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And the future has passed without even a last desperate warning
2004-04-07 17:07:16
This line above is from the song the last unicorn sung by the band america.It is one of the most emotional songs,i ve ever heard.i am listening to this song right now.
It has been a long time,since i ve written into my journal.Sorry for this.
I haven't much to say today.
Let this lines say something to you now:
"When the last eagle flies
Over the last crumbling mountain,
And the last lion roars
At the last dusty fountain.
In the shadow of the forest,
Though she may be all and one,
They would stare unbelieving
At the Last Unicorn.
When the first breath of winter
Through their flowers it's icing,
And you look to the north,
And the pale moon is rising.
And it seems like all is dying,
And would leave the world to more.
In the distance hear the laughter
Of the Last Unicorn:
I'm alive! I'm alive!
When the last moon is cast
Over the last star of morning,
And the future has passed
Without even a last desperate warning,
Then look into the sky wherethrough
The clouds of pact is born.
Look and see her, how she sparkles:
She's the Last Unicorn.
I'm alive! I'm alive!"
The day will come.You know that.The day,on that everything will fade away.
The tree's,the seas,the sand,the wind,the loved people,the heaven.....
everything will fade away on that day.On the day of your dead.
You have to leave everything,you love,behind you.
I hope,that my memories will still be there,when i am dying.
I don't know how it is,to leave everything from one moment to another.
It is the moment,you ll get free.
"Only after you ve lost everything,are you free to do anything".
Does it mean,when you die,you are free???
Then i don't want to be free.
I want to live my life.And i don't want to leave everything behind me.
But when MY moment comes,i won't forget the people and things,that i love and i will be there for them forever and they are there for me forever.
In my mind,soul and heart.
But till that day comes,i try to enjoy my life.
Enjoy the moment and don't grieve for what will come.
Don't grieve for what can happen.Don't grieve too much about the insanity of the humans.....fighting,crying,dying,killing,drowning,famish,....
This is the bad side of the humans.
BUT there is hope,because the good side still exists.......laughing,loving,helping,relying.....
war on the one side....freedom on the other side.
It is always a duel between to parts.
A good one and a bad one.
To know what is good or bad is the fate going to ask you....to find the right answer is what you have to do....
I hope,we will all join the right side,so the wrong side will fade away.
Not to beat each other,but to help each other.
If someone have something,you want,because it is yours.You shouldn't fight him,if he didn't want to give it back to you.Because that causes war and that causes sadness and tears.
You should say "okay,take it" and go away,so the person will think about it...and i HOPE,that he will recognice,that he has done something wrong.When he does it,he won't do it anymore and the world is going to be better.If he didn't recognice it,you also have to do it like you ve done it the first time.You should always say"oke,take it"....and someday,he will understand it.That's for sure.
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come with me in the twilight on a summernight ^-^
2004-02-29 13:12:58
.Hack//Sign - key of the twilight.This is the song,i am listening to right now.It is a great song.This song is from the brilliant anime .Hack//Sign.I am looking this anime since the last 10 days.I am at episode 8 till now.
Tsukasa is a strange boy.Hmm....strange is the wrong word.he is an emotional boy. "i don't understand myself.I don't even want to bother trying to understanding others."
That's what Tsukasa has said.He is a lonely boy,trapped with his feelings.
Anyway...the world of the anime is quite cool.It is like a big online game,where people can log into.But the difference between the online games we know and this one is,that in this one,you can go with your whole body.Not your real body,but you are in this world,after loging in.
Tsukasa has the problem,that he can't log out.I like Mimiru alot.She 's very cute and a nice people.She wants to help Tsukasa.
Anyway...today is February the 29th.An amazing day.Every 4 years,this day appears.I feel like this day isn't a real day.It is only an fictional day.Like one day in a timeless room.This day doesn't exist.Anyway,tomorrow one of my friends has birthday.She becomes 19
^-^
I am looking "the 6th sense" now.So bye bye everyone,who's reading this right now ^-^ -
You'll remember me when the west wind moves ^-^
2004-02-11 12:10:48
sting - fields of gold.This is the song,i am listening to right now.It is a very beautiful song in my opinion.It is about two persons,who have fallen in love.
the line above is out of this song.I find this line quite emotionally.it emphasizes very much about love,elapsed love,sadness and hope.
I find it veryyyyyy sad,when i am thinking about the past in this way:
Example: You have had a good friend in the past,you ve done much things with him/her and the time went away.And NOW,this one is away,your path was different than him/her path.And you realize,that it will never be like it was in the past.That feeling,you get,is terrible.
But that's life,time is going straight forward till the end of your life and after your life,the time is still going....
Time changes much things...sometimes it is good and sometimes it isn't good.But you are always finding some good things in the time,you are living right now.You should save the precious moments,you ve lived with lovely people,in your memories...in your heart.So this one is always on your site.Even if this one is dying some day and no one will know him....even than will live this lovely people in your memories,in your heart.and that is the evidence,that this one has existed.
So save the precious memonts,live the present,and expect the future.
If you don't do this,you will live in the past forever,so the present won#t exist and the future won't be built.
Anway...after my philosophy...i am going away at friday.I am driving to Österreich(Austria) with my class.We will drive ski there.I think it will be much fun.We have to drive 10 hours per bus.I dislike this,because it could be boring.Anyway,i am going to take my gameboy with me and my mp3 player.
So bye bye everyone,who's reading this right now ^-^
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January the 8 in the year 2004 ^-^
2004-01-08 08:18:56
Yes,today is January the 8.And yesterday was january the 7.
january the 7 is now an important day for me,because from now on,i ve to buy a present for my niece ^-^
Yes,my sister has born a baby yesterday evening.I'm so happy and she's happy ,too lol of course.
It is nice to bring a human in the world.One human.Now he's a baby and didn't know how the world looks like and how it's goign on in this world.
I hope,she 'll have a good life with much happyness and hardly sadness.And i think,she'll have a good life ^-^
Oh,i haven't said her name: Her name is Jana-Johanna ^-^
A cute name.
To my first schooldays after holidays: I ve received much tests,i ve written before christmas holiday.
- physic (major course) : 8P [the second best test in my class ^-^]
- mathematic (major course) : 8P [the5th best work in my class ^-^]
- german : 6p (but german is one of my worst subjects,so i'm happy about 6p)
All in all i can say,i ve done a good job with this tests.It could be better,of course.it could always be better,but i#m always trying my best ^-^
I am driving to the hospital to my sister in 30minutes ^-^ to see the baby for the first time with my own eyes.I ve seen her on pictures for c.a30minutes.
Anyway,i'm going offline now,so bye bye everyone,who's reading this right now ^-^ -
wind of change ^-^
2004-01-02 06:26:18
wind of change - scorpions.
this is the song,i m listening to right now.A song,you can dream with in my opinion.
I ve writen"wind of change" above in the head,because i think it fits very well to the mood ,i feel now.
because it is 2004 NOW.Yes ^-^
The year has changed.And the change was very funny lol
Like i ve said,i was by a friend,who has made a big party with many people,i know.
It was so cool ^-^ i ve had much fun and haven't drunk too much :) Have drunk enough lol but not too much.
At twelfe o'clock we all were outside and have count the countdown down to zero and THEN it was 2004*happy*everyone has congratulate the everyone and everywhere were reek and you could hear the clackers and rockets.And sparkling wine was everywhere lol One of my friends has doused me with sparkling wine*lol* it is so cold outside,when you are a little bit wet ;) You can't believe this.For luck i was a little bit drunk,so it was fun and not cold ^-^
Anyway..it was a nice way into the new year.I was at 5.30am at home ^-^
And have slept the next day till 16.00 o'clock.
it is very mysterious,when you wake up and it is still dark outside*confused* :)
But i think,i ll get ill the next days.
I ve sore throat and a cold :(
I hope,it will be better the next hours or days ^-^
because this are the last holiday days .....
Anyway..bye bye everyone,who's reading this right now ^-^
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