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I was bored and havent updated my journal in awhile, so heres a bit I had with a friend a couple months ago(maybe a couple weeks)
2008-05-06 16:03:25
Isudae: me and him are buds.
Isudae: lolz
coqui325: congr.
Isudae: *senses sarcasm*
coqui325: I'm not your friend ?*tries not to cry*
coqui325: What sarcasm
Isudae: Your my friend *pats on back*
coqui325: YAY!!!!!
*attack*
Isudae: *dies*
Isudae: *cough cough*
Isudae: Na-Natsumi?....
coqui325: yes?
Isudae: I want you to.....know.....
coqui325: ?
Isudae: I've always.....Lo--*SUPER WEDGIE!!*
Isudae: AHAHAHAHA
Isudae: *runs away*
coqui325: *cries* That wasn't nice Isudae! *sobs*
Isudae: *walks back over*
Isudae: I"m sorry
coqui325: *cross arms and pout while tears run down my face*
Isudae: OMG, if I let her cry, an Ava finds out!! *millions of graphically horrible images run through my head*..O-NO!!
Isudae: *put out hand*
Isudae: lets goteepee a house,
Isudae: how bout it?
Isudae: since sai left us out last time!!
Isudae: *cocks shotgun*
Isudae: Lets go hurt sai
coqui325: OK!!!!!!!!!!
*gets up and gets a blade*
Isudae: *takes saw and cuts a sharp point into barrel of shotgun*
Isudae: YEAh...
coqui325: *stops for a min.* I don't want to go to jail for killing someone
Isudae: Can't lock up a rabbit that doesn't get caught!! *transforms into rabbit*
coqui325: Excuse me!!!!!!!
Isudae: *looks up with pearly black eyes*
coqui325: AWWW! *picks you up and hugs you*
Isudae: *can't breath...*
Isudae: *choking*
Isudae: *turning blue*
Isudae: *sees light*
coqui325: *stops hugging you*
Isudae: *Gasp!!*
coqui325: sry it just you looked so cute when your a rabbit
Isudae: *nibbles *
Isudae: Take That!
coqui325: *throws you on the floor and starts to cry again*
coqui325: I'm telling on you
Isudae: FEAR MY CUTENESS!!
coqui325: I'm telling AVa you bit me
Isudae: *cowers in burrow
coqui325: I'm telling
Isudae: *transforms into worm*
Isudae: *slithers away*
coqui325: I'm still telling
Isudae: Not if you can't catch me!!
Isudae: *goes into ground*
coqui325: I don't need to catch you to tell on you the only thing I got to do is copy and paste the IM and send it to AVA! HA
Isudae: I'll post it at the guild!!*runs off* -
Abortion and reincarnation can kiss my ass. I'll destroy anyone who even thinks about abortion. And I'll crush the dreams of those who believe in reincarnation!
2008-04-19 21:25:05
[19:16] Girl: Feeeeeelllll bettteerrr! There are many other babies lives you can save!
[19:16] Girl: ^______^
[19:16] 76: T.T
[19:16] 76: But the one I couldn't save.
[19:16] 76: Will never forgive me
[19:18] Girl: Their spirit is happy with god until he's ready to put the soul in another. *nods*
[19:18] 76: I don't believe in reincarnation.
[19:18] 76: T.T
[19:19] 76: When your dead
[19:19] 76: there is no
[19:19] 76: 'to be continued'
[19:19] 76: Life aint a soap opera
[19:23] Girl: I believe there is. So there. *sticks out tongue* I have enough faith in God that I know he'd give someone another chance if they never had the oppourtunity to get one. Aka, abortion.
[19:23] 76: ^_^
[19:23] 76: Your wrong
[19:23] Girl: I'm right.
[19:23] 76: You got a bible there?
[19:23] Girl: >_>
[19:24] 76: alright
[19:24] Girl: In my room
[19:24] 76: I'll read from mine
[19:24] 76: gimme a second to find it
[19:24] 76: And while I'm looking this up.
[19:24] Girl: sure
[19:24] 76: Think about this
[19:24] 76: 'Is heaven a vacation? Or hotel?
[19:24] 76: don't answer til I get back
[19:24] Girl: Mkay............
[19:31] 76: 'And Jesus replied 'I assure you, today you will be with me in paradise.''
[19:31] 76: I'm tired
[19:31] 76: so thats all I have energy to find right now
[19:31] 76: >_>
[19:31] 76: Need my kjv
[19:31] 76: >_>
[19:31] Girl: I understand my darling husband!
[19:31] Girl: *huggles*
[19:31] 76: Now
[19:31] 76: lemme ask you
[19:31] 76: If he was in paradise
[19:32] 76: why would that criminal decide to come back to this abortion filled, death ridden, shit-hole of a world?
[19:32] Girl: Nu! Not the criminals! The baby!
[19:32] Girl: The babyyyyy!
[19:32] 76: No
[19:32] 76: 'Suffer the children to come unto me' -Jesus
[19:33] 76: Why would jesus send babies back to this abortion-filled, death ridden, shit-hole of a world?
[19:33] 76: So they can get aborted again?
[19:33] 76: T.T
[19:33] 76: me doesn't see the logic
[19:34] Girl: I'm sure God would choose a couple who wanted a baby.........but...........*sighs and goes over to emo corner* I dun want to argue with you.....it upsets me too much.........
[19:34] Girl: *sulk sulk sulk*
[19:34] 76: Stop sulking. Being wrong is not the end of the world.
[19:34] Isudae: ^_^ -
2008-04-02 14:29:20
I am the greatest writer in the world.
I don't really have any creativity. Sitting and thinking is all I really do. My mind is a maze that I can't escape. A puzzle I can't solve.
Its agonizing to sit and think, and never receive a thought.
Troublesome things like real life get in the way of my vision. I try to remember that I exist, but I getcaught up in the moment of my activity. Drawing or reading or writing. All of my life is, is a cluster of disappointments and crushed attempts at normalcy. Insanity means to try the same action and expect different results each time.
Taking the time to stop and think takes too much time!
I can't stand all the time I consume doing meaningless things.
I walk down a path all by myself. No one else could walk this path that I do. The skin on their feet couldn't take the gravel.
My path is one that only I can walk. Only my feet can walk and not be bruised.
Sometimes I get lonely. Even when I'm surrounded by numerous people!
The connection I used to feel have all abruptly stopped.
I can no longer feel their hears.
Try as I might, I cannot keep the flow of emotions steady. The stream of essence flickers and dodges. Making it difficult to remain calm.
My imagination runs free throughout my personality, stirring up all the feelings I thought I had rid myself of.
Trapped in my own mind.
Trying to escape is futile.
All hope is shattered in here.
Trying to regain control leaves me worn, ragged and torn.
Soon I'll be forced to give into all of this. My mind will no longer be under my control.
complete and empty.
Beyond all hopes' reach.
Consume but not be satisfied.
It seems that when I stop eating I get full.
A terrible thing, this heart of mine. How utterly perverted it has become, warped by this world. -
2008-03-28 11:38:28
Incompetent, mad, insane, foolish, violent, angry, discontent, crazy, childish, manly, pussy, bitch, bastard, fighter, pacifist, destruction, creation, falling, raising, clawing, climbing, weak, strong, emo, goth, rocker, punk, fool, learner, talented, hopeless, crummy, shiny, heartless
Loving
He stumbled and fell down the stairs he did. He met the ground when he got down, that awful flight. It almost done'im in you see. So now he never walks again.
Crying alone in the dead of night, he cries for what he wants. He needs his dear-old back to work, dear god. And he needs to feed his wife.
'Why, oh Lord?' He cries, and dies.
Coffin man here my call and flee from the graveyard stall. I am the ghost of long-since-past and I have come to run amok!
Fear my wail of terror and chill. Run right now or face me now, in the hour of my right to kill!
I wail and moan in the death of darkness. I wail and moan for more than night! I cry of the days I used to feel before I lay here bundled up tight!
My body tied in robes of white before they buried me! I died so slowly. I dread the day, for I was killed in it!
Conscience of my death I was before the blow was fell. It struck me deep and my mother weeped, when they brought my body from the well!
I was a boy who leaped with joy every day of the year. My mother was proud, until they set my down, in my final resting place!
So run coffin-man and tell the whole damned town! It was glory's gown that made my friend strike me down!
Jealous of my lady HA! he was stabbed when she found out! He had married and died when I had afore gone since. But my lady held true to the one she knew, would love her even after death.
Love does last, and it does not always embrace. But sometimes it lashes and burns things to ashes when its fury is in utter disgraced! -
Wah-evah
2008-03-28 02:50:18
I was sitting there doing nothing, Then I was sitting there doing something.
I'd like to say friend but can I really? Am I allowed that here and now? At this time can I really say it?
They don't understand. Or have they tried? Do they ever here the words that I cry?
What of their (or his) thoughts(or hers)? When they think of me do they regret they did?
Or are their thoughts idle? Have I a place in their hearts? Is that what I want?
Why must I do the things I do? Am I all alone here in this world? Or will I feel empty if I left?
I'm so torn. I can't decide. Why must I drive to try to thrive?
Math is a bitch. What a bother.
Can't I succeed when I'm tired? I try my hardest and get discouraged. Can someone help me from afar?
Why can't I put my hands to things and watch them flourish? Am I that much of a failure?
I almost cried when I thought. But then I stopped and went on with naught.
If thats how my life is, then fuck the world. I'm staying in my room to die alone in the black of the shadows that hover the corners.
No-one will miss me and I don't care.
Or do I?
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