I just don't want to push it too early. It's not good to push things too early when you aren't ready for them yet, especially in AMV creation.
You know, I never realized how much I liked the opening theme to Chrono Cross til now. It's just...beautiful. So much emotion jam packed into just 2:30 of music. It's a wonder that such a small insignificant piece can enspire so much in the small time it has. I just feel almost refreshed everytime I listen to it.
Started playing Xenogears again, I finally got past the sewers, which was just kicking my ass up and for a few weeks. I was told that the boss at the end of that dungeon was unbelieveably hard, but I beat him in one try. I didn't really find anything too hard about him, just build up those deathblows and keep healing on every turn. I didn't really use much of my item horde either, just my Chi and Arcane magics.
On a side note, even with everything that has happened in the last few days, I still couldn't really be in a better mood than i am in right now( except the jitteriness over the contest, but that will be gone after tomorrow.) The day is sunny without a ominous cloud in the sky, I have friends that will stand by me through all my trials and tribulations, and I just feel a sense of completion that has come round full circle. I am definitely not the same person anymore as when I began school several months ago, I've evolved I guess I would say. I see things in a new light now, way more so than I ever have. For the first time in a very long time, my mind is just plain at ease.
"It is a bond, a bond to all people." -Ayanami Rei
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