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Dreaming...
2003-10-29 02:13:40
I'm always dreaming of her, the person that's right for me. I don't know who she is, where she is, what she does, or anything about her, except that she's out there. I know that I'm not going to stop looking for her until I find her.
Watching all of those sappy love movies has made me a little wacky.
She's out there and until I find her, I'll be dreaming...
On a side note, I've almost completed all of my college applications. FF6 is progressing along. Website getting ready for the big update. School dragging along.
Here's to the night!
Mainly I just put all of that junk before so that all of the people who read this journal will not be able to see the following.
Dream:
I sit down in a classy bar, ordering myself a nice glass of white wine. Just paying attention to my own world, a girl sits beside me. She's wearing a beautiful black dress (backless of course) which comes down just past her knees. I catch a brief glimpse of her, noticing that she's having th same drink as me. I smile and go back to my own ways. She asks me how I'm doing, as she looks into her glass of wine. I look around confused about who she's talking to and question her back if she was actually talking to me. She nods her head and asks politely again. I say I'm doing alright, even though I'm feeling pretty lonely. She smiles, turns towards me, and says her name, whatever it may be. I respond with a nice hello, never mentioning my name. She asks me to dance to a beautifully composed song, of which I do not refuse. After a while of dancing, it ends up that the bar has closed, everyone has left, and it's just us two left talking at a table. As she gets up to leave, I escort her to the door to go to her room (this is in a hotel). She turns to me to say goodnight, but she doesn't turn to walk away. We stand there looking deep into each other's eyes. I touch her hand lightly, as she begins to walk away. She stops immediately, feeling the chemistry between us. We slowly inch towards one another, placing ourselves into a deep, passionate kiss. As the kiss gradually breaks, she walks away, my hold of her hand slipping as she disappears into the darkness. I walk over to the bar and make myself a nice drink, sit down and enjoy the night, thinking of her until dawn...
It's one of my dreams of this girl. It didn't actualy happen, but I wish it would. Even though I would actually still be alone in the end, I know that she was there to spend some time with me.
Aeris...I love you...
Marquise -
World Of Ruin
2003-10-11 08:50:54
I've been playing Final Fantasy 6 in preparation of the FF6 Character Project that I entered into. I need to order my new system sometime either today or Monday. It's going to cost me around $1950, but it's better than paying $2700 for a Dell. I'd still have to install a capture card netword card, and eventually a DVD writer.
But anyway, I got to the World Of Ruin yesterday. I must say that although the graphics seriously do suck to what I've been playing more recently, it does have one of the best storylines I have ever seen. My favorite characters are Locke, Terra, Sabin, Edgar, and Celes. I don't really play any of the other characters, unless I have to. I absolutely hate Gau!
I know I've mentioned this quite a bit in my journal, but I really do hate people. They're so pesky and invalid creatures. Man, I feel like Sephiroth now. It'd be cool to dream something like that though. I'd like to even have one single dream where I can do anything I wish or imagine myself inside of a game. It'd be my fantasy world and no one could do anything harmful to me.
Yeah...
Anyway, I'm gonna go play. I'll try to post again.
Sephiroth -
Advent Children...
2003-10-09 23:47:27
I just saw the Japanese trailer to Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children...
My god... I must see it. I must have the movie. I'm going to pre-order it as soon as it comes out. There's going to be nothing stopping me. I'm definitely going to cosplay as AC Cloud. He looks so much cooler than in the game now. Plus my hair won't be as long as in the game.
I really have to play Final Fantasy VII...I'm totally obsessed now!
Sephiroth ~ Cloud -
Man, this bites....
2003-10-07 01:12:28
Can't believe Chris lost his job...Shameful world it is...
Shameful shameful world...
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3214 Hits? ~ 12 viewed my journal from the last time I wrote
2003-10-03 12:25:33
I really wonder who's reading my journal.
Not sure if I said which colleges I'm applying to last time, but I've gotten 5 out of the 6 applications.I want to try to send them out by Monday or Tuesday. RIT would probably be my first choice if I get in, but then there's the whole money thing. Money will be a big issue if I get into one of the out of state colleges.
Elvis VS Anime has to be one of the best dance AMVs ever. Ahem, my Evil video is just as good though :P. You all who have actually seen my video (only 109 people have downloaded), so you guys must definitely not agree with my previous statement.
I'm going to look for a new computer this weekend. Hopefully I can find the perfect one. It just has to have a good motherboard and CPU, because I'm going to change everything else. I wonder if this computer has two slots for memory sticks in it. Then I can just get a computer with 128MB of RAM, so I don't have to spend more money on one with 256MB.
I'm going to get new anime this weekend. I'm going to finish up the Bubblegum Crisis set (not 2040AD) that I had bought the first DVD disc for back while ACen2k3 was happening. I'm also going to buy the Gundam Wing DVD boxset and Endless Waltz Special Edition. And I'll probably buy the Final Fantasy VII OST, because I REALLY have been wanting it for years. Total cost will run me up around $265, but definitely will be worth it.
*sighs* I have to go to work soon, which isn't going to be very much fun. I need to take off a couple weeks so I can pull myself together. Winter is coming and I'm really considering quitting now. I really don't want to push carts out in the snow.
Things seem kinda sucky, but will be looking up very soon. The sooner the better.
Aeris...Where are you?
Sephiroth
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