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2009-01-16 12:14:11
http://www.animemusicvideos.org/forum/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=92494
I can't believe I announced this video. o.O
this is so wrong on so many levels
I can't even believe I made this
(I turned into a pervert o.O)
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2009-01-15 17:37:39
I'm drepressed again, but that's nothing new.
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Yeiweh's rant 1-A soul of an artist...but not the skills of one :/
2009-01-14 19:27:58
Top 10 Reasons why I will never be a good artist:
1. I can't shade worth shit
2. My perspective drawing sucks. the only way I can maybe get it close is to look as my little model (it's that dude on a stick that you buy at the art store). I call him 'The Dude'
3. I make guys look like girls. Probably because most of the men I try to draw have long silver hair o.O (I've gotten better at this though)
4. I have no idea how to go about drawing folds in clothes.
5. I can't draw fingers or feet.
6. I can't draw legs right :/
7. I can only draw women with small breasts. Mostly because if I try to make them bigger they look off
8. I can't draw people sitting down, couples hugging, or lying down. I can only draw people standing up (or floating)
9. I always draw one eye bigger, even WITH guidelines.
10. The face is the only thing I get remotely right. Everything else is teh suck :/
(I really need a book to actually look at while I attempt to learn this shit. because I've read about the above many times and I still can't get it right :/)
I can see what I want...putting it on paper is another thing. same with editing. I wish I could draw or edit with my mind :/
Maybe it's because I'm righthanded? I heard all good artist (whether it be drawing, music or whatever) are all lefthanded. I have the soul of an artist but such an inadequate body to go along with it. It's like my mind can't connect with the pencil or something.
so why do I stick with it? because for some reason I love to draw. I've been drawing since 6th grade. but I want to get my drawing up to deviantart standards. there are some quite brilliant artists on that websites and I want to try to get my art to look that passionate and soulful.
When I try to draw I try to put my soul or heart in a sense into it. like the art conveys my feelings or something. I can't really explain it. same with writing. it's like a piece of my heart dwells within whatever I make at the time. I want to eventually have my videos convey the same emotion.
/rant end
and for some strange reason I just had dejavu o.O -
2009-01-13 10:16:13
and I'm sick again. @_@
It's not the hacking cough this time its the stuffy sneezing runny nose cold @_@
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2009-01-13 06:08:51
I second jubby's vote <3
and I need hosting again @_@ but this time it's because my video is too naughty for the org o.O but if I edit it it will kill the joke :/
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