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Chinese mother flocking won tons!
2003-02-03 20:07:20
I wanted pot this weekend, I get little pot. Today is monday, I get free big bag. This would make me angry but it tastes pretty good. I wnated a fugesicle but I ate it so I wus pissed of! Damn it,,, I got toaster strudles tho! Wooo! but the frosting pcakge side came off, so I had too smeer it with a butter nife. That sucked, but it stilll tastd good. I love this place man! So much color n... Color...
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Men Without Hats = the shiz - Down time. 2003-01-31 17:39:54 It's time for me to forget all of life's worries, now that it's Friday. I think I'll start off with calling some people up and getting me a bag, unless somebody has a better way to guarantee forgetting all my problems and distorting reality. I don't want my usual super potent stuff though, as I've been known to have bad trips on it that cause me to see my problems in a psycho artistic manor. All I want is to smoke enough to make me think about how much my body tingles and watch scooby doo or some good anime or somethin... I'm working tomorrow, so I'm probably going to have to get up around 6, and that's no fun. The good part is that I make about 80 bucks a day, which I can use to get me some new boots, hopefully with big buckles. If not I'll probably go and see some movies or somethin'...
- It's over... Hopefully. =/ 2003-01-30 20:49:23 Well shit, my whole day has been based around my now semi-ex, and breaking up with her. Why couldn't she have just called me a dickhead and let me go? I decided to just be a man and tell her it's over, and I got the waterworks, suicide threats, I have no other friends talk, and did I mention waterworks? Hardest thing I've ever done, harder than telling my dad that I never wanted him to enter my house again... This all makes me wonder if true love exists again, because I have a feeling it doesn't. I truly thought she was the one, but realizing that she HAS and will hurt you, over and over again made me realise the truth: She doesn't belong with me. I'm sure there's somebody out there for her that can treat her personal needs more efficiently than I can, and won't react the way I did, and on that note I hope she finds him. I just need some down time away from all this B.S. so I can get back to a normal rotation, and hopefully build back some self esteem. My mom wants to spend a little money on me, and even set me up with a girl a year younger than me in a neighboring town, and unfortunately she's a knockout. I'm going to her church with my uncle this sunday, and apparently I'm going to meet her, but I don't think I'm in any condition for another addition to my love life right now. Maybe down the line when we know eachother better and I know that she would be faithful, and I feel better about myself I'll take her to a few concerts or somethin'. Best wishes to all of you that you don't have to feel such pain, but unfortunately I'm sure many of you have.
- Fuck. 2003-01-29 21:00:25 Imagine that, a somewhat bland day is followed by pain. I go to school, and my girlfriend of six months isn't there, she's getting a blood test two towns over. So I go to school, have a normal day, and she calls me up aroud six, sounding kinda funny. It wasn't like she was on substances funny, more like she was hiding something funny... So I get on the net, check her email (wasn't hard to figure out her password) and suprise suprise! She's been emailing her ex boyfriend who lives where she moved from! They must've been passing emails back and forth for awhile now, and it's great knowing the flirtatious shit that she says behind my back, and how she says "You're the only one, Adam! I love you so much, I couldn't even imagine myself with another man!" I think not. Not only has she been talkin' dirty, she said that she was going to meet him there, at a hospital??? Nothing has been said to one another through email since this supposed "Test" that was going on... I've printed them all out, every last one of em, with the dirty shit in bold, and that bold took up a lot of ink. I'm gonna just hand them to her tomorrow in the middle of Drama and tell the bitch it's over. I'd normally be forgiving, but when it's been going on this long, it wasn't a mistake, it was a choice.
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Meh.
2003-01-28 19:47:50
Boring day today. Nothing great has happened, save I gave 0609 the op he so deserved. Also, I ended up with a bruise from those fucking kids on the side of my face... Very annoying having my hair go back to reveal it and have people go "where the fuck did that come from?" Getting a new trenchcoat, one with a lot of strappy thingies and stuff, very nice looking. Had to write a poem for school today, kinda shitty since the first couple I wrote were either too depressing or violent, oh well. The rest of this is going to be my poem, stop reading if you don't care, lol.
The pen to the sword, which is to hurt?
A sword is of course, or you would think so at first.
Slashing it does, yet it blocks just the same,
Yet when words enter battle, there's nothing to gain.
Verbal abuse, brings nothing but pain,
Defend it indeed, yet it hurts just the same.
A stab wound can be fatal, as can be words,
Both will dismember you, and cut you in thirds.
But which would you prefer, to die a quick death,
Or be in pain forever, by use of mere breath?
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