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2003-01-15 18:24:31
I need to help a friend but I don't know how and that's making me crazy. I can't see him like this. I just have to find a way to help him. Ok I'll go back on that.
Asuka - 2003-01-03 13:08:31 Everything is possible (Wink)... God's in his heaven All's right with the world... The mind and the soul are of one... The soul cannot be taken only given... ( Same with the heart )
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2003-01-03 11:10:20
Yeah let's face it... Vacation is almost over but than will mean more hanging around friends and having fun in classes. (Wink). I still need to read a book for english class and we did see the movie "The color purple" so I think we'll have to write something about that. No worries I'm a preaty good writer. Well now just to get it out of my system, I think something is happening to me. I've got this weird feeling inside(now I know what Shinji/Jedi was talking about ) that is making my heart beet very fast. Everytime I talk to this person something just clicks and there we go talking and talking like crazy. I'm still confused and I'm scared of even thinking about what I might be feeling (Love). Ok the situation is kind of desperate cause I'm in Canada he's in America and I think we'll just end up hurting ourselfs for dreaming to much but thing is that is has already started. I don't think I can stop myself from loving this guy and I have no idea why am I writing this in here. I always go and choose the impossible relation ships for some reason. Ok so enough with that.
Today one of my very good friends told me that he likes/likes me. It was kind of weird but thank God I didn't freak out on him(I tend to do that). Now ok what I told him was: You know me and you know how I am I love you and you're my friend and I do like you(as a friend)but right now I'm kind of attached to someone else....
He knew that I wasn't going to respond his feelings cause he knows I never do to anyone, so he was ok with it... He called me again and we just talked as friends as we always do.
Yesterday though before I went to sleep I had to console 2 of my friends whom were feeling really low. (Home sick) I started talking to them and after 30 min Oh my God they were laughing... That made me feel so good, just knwing that they were not sad anymore made me feel great.
I love you Cheffy...
- 2003-01-01 20:38:30 It's weird how someone you would never think about it's able to cheer you up...(Happy Face). I'm very happy to have been able to talk to Earthcurrent and right now I love Chef (friendly way). He's the cutest little thing...As I've said to Anime Jedi it's "Destiny".
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2003-01-01 14:37:15
I just got off another conversation with another friend who just fought with her boyfriend too. This just proofes my point. Till now(I mean today) I've talked to 1,2,3,4 girls and 2 boys that had "HEART" problems. See this is crazy and stupid.
What If I wasn't there what would happen to them??? the whole day today is going to be phone calls and Msn chatting (trying to fix them up together again) I love to help them but thing is that they're all mad at each other and they're angry(understandable) so they say things they don't mean. Those things hit me too cause I always have to get in the middle. But even though I'm a person that doesn't care about what people think or say, when it comes to my friends I do care so everytime I do get hurt. And at the end they all understand that and they come to me saying " I love you blah blah blah." Man what would they do without me. My life is like a freakin Marmalade Boy story where I'm the director. ( I meant that in a good way)
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