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wow..
2006-06-07 20:51:01
i haven't been on this thing in a long time, lol...well if anybody here has an otaku, plz visit me at:
myotaku.com/users/mocha-chan
uuuhhh, yeah, lol - back 2006-03-10 21:17:05 so bored, anybody have some GOOD amv´s i can watch? i´m just picking random songs and animes...so tideous!! well, update later, too bored, bai bai!
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hello...
2006-02-24 23:07:47
not much has changed, i have constant headaches though, sucks.
i guess i'm going through the phase i don't care about anything at all...i dunno.
Well, i bought a fruits basket DVD...2 down, 2 to go..damn.
Well my DAD is watching some boring soap operah, YES MY DAD and his girlfriend.
Aaaa~!!! so boring...!! well,i changed the theme on MyO it's Fruits Basket now...doubt any of u shall visit. Oh well, take care, ja'~ -
*sighs*
2006-02-12 01:28:44
i am so sick of this.
so sick of every minute being glued to this place.
not just this home, but the one back in texas.
i am sick of my mom, sister, brother, sick of it all.
i wish i didnt have to go to that hell-hole (school) where around you lay nothing but a bunch of suck-ups and hypocrites.
i hate my home, once entering the door, mother comes b*tching about some crap ur sister did, and blames it on u, and just for so, u get grounded.
I'm sick of having to argue with my dearly beloved mother every single minute about stupid crap. Over clothes, music, breathing anything, you name it, God bless.
Thanx to her punishment, i didnt go to the damn dance, honestly, i didn't give a shit if i went to the dance, i just wanted to look "pretty" and actually dance with some special someone...
and my mom said yes, at 1st, but listen, when i told her about the dress and etc, she immidiently said, "No, i don't have the money and time to buy something so insignificant that u will only wear once".
Urgh!!!! Dammit all straight to hell!!!!!!!
Now i have to suffer with my frends (not saying names) bragging about the stupid dance, how great it was, and i danced with so and so, and then-just shut up, no one really cares that u had a blast!!! Just wish i could rip their mouths right off...and tear to tiny pieces----
God, i feel so relieved there is a place where i can pour all of my thoughts, and no one gives a damn.
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In other news...not much has happened...
my life is just a never-ending pattern.
Wake up, go to school, come home, mother bitching about shit, do homework (or just stare at the ceiling, and hope u still have a bit of sanity occupied in you), take a shower, go to sleep- and thus, it is repeated!
For those who have ACTUALLY read this, i am sorry if i have SOMEHOW offended u...that was honestly not my intention. All i wanted was to let it all out.
There are many other things i want to say, but i fear this really isn't the place.
See ya. -
i suck at this but...
2006-01-29 14:44:32
my cuzins and i have this little contest going on.
Since one of my cousins is "an inspired writer" and wants to make a band,
(dork) he held a contest on who could compose a better song.
I suck at this...but, i'll give it a shot...this is what i've got for now:
Title: Broken
(here goes):
As she sits...
Tears stream down her cheeks
She feels empty
No heart, no mind
As if someone's folded her blind
And she can't recall that feeling
Of before
And she can't seem to let you go
Out the door
She's bleeding
And she won't stop
She's tearing up
From your shot
And yet you left,
without a goodbye
No kiss, not even a try
*You stole her heart
You let her tear apart
And she's broken
Her mind won't think
She's about to sink
Won't you fix her?
And let her hold your hand...
So maybe, she'll understand...
Her walls are falling
Her friends are calling
But she won't stop bleeding
She isn't seeing
How the wolrd still goes 'round
All she wants is to be left alone..
So she won't answer the phone
Can you be her never-ache?
Can you save me, so I can finally awake?
I'm losing my senses
I can't feel your presence
It's all a mistake
It risked my sake...
I'm broken
And I'm bleeding
My sorrow away
So don't cut me with your blade..
Just let this pain fade...
AAAAHHH!!!
IT SUCKED DIDNT IT?!?!?
-.-...I am so going to get my ass kicked...this sux..
plz tell me whatcha' think...
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