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McDonalds.
2003-11-04 21:14:00
I ditched last hour today to get me some McDonalds, even though I was broke.
First, I went to my friend's house, right next to the school, and he wasnt there, so I went to Lunchbox's house. His mom was home, and asked why I wasn't at school, so I lied and said I was angry at some guy and didn't want to go back. She said it was okay, and to go wake up Mike. So I go into his room and his fatass is snoring, sprawled all over the fucking bed like a lardass would normally be at 1pm. So I grab one of his lightsabres (he's got an almost full collection, he claims to only need Yodas and Vaders) and I start whacking the shit out of him. When he finally started moving I probably had made two or three welts on his back and I was starting to get a bit hyper. When he got up, he told me to quit being a bitch and get him a clean t-shirt. I did, and when he started putting it on I whacked him in the tittie for calling me a bitch. Fucking ass...
Anywho, after watching some cartoons and waiting for the fat fuck to get dressed, we asked his mom for some lunch money. She said she'd give us the twelve bucks she had in her purse if we went and did some yard work. By the time we were done, it was about three, and I called my mom telling her I was at Mikes, and then we left.
When we got there after cruising in his sister's truck for a good fifteen minutes, I lost my mind temporarily and started punching the crap out of him for no reason in particular until he slapped me in the back of the head. Then, in a pissy mood, he sat down and told me to order. So when I had gotten done ordering I took the food and sat down with Lunchbox. If you've never seen a fat man eat I suggest you do, it's one of the oddest sites you will ever see. Anywho, after I was done with my fries and he was looking like he was ready for another meal, we left and he took me home. The End. -
The first haircut I've gotten in two years...
2003-11-04 01:08:07
And it's not half bad. A little short, but it's okay. My grandmother says I look like a homo... Oh well.
I'll probably whore some pictures whenever I get around to taking some. - After a day of absolute nothing.. 2003-11-02 00:51:51 I think I'm ready to start editing.. And it's almost 11 at night. Let's see where I end up.
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Am I Still Alive?
2003-11-01 17:41:38
Constant dreams, insanity
I walk amungst my fantasies.
Death, deception, never rare,
Feeling the pain that's always there.
My love is marked with decadence,
I see it there, I feel it's burn.
It's part in my dreams are its opposites in life.
But what becomes of me, when they switch their stride?
I've lost my way, I feel no love.
I dream of hate, and it dreams of me.
I live in love, but none my own.
Where is this life, these emotions for me?
When is it my turn to be hugged by destiny?
I feel no hurt, just memories of pain.
I hear the music, but know not it's gain.
These songs portray such beauty and bliss,
A feeling I knew, but lost with growth.
What's left of a man, who has no hope,
No dreams? No sight of extacy? -
Girls and Anime...
2003-10-27 18:41:53
I think I'm going to start editing again, working on an X vid in my head right now, I'll probably get it going this weekend. This will probably help me forget about some of my problems... It bugs me how I'm still bothered by my ex, somebody who I really don't feel deserves my attention, if you're bored enough, here's the convo we've had since afterschool.
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
umm adam
KhayotiK says:
j0
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
can i ask u?
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
who is she?
KhayotiK says:
She's from the church
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
mellissa?
KhayotiK says:
no
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
uh
KhayotiK says:
I don't think you met her
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
who is she
KhayotiK says:
why does it matter?
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
yea i wonder
KhayotiK says:
I don't want you to hate her or be jealous, and I haven't even told anybody how I feel
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
...
KhayotiK says:
so uhh..
KhayotiK says:
yeah
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
so is there still hope?
KhayotiK says:
hope in what?
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
is there any hope for.....
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
us
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
whatever happened to jess and adam...
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
you know
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
its so like
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
this shouldnt be happening.....and i should be in your arms....
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
#($^*(!#^&$#_^&!#$^&
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
fuck
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
im pissing u off
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
ill go
KhayotiK says:
you knew it was over when I told you to your face it was done
KhayotiK says:
in february
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
adam
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
the more and more i think about it....
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
i didnt actually do anything wrong
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
and that i deserve another chance
KhayotiK says:
do you REALLY want to say that to me?
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
yes and no
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
somethings were wrong yes..but i have changed
KhayotiK says:
Jess, no.
KhayotiK says:
you are who you are
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
all im asking for...is a chance...a chance to prove myself
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
please
KhayotiK says:
no
KhayotiK says:
fuck no
KhayotiK says:
I've GIVEN you a chance
KhayotiK says:
I don't allow people to hurt me twice
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
u didnt
KhayotiK says:
damnit
KhayotiK says:
and don't fucking cry
KhayotiK says:
we've done this shit a billion times before
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
adam
KhayotiK says:
seriously
KhayotiK says:
knock it the fuck off
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
im not giving up
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
SERIOUSLY
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
i love U
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
i cant let u go
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
CAN U JUST DO ME ONE FAVOR......
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
1
KhayotiK says:
no.
KhayotiK says:
if you want to know why, then ask!
KhayotiK says:
go ahead, make things worse!
KhayotiK says:
go into the same shit we've gone over!
KhayotiK says:
bring back the pain that we've tried to get rid of!
KhayotiK says:
at least I have
KhayotiK says:
but you just run around in circles
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
CAUSE I LOVE YOU AND CARE ABOUT YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
and please
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
give me one thing i can do to prove to you that i can be better!
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
and i WONT HURT YOU AGAIN
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
PLEASE
KhayotiK says:
reverse time
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
dont tell me no
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
i will then
KhayotiK says:
impossible!
KhayotiK says:
thusly, so is our relationship!
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
ADAM
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
please
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
dont do this to me
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
just one chance
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
give me 1 week
KhayotiK says:
nope
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
1 day
KhayotiK says:
I give you one second.
KhayotiK says:
BOOM!
KhayotiK says:
GAME OVER!
KhayotiK says:
seriously, no.
KhayotiK says:
you're hurting yourself more than you're doing good.
KhayotiK says:
look!
KhayotiK says:
you're crying again!
KhayotiK says:
why?
KhayotiK says:
WHAT GOOD DOES IT DO?
KhayotiK says:
well, I'm done.
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
hey
KhayotiK says:
If you go to youth thursday, sweet, if not, later.
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
stop being so selfish
KhayotiK says:
is it selfish to want to live?
KhayotiK says:
just stop, it's over.
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
your not done until i am
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
the only one who is being stupid here is u
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
why cant u hear me out
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
and put your pride behind u
A thousand words wont bring you back trust me ive tryed, Nor will a thousand tears trust me ive cried. says:
maybe u should stop worrying so much about your pain and take some time to see how much pain im in and what im going through
*She signs off*
I think I deserve the pain she causes me..
SQ Rawks! Seriously, she's hella cool.
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