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Life has more faces than the master of disguise.
2003-10-27 00:55:19
Before I rant and rave, I'd like to say CONGRADULATIONS to Brandi, I'm so happy that you and MJ are tying the knot, and that life is treating you well. ^_^
I'm going to a Youth Convention in a couple weeks, looking forward to that, I could use a little strength in my life, a little upliftment. I feel out of place in this world, as if I'm watching a movie or something. I understand where I'm at, and can relate, but it doesn't feel like my native life whatsoever. I'm cutting my hair, getting out of school, and going to church more. I want to fix my life, I'm sick of being asked if I can pass a piss test when I've been sober for too long, when I'm in charge of my life and not on a downward spiral. I'm sick of girls who are searching for love in all the wrong places come to me for their emotional needs, while girls I adore turn away.. I'm sick of being me. -
Cheerleaders..
2003-10-06 19:26:45
My friend showed up today, with another friend of mine and a cheerleader in the backseat. You must understand that this is the first time a cheerleader has been to my house in several years and I'm not the kind of guy a cheerleader would probably visit, so it was kinda funny seeing her reaction.
As soon as I came out of the house with my hair down and lacking a shirt, I ran up and beat the shit out of my friend before he could even get out of the car, acting like a normal geeky tard, which I am. But then I noticed a bright eyed tanned girl in the backseat, looking like she mistakenly found herself in a Texas Chainsaw Massacre movie, so I smiled, got in the back seat with her, and started asking questions. Her voice was shaky and I could tell she was verry uncomfortable, so I pressed on, making myself known, and letting her know I might be fucked up, but I'm a really nice guy. After about fifteen minutes of completely ignoring my friends, she started looking at me as if I was a wonderous site. See? Beneath all the black clothing and long hair, I'm actually a pretty cool guy.
My friends are kinda angry at me tho, as it turns out they both planned on asking her out later that day. -
My Church has gone crazy.
2003-09-28 23:40:06
Well, not really, but parts of it have..
Spooky. -
I'm so full of shit.
2003-09-23 00:34:55
"I'm gonna finish my novella before I do any other writing work"
I should've seen this as being near impossible.
I'm now working on a script for a dinner theatre project that the church is doing, this is a new ministry with a lot of hope, but it needs to have proof that it can stand on its own. They gave us an EXTREMELY vague idea of what we have to do, and then we get to work with that. Now being as we have really no clue what the fuck we're doing, even after reading our "scripts" (nothing but an idea of what your character is) we have to mingle with the people who are going to be eating dinner there and know what the hell we're supposed to do.
We're fucked, and now have to write our own script for a general idea of what we're going to do so we don't look like asses.
By the by, I'm going to church a good 3-5 times a week now. - Working once again. 2003-09-18 23:01:48 Working on a novella, about a chapter and a half into it, I decided to start this writing project from a dream I had that I was tinkering around with in my head for a couple weeks. I think it's one of the most origional pieces of literature made in quite a long time. I plan on finishing this completely before doing anything else writing wise, even a single poem would have to wait.
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