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rei29 (Jonathan Ruh)
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Would You????
2001-11-18 23:03:48
If you could step into my head, tell
Me would you still know me
If you woke up in my bed, tell me
Then would you hold me
Or would you simply let it lie,
Leaving me to wonder why
I can’t get you out of this head
I call mine
And I will say
Oh no I can’t let you go,
My little girl
Because you’re holding up my
World, so I need you
Your imitation of my walk and the
Perfect way you talk
It’s just a couple of the million
Things that I love about you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
And if I jumped off the Brooklyn
Bridge, tell me would you
Still follow me
And if I made you mad today, tell
Me would you love me
Tomorrow? Please
Or would you say that you don’t
Care, and then leave me
Standing here
Like the fool who is drowning in
Despair and screamin’
Oh no I can’t let you go,
My little girl
Because you’re holding up my
World, so I need you
Your imitation of my walk and the
Perfect way you talk
It’s just a couple of the million
Things that I love about you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
I’m on my own
I’m on my own
I’m on my own
Oh no I can’t let you go, my
little girl
Because you’re holding up my
World, so I need you
Your imitation of my walk
and the perfect way you talk
It’s just a couple of the
Million things that I love
About you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
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Clatu, Verata, Ni......
2001-11-18 12:14:27
Nectai, nectar, nickel....definitely an "N" word.
Thank you for the phone call last night, becca-chan, you know I really like it when we get to talk ^_^ I hope you stayed up long enough to see the rain, you sounded very tired when we hung up. Just remember, Ayanami-kun perscribes lots of sleep ~_^
Thank the lord, only two more days of class til Thanksgiving break. Granted, I only get an extra three days off, but three days are better than no days at all. First thing though, I have to get by another evil spanish test tomorrow. I guess I'll just have to see how I do on that.
It's almost hard to believe that the first semester is already over; it just seemed to fly by so fast, especially the past two months.
I'm also starting on a new video that I want to be finished before I leave campus for Winter Break. I take that back, it MUST be finished before I leave. Yep, I'm not gonna reveal too much about this at the moment, maybe just the basic premise and ideas behind it. Symbolically, it's a romantic video, it's just that the song really isn't what you may think of when I say romantic. I pretty much got the idea for it all in one night, and once it popped into my head, I just knew that I had to do it not only because it was cool idea, but it reflects so much of my own personnal feelings in it as well. I'm also gonna include a little surprise ending in it, but that ending may only be in the remixed version for a few select people to see, I'm not really sure on that yet. Anyway, I'll tell more as I get further into editing it.
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Confused...
2001-11-16 17:36:09
Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's so empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
you could be my sea
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far
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Sometimes...
2001-11-15 21:07:39
Sometimes the big window in front of me beckons for me to open it up, and sometimes, I really want to just jump right out of it. Sure, that fall for three stories would hurt, but just for a little while...
Sometimes, I just don't think existence is worth the pain.
Sometimes, no matter how hard I try, nothing ends up right in any way at all.
Sometimes, the world just comes crashing down all around me.
Sometimes, I just want to give up.
Sometimes, I don't think I can handle it anymore.
Sometimes, the end sounds like a very good option.
And no matter what, it's always out of my reach......
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Sarcasm is like a ray of sunshine, you need a little every day.
2001-11-15 18:03:20
I am the god of visual basic programming! Well, that's not really saying much, but it's a start :P Well, it seems as soon as I finish my Kenshin idea, another one decides to pop right up in its place. Must...recover from...9 minute....video.
We didn't start the fire! It was always burnin since the world was turnin'! Oh damn, I should really turn that Billy Joel down. It's either that or "It's Raining Men," you decide your fate mortal.
And just in case you forgot, I'll say it again, the Spanish language is evil!
Let us go out this evening for pleasure, for the night is still young.
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