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damn illness
2004-04-08 23:38:24
leaving on a jet plane - Eve 6 and Mxpx's version
sry bout' no updating in forever! shit happens, lol now i sound like my brother! I have develop bronchitis and on medicition right now. omg, i could get Yest infection for this shit! o.o, hell no. lol.
Anyways, I broke up with my b/f, its was for 4 month but as up before, shit happens. He got jealous of my friendship with my friend Brian, my best friend Ky and my COUSIN mike. But it was bound to happen, good thing it right before my b-day *wink* i was going to hang the day with Mike, like usual.
Then the period after we broke up, me and Angela were talking, we have gym with Bri, Shel, Sam. She tells me Bri has a crush on me, i am immdently stand-offish towards him. I hate it when your friends have crushes on you, you dont know if their agreeing with you just to get with you? there more to that but i wanna get to bed! anyways I woulnd't mind if Ky had one *another wink* jk, lol. He's the only i can say, cuz ri will take it the wrong way and if i say it about my cousin....well let's not repeat the mall incident! sry Ky XD
i'll write more tomorrow.....
bia -
blah
2004-03-22 23:07:30
Silence - The beautiful mistake, Black Ballon - goo goo dolls
blah there my entry, its 11:00 pm i need to get up at 5 am then do my Algebra 1 hmwrk before 7:45 ;), don't you love the trasition from weekend to school week?
lol
Mike trying to sell his golfclubs and Ky wants a witch hunter Robin t-shirt, prefrelly steal Adam's....
I'm going to get an Inu T-shirt for my b-day! *smile* yeah! maybe a vandread one too if i can find it
*yawn* in CSE science (computer class) we have to do a 70 slide power point presentaion on a topic, we cant do anything Sports or music. I tried swords...couldn't find much then I dicided Anime, he said no. Finally I notice Josh was doing skatboarding so I'm doing Agreesive in-line skating. Something I always liked but never go the hang of, wat i have a problem with breaking a bone; never broken one never want too, Tiff's broken her ankle enough to fill my charta of boken shit.
fuck I really need to go to bed, but first I'll go over to spark notes and give me some head up for coming shit in Algebra.
Bia -
beginning to realize p-i of iv (its fun using roman numbers!)
2004-03-21 23:03:11
Stranger - A perfect circle
this just hit me tonight.....i dont really have any 'best' friends besides Mike and my friend who just moved away, back to Airazona. I just have friends
I have four main B-friends
the first two:
The first lies, over dramatizes everythings, and can mis-trust
the second i dont know jack shit about
heh great.....well atleast i have mike. hmm Mike, he's the best. He can be an ass at times but he's original, like KFC kitchen strips lol. Maybe because hes my cousin? feh moving on!
Second two:
Mike - like i said above, he's great. He's prevert yet knows when to stop. He's smart and logoically. He's funny.
Fubu - Ahh Fubu, I was special, I was the 'only' one who could call her fubu, everyone else had to call her Aj. We were friends since I moved to my old house.....but life can be a bitch and serperate yeah. It took me a week to notice the differences that she was away.....anyway back to topic
but when that realization hit, man i was out. I had a dead gaze and didnt move. My mind was blank it felt....wrong like everything was lie.....like i dont know it just......something.
Maybe it hit because im starting to drift away, i'm starting to go to Brian now when i need someone to talk to. Usually I'll go to Liz but, I just can't tell anymore. Brian great too, he can take my sarcasum and my daily beatings and not cry. He's argues too! its soo much fun to agure! ^_^0
Then Angela, my sex questions guru lol.
Shelby my partner of beating Brian up, we plot in spainish class.
Jackie, Dan and Erika the anime lovers of our group.
Jen my other partner of beating Brian up. We have a ritual that consist of Flipping each other off when we see each other on site then walking up and beating each other on the arm. I dont beat her usually. I have a weak hit! >_< damnit!
Shessh its 11 o clock I gotta go to sleep schools tomorrow!!
Bia -
to note
2004-03-17 22:40:12
In the entiry below Misty is telling me wat Liz told her
and the church was about how theres a sleep over and u watch moives. Liz went around telling it was actually her birthday party -
white pony
2004-03-17 22:36:45
Quite and drive{far away} [Acustic] - Deftones
grrr! damn over dramtic bitch!*growl* Okay I was in math talking Brian, Liz asks me if my mom would mind of I was gone all day. I'm said no, but I remember the party my father was taking me and my siblings to the night; saturday, and that my cousin Eric was taking me to see a punk band down in east hampton or was it north hampton?
I tell Liz that I couldn't I had to go to a party.
......You think oh party blah blah no not Liz. 2 periods later I'm standing outside of Spainish one with Shellby and Ky, who has to walk by to get to music tech. He tells me that Liz is pissed cause she thinks I'm going to Angela's party. I'm like "Wat the fuck?! When teh fucking hell did Angela even come into the picture, I said Party! not any Angela party! I have to go to a party for my father!" I tell him. He said he'll tell liz.
2 periods later: Lunch
I tell Angela and Brian what happen, Brian says something mean et funny and Angela makes a joke by saying she is having a party and I'm invited.
20 minutes later
Me and Angela are walking down one of the corridors, I notice this is where Liz's 5th period class is. Angela starts talking about the "party" and reminds me of how i have to go, as we pass the door
After school.
I usually stay after on wesnday with my b/f Steve during his Track sessions. We since it isn't Winter track the WHOLE track time was there.
I'm in the girl's locker room tlaking to Sam,Jazz, and Misty. Misty tells me the same thing Ky told me, that Ky's a more loyal friend, that i take Angela's side. I only took Angela's side once! ONCE! and it was for Liz to get going in Science which she's been failing with a 32 average!! Wouldn't you do that for a friend? tell them to get in order so they won't fuck up their future life?
Then I tell her about my father's party and what Angela said, and how Family will always come first. I also added how she told me 2 years ago that she had a dream that her brother shot. She woke up and had a bruise of where she got shot. I believed her thinking Friends don't lie. Last thursday she telling some girls in our math class that she saw a guy get shot and got the bruise and how she claims to have cybered w/ my older brother! which had a girlfriend at the time and was pised at Liz himself about making boungus stff about him in her pro!
I was so pissed beyound belief, that she just lie to them and to me. Misty also tells me that the Sleep over Liz's church had for a fun night, was for her birthday, which it wasn't.
Misty said she has to go to track so I got walk around. I run into Angela, who had to stay after for extra help in math w/ Chris; a kid who transfered schools 2 weeks ago. We then run into Matt G. Angela's other friend. ANd we start talking. I told her wat Misty said and Angela sighed and shook her head.
grrrr what the fuck! really?! i cant take anymore almost!
Friends will come and go but Family stays forever! *yawn* i need some sleep we have Friday off!! yeah!!!
Bia!
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