JOURNAL: rei29 (Jonathan Ruh)

  • Would You???? 2001-11-18 23:03:48 If you could step into my head, tell
    Me would you still know me
    If you woke up in my bed, tell me
    Then would you hold me
    Or would you simply let it lie,
    Leaving me to wonder why
    I can’t get you out of this head
    I call mine
    And I will say

    Oh no I can’t let you go,
    My little girl
    Because you’re holding up my
    World, so I need you
    Your imitation of my walk and the
    Perfect way you talk
    It’s just a couple of the million
    Things that I love about you

    So I need you
    So I need you
    So I need you
    So I need you

    And if I jumped off the Brooklyn
    Bridge, tell me would you
    Still follow me
    And if I made you mad today, tell
    Me would you love me
    Tomorrow? Please
    Or would you say that you don’t
    Care, and then leave me
    Standing here
    Like the fool who is drowning in
    Despair and screamin’

    Oh no I can’t let you go,
    My little girl
    Because you’re holding up my
    World, so I need you
    Your imitation of my walk and the
    Perfect way you talk
    It’s just a couple of the million
    Things that I love about you

    So I need you
    So I need you
    So I need you
    So I need you

    I’m on my own
    I’m on my own
    I’m on my own

    Oh no I can’t let you go, my
    little girl
    Because you’re holding up my
    World, so I need you
    Your imitation of my walk
    and the perfect way you talk
    It’s just a couple of the
    Million things that I love
    About you

    So I need you
    So I need you
    So I need you
    So I need you

     
  • Clatu, Verata, Ni...... 2001-11-18 12:14:27 Nectai, nectar, nickel....definitely an "N" word.

    Thank you for the phone call last night, becca-chan, you know I really like it when we get to talk ^_^ I hope you stayed up long enough to see the rain, you sounded very tired when we hung up. Just remember, Ayanami-kun perscribes lots of sleep ~_^

    Thank the lord, only two more days of class til Thanksgiving break. Granted, I only get an extra three days off, but three days are better than no days at all. First thing though, I have to get by another evil spanish test tomorrow. I guess I'll just have to see how I do on that.

    It's almost hard to believe that the first semester is already over; it just seemed to fly by so fast, especially the past two months.

    I'm also starting on a new video that I want to be finished before I leave campus for Winter Break. I take that back, it MUST be finished before I leave. Yep, I'm not gonna reveal too much about this at the moment, maybe just the basic premise and ideas behind it. Symbolically, it's a romantic video, it's just that the song really isn't what you may think of when I say romantic. I pretty much got the idea for it all in one night, and once it popped into my head, I just knew that I had to do it not only because it was cool idea, but it reflects so much of my own personnal feelings in it as well. I'm also gonna include a little surprise ending in it, but that ending may only be in the remixed version for a few select people to see, I'm not really sure on that yet. Anyway, I'll tell more as I get further into editing it. 
  • Confused... 2001-11-16 17:36:09 Everything's so blurry
    and everyone's so fake
    and everybody's so empty
    and everything is so messed up
    pre-occupied without you
    I cannot live at all
    My whole world surrounds you
    I stumble then I crawl

    You could be my someone
    you could be my sea
    you know that i'll protect you
    from all of the obscene
    I wonder what your doing
    imagine where you are
    there's oceans in between us
    but that's not very far 
  • Sometimes... 2001-11-15 21:07:39 Sometimes the big window in front of me beckons for me to open it up, and sometimes, I really want to just jump right out of it. Sure, that fall for three stories would hurt, but just for a little while...

    Sometimes, I just don't think existence is worth the pain.

    Sometimes, no matter how hard I try, nothing ends up right in any way at all.

    Sometimes, the world just comes crashing down all around me.

    Sometimes, I just want to give up.

    Sometimes, I don't think I can handle it anymore.

    Sometimes, the end sounds like a very good option.

    And no matter what, it's always out of my reach...... 
  • Sarcasm is like a ray of sunshine, you need a little every day. 2001-11-15 18:03:20 I am the god of visual basic programming! Well, that's not really saying much, but it's a start :P Well, it seems as soon as I finish my Kenshin idea, another one decides to pop right up in its place. Must...recover from...9 minute....video.

    We didn't start the fire! It was always burnin since the world was turnin'! Oh damn, I should really turn that Billy Joel down. It's either that or "It's Raining Men," you decide your fate mortal.

    And just in case you forgot, I'll say it again, the Spanish language is evil!

    Let us go out this evening for pleasure, for the night is still young. 
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