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sorry to my friends
2005-01-18 16:24:02
i doubt it's a big deal, but i felt like apologizing to my friends, a lot of times lately i've had to bail out on plans cause i don't always get to see my gf and then i get a chance and i already have plans so i have to choose, and 9/10 times i choose my gf, but i know no one holds it against me and i'm not the life of the party so the day can always go on without me and usually always does
so thnx to my understanding friends and wish me luck in everthing i do just as i do for you
started skule this monday and waiting for a call-back for a 2nd job now, so it seems my free-time will be divided up like crazy, also haven't been able to save up anything for the apartment plans but i hope a 2nd job solves that problem, also need to make sure i save money for college until i fill out the financial aid forms. when i do get a new place to live in, i'll honestly make an effort to edit a video just for my own sake
ps, gf's band is getting close to deadline for their album's completion so they'll be busy recording so that should keep gf busy and maybe i'll see my friends more than once a week ^_^
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weekend plans
2005-01-18 16:14:05
should've written this yesterday (monday after the weekend) but whatever
basically just an update on my weekend and weekend to come
(last weekend)
worked on friday and then hung out with gf at a hotel while she waits for her apartment to be ready to move into. friday night just stayed up all night watching random tv and also playing with her new black lab puppy, saturday aftermoon (when we woke up) we went to a music store and bought sum cds and then went back to the hotel since we didn't have any more cash to be anywhere (we're broke folk) later i went home and got some stuff to drink and so saturday night was better, still watched random tv and played with pup, but everything was in slow-motion and funny as hell, plus we had a deck of cards to pass some of the time. i knew when i was done drinking, so i stopped, but she drank slower than me so she was still fine and made fun of me so i drank a bit more, it was just us, so didn't matter if i got hammered anyway
sunday morning woke up feeling not so 100% though, basically just everything i saw/smelled/touched made my stomach hurt, and it wasn't a good idea to go out and eat spicy food, i basically wasted my money cause i didn't eat any of it. So i could barely eat until like 2 or 3 in the afternoon, but that was fine cause sunday we didn't go anywhere so we were both lazying around, all we did was laundry (her pup wet her pup-bed, so had to wash it) and i only went home cause i had skule monday morning (which i woke up late for and decided not to go since i would only make the last 10 minutes of class)
(next weekend)
gotta work both days from 1.5-10 pm... so that kills my weekend, got invited to a birthday party though, for the daughter of one of my friends, but not gonna be able to go cause of work so i guess i'll just drop by early and give someone the gift
besides that, probably call gf after work and hang out (friday is payday/gloryday) so hopefully that should be kule -
the joy of life
2005-01-11 03:58:05
work... at a part-time job that owes me a raise... wouldn't mind a second job for morning... would probably quit current job if i got a full-time morning gig
skule... have to see a counselor... most of the classes i want are closed... gonna have like 3 classes... but some mone would be nice... financial aid will help, but not quick enough, will still have to pay for it myself or with parents help
social life... hanging out with friends seems to be a regular thing, a lot of the same crew, but we're really running out of places to go, it's just the usual 24 hour dunkin donuts or Borders library or 24 Meijer store
prospects... if this means hopes for the future, than i hope that i can save up some money for the apartment i'm saving up for, gonna be doing it with friends so it won't be so bad
girlfriend... [shrug] i don't know, girls are weird, but every man alive already knows this, some people throw the word love around sharing it blindly without it meaning anything, other people hardly say it at all, in fact almost don't show it, but somehow you believe it's there because you feel it when they're around you but you still don't know.... the future is bright but old habits die hard and not all lies outside of shadows
god... what the fuck is the deal with life, nowadays too many things to worry about, times were simplier before... but then again they were also pretty ignorant
on the plus side, i seem to have lost some weight recently (trust me, it was stress) enough for people to compliment, but i don't think it was anything astounding, and i plan to keep losing, and maybe toning up wouldn't be a bad idea, i consider myself on the weak/normal side so a gym would be kule to join... a cheap open late hrs one of course (like they exist)
AMVs... god this is like the last thing on my fucking mind, i still love watching them but editing them is almost out of the question, i can't focus enough for that right now, maybe in the apartment i'll get more into it (i guarantee it)
Manga... helping out a friend with his manga, helping with character designs and narration and even doing side-stories to his manga whenever he gives me something to reference from, so that should be fun -
RotK (ee)
2004-12-20 00:24:32
watch Return of the King (extended edition)? don't mind if i do
(saves his money for the purchase cause that'll complete my sweeet collection)
X-mas seems better for some than others, but that's the same with everything [shrug] as long as presents don't equal happiness, than the world is a bit better
...still gonna use my check on friday for last minute shopping since i'm broke and there's at least 2 more gifts i need to get -_- -
yeah nandez, hehe, but it's not entirely bad
2004-12-17 02:10:45
in response to Nandez's (http://www.animemusicvideos.org/members/journal/default.php?mid=69990) journal entry about his seeming "rude" typing style:
i don't know why and i'm sure as hell sure that you don't know why either, but i wouldn't go as far as to say that you should change the way you type (not that you ever said you would)
i'm sure a lot of people have a very distinct way of communicating and people can be recognized by their comments and/or grammar patterns... NEway, yeah i seem to have gotten used to the way you type things nandez, but i guess when i think about it, it is somewhat rude when i look back at the types of things you type
here's the problem... it's the internet... people can't tell when you're using sarcasm or saying things a certain way, a lot of times people take the things you say and see them in a different light, and that may not be a good light
i think when you type, it's a very blunt/to-the-point method, so much so that you come off as rude cause nothing is sugar-coated, but even though you don't blow smoke up people's ass, you tend to exagerate and that's probably where the rudeness seemingly comes out
if people spoke/chatted with you on a regular basis, eventually, they would be able to see past all the bluntness and exagerations and see what the hell it is you're actually saying, lol... sorry, but that's the way i see it at this point, it's not that you type rudely, it's just that you type uniquely.. therefore... the Nandez method
...as for me... i'm sure i have a distinct method as well, it's probably long winded, lol, i make it a point to try to be as clear as possible, so i usualy end up saying a LOT of things and sometimes people read what i type and see it as something that sounds credible and they say i sound intelligent and know what i'm talking about... other times i'm sure people just want me to shut the hell up ^_^
i think we all in one way or another have a distinct writing method, and that's a good thing, no one wants to be like anyone else, we may find things we want to be LIKE, but not clones of, so BE urself, BE an INDIVIDUAL and if someone doesn't understand you... that's what a 2nd post is for
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